tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-264792822024-03-13T09:29:40.694-07:00Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated<b>It's hard to live in this world where many many things had to be done in a very short period (yeah .. 100 years is still short to me) .. Yet, lots still wandering around , 'berpoya-poya' , and forgot about their responsibilities as a muslim and as a human..they forgot about the real reason they were sent down here onto the earth..including me..myself..</b>Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.comBlogger133125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-2820336475874217812021-05-31T04:30:00.010-07:002021-06-05T20:47:25.979-07:00The day I lost a big part of my life.On 31st May 2021, during this pandemic, the love of my life has finally gone to the other side. May I be reunited with her someday, hopefully. Al-Fatihah.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-89993090144200689342012-07-31T13:57:00.000-07:002012-07-31T13:57:55.412-07:00$$$$It's 1st August 2012...
I just finished doing practicum at SMK Taman Sri Muda for my Bachelor Degree TESL on 27th July 2012.
Now I'm running low on cash and I need to find cash A.S.A.P. So please do help me by click the ads in "Please click" section. Hopefully i'll be an active blogger once again soon.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-70643187998864807342011-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:002011-12-15T18:22:19.122-08:00You.Dear you,<br /><br />It's been almost 5 years that we've known each other. It feels like just yesterday i met you and get to know you. I know so little of you nowadays, unlike the old days, at some point, where we are THAT close, that we share every little things we had in mind. Oh how I wish we could turn back time, or at least, go back to the time where I started changing my view on you, started changing who I was to you, started all these ridiculous acts and emotions. I feel like just going back there, and smacked my old self so that I will get REAL. But, that would never happen. What has happened, . . . happened. They happened for a reason too.<br /><br />Do you still remember, the days where we could just go out randomly, whenever we feel like to, and go just about anywhere, no matter how short or long the trip, how random, how little budget we have, in the end, we would still manage to have fun? I miss those days too, just like how you may miss them too. <br /><br />Do you still remember, the days where we could talk almost about anything? Without thinking of the consequences, or having the problems like we have now? I know most of the things happening right now are mainly caused by me myself, and my own stupidity,ego, and hopelessness. Everyday, i hope those days to come back, even now, where i could listen to your stories and never get tired of it. <br /><br />Do you still remember, you used to help me when I'm in a pinch, you used to be there always when I need you? You inspired me, that's why it is hard to forget all those things you ever did. Even the tiniest things, like asking how I am, could melt this stone heart of mine. You gave me a new meaning to love someone, not just by the looks, but by many other aspects as well.<br /><br />Do you still remember, how we spent hours, sitting in cafes, diners, restaurants, just so we could do some revisions, or maybe, just so you could make me do my revisions. I believe you wouldn't need to have me to urge yourself to do so. You're just helping me, and I thank you for that. If it wouldn't because of you, i would still be that guy who procrastinates till the last minute of examination, to go and find people whom I can rely on, photocopying their notes, and struggle so much, just to end up getting average results. <br /><br /><br /><br />Dear you, <br /><br />For all I care, I would never have the thought of harming you, in any ways. It is just so happen that, sometimes, things get way over my head, and it burst like the Krakatoa volcano. I wish I could be more patient, and patient, and patient, so that I could bare all the things happening, and never let any harm come to you, like a knight I wanted to be.