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Hardheaded, lazy, sometimes crazy..or maybe a LOT of times..shy (really?) ... and uh..be nice to me and i'll be nice back..but insult my intelligence or backstab me..u'll just see what will happen..


Thursday, November 26, 2009

Its 12:46 am and its Eid Adha today!
I've just arrived in Dato' Keramat , K.Lmpur and finally got to on9 myself. Phew! (Damn im addicted to the NET!)

My first thing is CW. Then i across some blog posts..including one of my classmate's...saying things about her new class (TESL Bachelor)...oh yea..im taking Bachelor in Education (TESL) now..hoorayyy!!! means its tougher...and much much more challenging....

She was saying that she's frustrated with the overcrowded class and having to sit behind 30 heads..lmao..
As for me... i dont care much about that...except that it's all becoming like when i first came here as a diploma student...

I have this thing,weakness..where its hard for me to communicate or get to know NEW people or be friendly to them, unless, they make the effort first. So, there it goes, being alone..again..like i was before.
Luckily this time i have my other 7 friends from same cohort..and a friend (senior) who introduced me to KUTPM at first...hoorayyy for her to! Until today...i've known the senior, Raja Nurul Izah for about..hmm...5-7 years? or more? lols.

This weakness, i have to overcome it..but how ah? Anyone help me??
Im just scared and too stiff to make conversations...even with guys?? Plus, i feel inferior (is it the right word?) to them...and i feel like they dont care about me at all (haha of course they dont) ... like i dont exist at all... damn! how can i manage to present in front of these 'aliens' ????? Im gonna have troubles and stomach aches.

Oh God, pls help me.

Happy Eid Adha to all muslims!

unforgettable nightmares (14th/15th nov 09)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

The story begins early in the morning, when i was stalking (as usual)...i ran into a friend's status... saying something like bye bye world or what .. i kinda forgot..
but what i remember the most is that she..(yeah its a her/female) has taken 5-6 panadol actifast just because she broke up with someone... come on la...its not the end of the world yet.. (mesti kaw baca ann hehe)
Alah bisa tegal biasa orang kata..kaw rilek je..kata la baru pes taim kene gni? wkwkwkwkwk ir ir ir ir

Due to my gentle giant mode...i decided to go back to shah alam earlier.. ya lor.. dont want to lose a friend because of stupid reason like that...

So, after packing up.. said bye bye to W.F.S .. (sorry tak sempat bye2 kat W.B n wife n daughters.).. i went to my car and started my journey...

Otw to my destination..i suddenly remembered that G.K said he wants to hangout with me..so i stopped at Dungun and had chicken rice there with G.K.
It was okay...but not good enough ( i look for quality not quantity )

after around 2 hours at dungun..i continue my journey...

Here's one of the nightmare i had...
When i was in K.Terengganu..i went to Esso and fill up my fuel @ rm30..rm30 only...
I thought at the beginning of LPT (Lebuhraya Pantai Timur) there is a gas station..but my thought went wrong... damn!
Its almost empty..and the next RnR is about 50km...so..while holding my bladder...i slowly (100km/h) drove and pray to GOD that the fuel will last till the next stop...

Phew...just when it hits below empty bar...i arrived at the RnR...thank GOD!

Then, i continue my journey..again...
While i was driving..the radio plays one song that i couldnt possible forget..
Whenever i hear or sing that song it reminds me of someone...
Okaylah..dont want to hide it..i'll say it..that person is Aya (hahaha!)
Because i know she likes that song..and suddenly tears started running down my cheeks.. wtf?? what happened? I was crying like hell while listening to that song and texting aya.. is it because i really miss her..or is it because i was lonely on the dark road with the heavy rains?
It could be both..but one thing for sure..i think i do miss and gonna keep missing the ever lovable Aya...
Sorry sebab selalu nganjing kaw..cynda pon rindu kaw dowh..
Kaw byk bagi nasihat kat aku..tenkss.. hehehee.. (to all readers..there is no any special feelings attached here...just a little bit of friendship feel)

Okay,..disebabkan ke-gay-an aku thu..i cannot concentrate on driving...plus it was raining heavily! And the road is dark with not much cars travelling..tiba2 teringat Paranormal Activity..damn!
ps: oh aya..da tgk dow cite thu...tipu la sia

Ok..so the next nightmare...happened just an hour ago..after we (me , myza , akak myza a.k.a ira, and sera) lepaking and eating @ Williams..a myspace friend of myza...asked her to come and lepak-ing @ rafi bistro..so we went there...
those guys..haha..no comment..tabley masok aa..perangai laen gila...ye la..remaja lagi dorang..hak hak hak!