<br /><br />As a weakling that I am, I'm not even fit to be a friend, what more to be your shield and sword. I really hoped that I could achieve something up to my name, but the way I see it, it is not happening, not now, not even in the near future. I need to do some purification, before I can even think of achieving such things. <br /><br />As I type this, my vision is fading away, straying, in the land of the dream. I really hope that, we both end up meeting each other again, someday, somehow, as better friends, closer, than we ever before. I am exhausted, but I will never get tired of waiting, trying, and hoping. I will never forget those memories we had, and I'm hoping that we can build more memories to come, in this little diary, inside this cavity on my chest. <br /><br />I really hope you'd be the one, whom I'd sacrifice and protect with all my life, share my happiness and sadness with, raise children with, and grow old with. <br />But if you're not meant to be, I hope you'd find the one, who'd be willing to do so with you, that you are willing to do so with too. If that time has come, I'd be the one who wishes you all your best, and pray for your happiness till the end. <br />May God Bless you, Ray.<br /><br />ps: The silence is driving me crazy.........Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-89310285828195559422010-07-20T11:27:00.000-07:002010-07-20T11:36:41.839-07:00Sadness, pain, enduranceHuarghhh..after so longgg....<br />My first post since .. i forgot when<br />First of all, there are many things to be updated, but as i am now...i wont be updating much. <br /><br />Takziah to Siti Nursyahira Nabila di atas pemergian ibunda tercinta. I can't say I know how you feel exactly, cause i haven't lost my beloved mother yet. But I did think about it when I was at the hospital, which made me sad. You're tough, i know you are. If for me, i'd be a zombie for quite a while. But, listen to me, people come and people go, but God'll be there for you always. My mom always tell me to depend , rely on God. That way when I lose someone it'll be less painful. <br /><br />I'm doing nothing nowadays except for assigments , Blackshot , and gym!<br />The think I like about gym is I finally can make it come true. What I've been planning for years and years. Hopefully it'll be as i hope it will. I just want to be fit and healthy, for the sake of God, myself, and those around me. <br />I have this one problem, which I may not state here, (only myself and mom know about this) that urges me to be fit. <br /><br />Last but not least, I finally get my hands on MARA loans! Yeah! The only part left to be done is to sign all those paperworks and i'll be free from all those fees! Yeah!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-31602367619176315462010-05-16T21:58:00.000-07:002010-05-17T02:24:16.320-07:00Amazing trip!Last saturday , on 15th may 2010... my mom, hafiz rosli and myself went for a trip to Kelantan. I was on the mission on sending my mom SAFELY to my brother's house in Melor, Kelantan. The trip begins at 6pm...and the weird things started happening at around 7++pm at the Petronas station at Karak Highway. Really unlucky for me..as this thing happened to me once before..and it happened again..man..it sucks!<br />My car keys along with other keys fall into the pit of disaster (lubang jamban liao!)<br />and the guy before me didnt flush! Fuck it! I was shocked and couldnt think well..if i flush the toilet..my keys wouldve been flushed as well..HELL NO. that's the only key and we're far away from home. So i brace myself and went DEEP. God knows how i felt that time. With all the SHITS inside...me...who is a penggeli..had to go through a nightmare..SHIT HAPPENS MAN. Then, lepas da basuh2 sume..i went out and asked for some soap..but the petronas didnt have any..luckily i have my sanitizer in the car..phewwww..<br />but my alarm was broken..and it went on and off like crazy..had to put out the battery to make things better.<br />ok that's the first thing happened on this trip.<br /><br />2nd : <br />The bumpy roads sucks. And hafiz seems to be pushing himself to the limit when i felt he rushed things and went on the bumpy roads like crazy..hahaha..<br />Arrived at 2am..sleep at 3..woke up at 10..drive to kubang kerian to drop off mom and brother with his family at the new mydin there. Went to Kota Bharu to meet up with my lil bro and lil sis + their mom (my stepmom)<br />They've grown up! My brother now is having girls all over him..and he smokes too.. O_o form 3..jeeeez<br /><br /><br />3rd : <br />on our way back..we stopped by K.Terengganu..called some friends to lepaking at the usual place...then move on our journey at around 11++ pm.<br />I drove with full integrity..well.not..i was sleepy...i did many things to keep me awake which includes singing loudly (sorry apis) , wash my face off with the mineral water, put my face out the window to feel the breeze, smoked A LOT, and even stopped at the station to buy some Redbull and wash my face..again. <br />Yet, i still feel sleepy and by the time i reached LPT...i was TOO damn SLEEPY that i was having illusion of a Singapore Lion Gold Statue in the middle of the highway! WTF man..that's the most ridiculous illusion i've ever seen in my life..kot. Before this i was seeing cones and things..but now..lion???? and i was evading it like crazy sampai hafiz woke up. after that..we immediately switched driver.<br /><br />4th :<br />i was awaken by the sudden stop of the car..due to insects attack!<br />the insects which always fly around lamps...came on the windshield and suicided! there were millions of them..suddenly i felt like im in the movie where aliens invaded but instead, insects invaded us! I should suggest this to M.Night Shyamalan :D<br /><br />that's all ..my car is cleaned up now..all the dead bodies have been wiped off and its all thanks to the guys next to Rafi Bistro for cleaning it up!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-29945854600397244292010-04-28T10:33:00.000-07:002010-04-29T10:38:15.129-07:00Weird...I was on my to kopitiam (next to Rafi Bistro) at that time, and was on the phone with faris safwan bin ibrahim...suddenly.. <br /><br />a guy , pakistani or indian (am not sure) , who was seating at the corner of Syuhaida restaurant , and wearing all whites ..... said something to me.<br /><br />Guy in White : You have a bright face and bright future aheads you (something like this la..forgot the exact wordings)<br /><br />Me : *Blur* , *thumbs up* and then walk away.<br /><br />Upon reaching kopitiam...my mind suddenly recalled back on the guy. Who was that? Is he and angel? Is he gay? Or is he just a normal guy complimenting me?<br />I've been thinking about that for quite some time..and why did he actually said that. ARGHGHHHHHHPais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-19183604452438166732010-04-12T09:22:00.000-07:002010-04-12T09:22:18.447-07:00BBQ PartayLast Sunday nite was awesome! The bbq partay at the macho dudes' house (faris,khairil,nazim,hafiz,zakhwan) is not to be forgotten. Lots of food, lots of laughter, and lots of people (i guess?). Killer game is interesting as usual. No doubt about it. Finally, achap get to be the killer, twice. The best part is when all of us guys gathered around to watch omegle. HAHAHAHA.<br /><br />Thank you for the invitation!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-75158876796836568592010-04-04T00:37:00.001-07:002010-04-04T00:38:18.458-07:00New target. New beginnings.No more. <br />Time for a change.<br />All the best to me!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-66529181309953535722010-03-11T11:57:00.001-08:002010-03-11T12:29:53.412-08:00OH MY GOD!Yesterday was a busy day for me and some of my colleagues...<br /><br />So many things happened, but im glad with the ending.<br /><br />Since the day before.. i haven't got much sleep..and now im typing this at 4:01 am.. (this means that in 2 days, i only sleep for about 2-3 hours..dang!)<br /><br />Ok, the thing begins like this.....<br /><br />On 10th March 2010, i was sooooooooo frustrated to see the lady or should i say..the girl who i am deeply , truthfully , honestly fallen for suddenly is engaged to a guy which i didnt know much about. To make it short, i need something to calm my nerves and those things unluckily arent good things. I should be praying to God but instead, i went out to let loose some things.<br />Thanks to everyone who made my day and night by joining me having fun at Jalan Damai..we shisha-ed..and played 'Killer' game...it was fun .. guys! <br />I did some research and discovered that the engagement was for fun (i dont know whether its the truth or not) but i accept it for the time being. Less stress for me. <br />The girl, she told me that they were just playing (hopefully lah kan?) ..<br />It cost me my secrets and feelings to get that info.. i DID it again! darn!<br />I told her everything about my feelings for her...and she was like...blurr and couldnt accept that i still and do love her.<br /><br />The next day, i brave up myself to invite her for a date to settle some miscommunication we had in the past because of the Short Message System. I have to be brave and talk to her live!<br />But, it feels as if she doesnt want to or not ready for the talk yet. She keeps wanting other people to come with us and not wanting it to be a date just the two of us (is it?)<br />I became frustrated again. <br /><br />Okay enough bout that, <br />i have another problem...a friend..after accusing me things i didnt do..said that she wanted to meet me and tell alllll the stories we've been missing...and updates me with things...but she let me (who hasnt sleep much) down. We made a promise that after i finishes class..that we will sit down somewhere and talk. How amazing she could just sleep and said that she's not well and later she'll contact me...what the..? Hey! I havent slept for a while and i didnt go back home straight from class because of you okay? I picked up another friend bcause she also wants to talk to you but this is how u repay us? If u dont want to meet and keeps avoiding..then i'll say it here..hopefully u'll stalk this and read it...