So, that's all for this update...ciao...


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Its been a year, or maybe more, since i last came to this state. I've been dying to come here and visit the old places,eat the things i've always eat, and do many other things,...including having reunion with my fellow primary school classmates.

After all, this place has half of my current age memories. I lived here for almost 10 years (now im 20, so it is 1/2 of my age)

And so it began, the journey back to Terengganu. I drove all the way from Brunsfield - Rafi Bistro - Digital Mall - Karak Highway - LPT. After few hours of driving i began to lose vision...i was sleepy! Plus, there was no people/cars on the highway..and it was really foggy that nite. Because i couldnt hold my eyes much longer..i've decided its time to switch..so i woke kirin up. Finally,..phew.i can relax a bit....
its been a while since i last have a long distance driving....im too old for this..lmao

Nothing much, ...we arrived in KT at about 2am ..went to eat..then arrived at kirin's house at around 3am

The journey was tiring and boring. Because all the way only two of us in the car, and only i was singing to the song. Hahaha..kirin was snoring like hell

I went to almost all places i felt like to. Met people who i used to meet a lot of times... eg: abang jual kopok... he still remember us...im so glad...
and my stomach...was shocked by all those stuff i havent eat for long time (kopok lekor mainly) ... dang... my stomach hurts..but i bare with it till the next day it vanishes itself.. :D

Oh ya, many things seems to have changed around here...like...many one-way road is opened (or two ways become one way)...

Nevertheless, its still the same old KT which i love..except for one thing..it's becoming into 2nd K.Lumpur. The traffic..!@#!##!...jam jam jam? no more peaceful roads in terengganu..haizzzzz

Anyway, that's for the update so far..i think i've got lots of stuff before..but forgot already...

PS: I'm GAY now.. lolllsssss

Great And Young / Gentle And Youthful

tagged by myza

Sunday, November 01, 2009

What's your favorite word or phrase?

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
nobody...i just woke up (its 4:37pm now)

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
DotA-ing with khairul asyraf n ikram shah

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
mamai2 lagay

What is your favorite holiday?

What is the last thing you said aloud?

What is the best ice cream flavor?
mocha + mint kot?

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Bleu Mineral Water

What are you wearing right now?
jeans and jeans only

What was the last thing you ate?
Lexus chocolate biscuit

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
makkah, iceland, japan, las vegas, hawaii, ...everywhere lohhhh

Ever go camping?
ya. nothing to brag about

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
lost tak..kunci kete jatoh ada...mmg ngeri gila ah..kena amek balek nak tak nak...

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
:) :D ^_^

Do you drink your soda from a straw?

What did your last text message say?
Inbox : "Its ok..."
Sent: "Nsk grg pataya 1, nsk goreng paprik 1, nsk goreng sifud 1, teh o ais 2. Tngkat 14 lif b" (to Jailani cafe)

Are you someone's best friend?
i dont know?

What are you doing tomorrow?
game, help people, go to pak long's house

Where is your mom right now?
at keramat ..kl

Look to your left, what do you see?
a rothman's glass full of cigarette butts

What color is your watch?
silver kot?

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
lots of beautiful aussies!!! hawtttt..gdday mateee

Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
yes n im not very fond of it...that thing hurts my f***ing back...

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?

Do you have a dog?

Last person you talked to on the phone?
ane dari jailani kot..dia cakap "Order sampai"

Are you happy?
im not sure

Where are you right now?
in front of my laptop..typing in this survey lah mofo!

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?

Last song listened to?
ramli sarip - perjalanan hidup

Last movie you saw?
not quite sure......momok the movie? or was it Perfect Getaway?

Are you allergic to anything?
so far .. no kot...xcept for that hair gel i bought frm the saloon...my hands are full of spots when i use it...maybe because of the ingredients?

Are you jealous of anyone?
yeah...im jealous of religious people..when can i be like them????? laghoooooo sangat nehhh!

Are you married?
hell no

Is anyone jealous of you?

Do any of your friends have children?
children-to-be kot? hahahahahah

Do you hate anyone right now?

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?

How many kids do you want when you're older?
whatever God gives me

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
21??? 38??? 40 maybe???

How did u get one of your scars?
when i was in primary school...was cooking burger...the oil just jumped out and scarred my hand

ha myza ..da buat..upah mana???