<br />One thing i've been dying to say .. please..stop treating me like a dumb...<br />I LOVE helping people but please dont use that its-an-order tone with me. I kept my calm for a long time..u came to me when u need my help..u tossed me away when u dont need me...who or what do u think i am??? I am a person with feelings and im not stupid that i do not realize things like this...but for other people to talk back and some even say it to my face..you're tearing off my EGO la babe...<br />I tried so hard to please u..to help u..to be there when u need it...but u shud have done the same..i didnt ask u to come when im in need..all i ask u is to not simply break your promises or dont make promises u cannot fulfill! <br />I dont know if u realize this or not..but u keep failing to be there to hangout with me or us after making beautiful promise..i know your voice is very attractive and so do you yourself...but please...dont use that advantage..my patience have limits dear...<br /><br />Please do not treat me like some kind of noob dumb shit. Respect people if u want people to respect u. I almost fell in love with u if not because of these you know?<br />I really wish to help u..be with u..and do whatever it takes to bring u back to the right path..but it seems that u yourself do not wish the same. <br />You're not being honest with me..you keep cancelling / covering things with your lies!<br /><br />Hopefully i can meet you and settle all this once and for all. If u do not change..i'll break my promise and totally leave u (not that u need me much kan? u have your FRIENDS/KULI BATAK everywhere. I know by reading this u will be quite mad with me..but i seems to always fail to say it out in front of your face. Im not good with 1 to 1 live talk. This blog is the place i always pour my feelings and dissappointment or whatsoever. Hopefully u realize what've done and what is my goal exactly. Please...dont stray away more...it makes me sad to see a friend becoming like this. Contact me as soon as u are ready to meet..if im ready and available..i'll meet u and we can settle this mano o mano.<br /><br />Ok..then..next story...is about another friend...<br />I wouldnt say much..as we already did just now at Extreme Park rite?<br />I apologize on behalf of myself and the others who are too ignorant to correct u when u are wrong. Maybe its our fault..<br />But Alhamdulillah all has been said (as for me lah) ...and hopefully u will change bit by bit after this.. after all..we are friends rite?<br />If u want a good and memorable memoirs here..u need to change and let us be friends..REAL FRIENDS..no more on sympathy or hypocrit basis..but be REAL friend. <br />Sorry again and thanks for not running away from the problems...u face it well just now even after all we've said...u didnt run or avoid us..Thanks..<br />Hopefully we can be good friends after this..no more hard feelings k? (^.^)v<br /><br />That's all i can say..too sleepy...anyway...2 more to go..<br />1. Conversation with the other 'friend'<br />2. Settling my emotions problem with 'the girl' ...<br /><br />Pray for me! That's all i guess...bye.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-62767069413579129302010-03-09T03:19:00.000-08:002010-03-09T07:38:55.614-08:00Baru ku sedari~Aku tak mengerti ... apa yang kurasa, <br />Rindu yang tak pernah ... begitu hebatnya <br />Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu ... <br />Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu <br /><br />Aku persembahkan ... hidupku untukmu, <br />Telah kurelakan ... hatiku padamu, <br />Namun kau masih bisu ... diam seribu bahasa <br />Dan hati kecilku bicara ... <br /><br />Baru kusadari ... <br />Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan <br />Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku ... <br /><br />Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku, <br />Semoga akan datang keajaiban, hingga akhirnya kaupun mau <br /><br />Aku mencintaimu<br />Lebih dari yang kau tahu ...<br />Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ni lagi satu..mantab shit.<br /><br /><br />Song Name: Growing Wings<br />Arist: Loula<br />First Appearance: Drakengard<br /><br />Crimson lights the sky, the bird still asleep<br />Like a dream it shines, from heaven's safe keep<br />Children songs we sung, as soft as the breeze<br />Endless fields, our home, I long for those days<br /><br />I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face<br />I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love<br />See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below<br />I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky<br />Watching me, watching you<br /><br />Silent black, the dawn, and time tell its tale<br />Darkened blood, it flows, the forest receives<br />Look within the dark as deep as you dare<br />There inside you find destruction you seek<br /><br />I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face<br />I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love<br />See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below<br />I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky<br />Watching me, watching youPais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-44836234539554286732010-02-08T19:46:00.000-08:002010-02-12T22:01:12.392-08:0021. 8-2-2010This day is quite meaningful, and unforgettable for me.<br /><br />It is the day that i discovered a few things in my life. I was suprised 3 times by people during these few days.<br /><br /><s>1. I was 'sympathized' by someone i used to LOVE. Which i fucking hate. I dont need your sympathy. I dont need your so-called-barcode-love. I'm sorry to say this, but i ain't THAT desperate. I'd rather be alone than being used like a dumb.</s><br /><br />2. An old friend came to Shah Alam! Thank you Yaz and Aya for the suprise!<br /><br />3. A birthday suprise at AC...was embarrassed at first..but was soooo happy to know that people cared. Thank you everyone!<br /><br />The birthday suprise and presents are amazing. Thank you Thank you and Thank you. <br /><br />ps: 143 All.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-61283677554140876012010-02-05T09:01:00.000-08:002010-02-05T09:08:06.182-08:00Kau Tipu Aku<font face="Vladimir Script"><br />Pernah dulu kau kata kau cintakan ku,<br />Bertahun lama sanggup kau menungguku,<br />Hati dan jiwamu hanyalah untukku,<br />Sumpah dan janjimu memburu untukku.<br />CHORUS<br />ya ya ya ya,<br />Kau, kau tipu aku, x2<br />Kau tipu aku<br />Kau tipu aku<br />Kau curi jiwaku kau gembirakannya,<br />Kau dakap tanganku,<br />kau bahagiakannya,<br />kau kucup bibirku,<br />Kau menikmatinya,<br />Kau peluk tubuhku,<br />Kau ceriakannya.<br />CHORUS<br />Kiniku lihat kau berdua dengannya,<br />Tapi mengapa dia teman karibku,<br />Tawa gembira,<br />Musnahkan jiwaku,<br />Kau hancurkan semua saat manisku.<br /><br /></font>Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-61298542074343086032010-02-01T10:23:00.000-08:002010-02-01T10:28:42.358-08:00What's up?Nothing is up except the ceiling.<br />But something is wrong with my chest. I feel pain!<br />I think it's from my heart.<br />Please, help me! I wonder what's wrong??<br />Doctor! Doctor!? <br />I need medical attention now!<br />What is this feeling i have?<br />Damn it! It's fucking painful!<br />My heart is beating so fast that it may explode at any time!<br />Oh GOD, please do help me.<br />I can't do much....<br />I can't stop thinking of <b>HER</b> ..<br />Oh My God... I think im in <b>LOVE</b>!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-24552071254921538822010-01-24T09:42:00.001-08:002010-01-24T09:44:02.728-08:00Current song :Hingga akhir nanti <br />kau tetap jadi pujaan <br />walau seribu tahun <br />walau seribu zaman <br />kutetap menanti <br /><br />Hingga akhir nanti <br />kau saja idaman hati <br />segala rasa cinta <br />segala rasa sayang <br />hanyalah untukmu <br /><br />hingga akhir nanti <br /><br />Bulan takkan terang <br />tanpa seri wajahmu <br />hati takkan tenang <br />tanpa kehadiranmu <br />rindu dalam sepi <br />rindu dalam mimpi <br />kutetap menanti <br /><br />hingga akhir nanti <br /><br />Datanglah kekasih <br />datanglah padaku <br />kesetiaan diriku <br />janganlah kau ragu <br />betapa kukasih <br />betapa kurindu <br />seandai kau tahu <br />benarnya cintaku <br /><br />This song is meaningful. I came across it accidentally just now (thanks to a friend who wanted to listen to alleycats earlier yesterday..the folder is still open and i just click randomly on songs)Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-11332076483535321872010-01-20T23:51:00.000-08:002010-01-20T23:58:55.310-08:00Facebook.I've been changing my facebook statuses a lot lately.<br />Here are some of them that i really like :<br /><br /><br />1."You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"<br /><br />2."I may look like my father, but deep inside i have my mother's heart"<br /><br />3."Everything I do, I do it for you"<br /><br />4."If you don't try you would never know, if you try you may know, if you have tried and you don't know, you suck!"<br /><br />5."What's on my mind? Nothing."<br /><br />And why would i post this? To remind myself in the future what i've done.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-31416113730931993462010-01-14T15:06:00.000-08:002010-01-14T15:11:23.714-08:00Good morning Malaysia!After long hours of sleeping,i feel rejuvenated(is this the correct spelling?) again!<br />Last night i was in deep-shit-state , which was very bad as i cant even concentrate on DotA! I overslept and missed the pool game (which i lost rm5 also) .. and then when i woke up this morning..im totally hungry! <br /><br />Nevertherless, its been a few days with pool , BK , and stuffs. So, im running out of cash $$$$ now. Left about 50 bucks..to survive till the end of the month. <br />What can i do? any suggestion?<br /><br />If 1 carton of maggi mee cost about rm4 with 5 packets inside. which means for 15 days...i have to buy 3 of it..which cost rm12... that left me with another rm38...fuel for 15 days without going out of shah alam...around rm15? no..more than that probably...that left me for about rm18++ more...i think i can survive without cigarette for half a month..maybe...just maybe...oh GOD!! please help me!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-67791799519538528022010-01-10T17:22:00.000-08:002010-01-10T17:23:02.047-08:0011 January2010 - my first mid sem xm for degree.Sayu terpisah <br />hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah <br />berhembus angin rindu <br />begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu <br />hujan lebat mencurah kini <br />bagaikan tiada henti <br />kaulah laguku kau irama terindah <br />tak lagi kudengari <br />kau pergi.. pergi.. <br />sepi tanpa kata <br />terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa <br />apa pun kata mereka <br />biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia <br /><br />chuakkk!!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-4431231003283727152010-01-06T04:26:00.001-08:002010-01-06T04:26:29.589-08:00I believe.I believe... Even though you are not with me, this is not how we part.<br />I believe... You're taking the long way back to me.<br />Inside all those past memories, <br />I make myself hurt and myself cry.<br /><br />You didn't cry as much as me, without a lot of tears, you tried to give me a painless good-bye.<br />I know that you will one day return to me, that I believe, <br />I will wait for you, I'll do it for you.<br /><br />I believe... Because I might hurt, you couldn't even cry.<br />I believe... You will return to me all the tears that I now shed.<br />I'll glimpse you come into my sight<br />And it'll make my tears fall.<br /><br />You didn't cry as much as me, without a lot of tears, you tried to give me a painless good-bye.<br />I know that you will one day return to me, that I believe, <br />I will wait for you, I'll do it for you.<br /><br />Was the world was dazzling before I met you?<br />Underneath that sky, all I'm left with are tears<br />I will save this place next to me.<br /><br />You are the only reason... <br />That waiting gives me enough happiness.<br />Love is the only reason... <br />As days pass by, <br />If you forget the way, I'll be waiting<br />I do it for you.<br />I do it for you.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-33060808638207238462009-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:002010-01-01T00:08:31.066-08:00Bye2 2009 hello 2010Had fun last nite...eventhough its quite tiring...being a runner is always tiring..<br />the bbq was great...<br /><br />Thanks to everyone who participated and hope we can do this or something else again in the future :)<br /><br />AC? Fun and funny moments. Drunks everywhere..they're pissing on the streets, arguing and throwing up.<br /><br />Best fact[s] @ AC :<br /><br />1. Afiq kalah pool<br />2. Lots of hot chicks (the yellow shirt is the one i remembered most)<br />3. Many drunks<br />4. Drunk indians fought again each other, drunk malays next table encouraging the fight to turn into a fist fight.<br />5. The arrogant 3-bucket-malay-bob-marley-wannabee threw up. FUCKED UP.<br />6. AC manager called in the police. The police came and the indians were saying "Ok, bro , take care" to each other. WTF? Before they were killing each other..now take care?<br />7. A few drunk Koreans/Chinese had fists fight at the parking lot. Bob Jah ran towards the police while calling up "Banggg bangg bangg!" << terbaekk anPais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-39012235060852468492009-12-24T21:02:00.001-08:002009-12-24T21:29:17.927-08:00Tiring day before Xmas.24th of december..the year is ending...<br /><br />Today..just after Mdm Jasmina's class.. fie and yeh decided to run some errands. <br />Our plans were: <br /><br />1. Go to MARA building and take the application form there.<br />2. Go to TimeSquare and send fie's camera for servicing.<br /><br /><br />As planned...we went to KL after class..with the aim of MARA. We really want that MARA loan so damn much as we are hving difficulties on $$$$. <br /><br />The journey was a bit tiring and challenging as there was heavy traffic due to one accident....<br />Nevertherless, we still continue our journey patiently (konon) ..<br />Had to park in Pertama Complex as this is my first time being here.<br />Many rumors say that no slippers, torn jean are allowed when u're visiting the MARA HQ.Phew, luckily someone told us beforehand...bcaus we saw some after-PMR kids get 'thrown' out as they arent wearing proper clothings. no slippers allowed!<br /><br />The makcik guard told us, "Dik, datang balik pukul 2 boleh? Skrang ni lunch time la" .....<br />Sigh..so we went out and waited for an hour at a mingomingo outlet near there...<br />an hour after that, went to the guard again, got the pass...went up to 3rd floor...<br /><br />Me: Aa.abang..saya nak apply MARA loan.<br />Bro: Ni nak apply utk bila yea? Utk taun dpan?<br />Me: Erk.. (discussing with fie)<br />Me: Yea...taun dpan.<br />Bro: Ooo...kalaw camtu..apply online yea? Sbb taun ni takda peruntukan da...borang pon takda<br />Me: Online? Apa website?<br />Bro: www.mara.gov.my<br />Me: OK.<br /><br />WTF...if i'd known that it is much easier to apply online i would've done that from the beginning..zz<br /><br />Ok then, after that...we went to Jelatek LRT station...park the car there..and board the LRT to somewhere near bukit nenas..we exchanged from lrt to monorail at bukit nenas...then to imbi. There we got off and went into berjaya times square...<br /><br />Me: Hello, where is the canon service centre?<br />Info Lady: At the 9th floor, take the escalator on the right yea?<br />Me: Owryte!<br /><br />We go round and round until we reach the 9th floor....and there it is...the canon shop.<br /><br />We went inside and asked if we can claim and repair the camera or not...then the obasan told us..<br /><br />Obasan: Noooooo. here is not service centre...you have to go to Canon in Shah Alam.<br />Me: Really?<br /><br />WTF again! We went all the way to KL and wasted our energies and money to know that MARA can be applied online and the service centre is in Shah Alam...haizzzzzzz<br /><br />Because of that, we decided to window shop. elle of course, not me. <br />One thing i realize, women/girls/females...when they are window shopping or shopping...they never got tired.<br />But, i still remember..they always complain when i park a bit far from the destination...they cant even walk a bit..but when it comes to shopping..they are willing to walk all over the mall without complaining.. O_o<br /><br />After the tiring walk...i've decided that we take a cab back to my car in jelatek...since the time is 5pm++ which means the public transport will be crowded and swarming with sweaty people..<br /><br />Went back to the car and went to keramat to see my mom..it's been 3 weeks since we got separated...lollllll<br /><br />and that's it..before i could get some rest..amirul texted me and wanted to hang out..so i got home and take a bath then went out again...for pool games....<br /><br />GOOD GAME AMIRUL MUKMININ. 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Copy to your own blog, erase my answers , enter yours , and tag twenty people including the person who tagged you . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions .<br /><br />They have to be real . Nothing made up ! IF the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question .<br /><br />What is your name : Faris <br /><br />A four Letter Word : FUCK<br /><br />A boy's Name : Firdaus<br /><br />A girl's Name : Farhanah <br /><br />An occupation : Fireman<br /><br />A color : Fluorescent <br /><br />Something you'll wear : Foot wear by NIKE<br /><br />A type of food : Friskies<br /><br />Something found in the bathroom : Face towel <br /><br />A place : Finland<br /><br />A reason for being late : Fucked up! <br /><br />Something you'd shout : FUCK YOU!<br /><br />A movie title : F.R.I.E.N.D.S<br /><br />Something you drink : Fizzy cola<br /><br />A musical group : Fort Minor<br /><br />An animal : Frog<br /><br />A type of car : Ferrari Scuderia <br /><br />A type of fruit : Fisang<br /><br />The title of a song : Fuck U<br /><br /><br />TAG : nobody.Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-2884392858725204582009-12-15T06:23:00.000-08:002009-12-15T06:47:16.404-08:00oh oh oh..Nothing much to be updated..eh..actually there're lots!<br /><br />but im gonna say a few things only cos im lazyyyyy<br />Ok, first thing first...i went to JB last friday - sunday...nothing much..just hanging around Ikram-gedik-Shah's house...tiap2 hari jugak makan ayam.<br />Morning means sleeping time...wake up in the evening...then bath + eat home..then go out lepaking habib or osman..that's what i've been doin in jb..oh yea..xcept for 2 places... Benafe Village and Nusajaya... here are some pictures while im in JB..<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJIwoiXlPb1VaHJxbVEvMk1ogWLrqcGMJF-taBZRXF5y1lx1edsHxkYtWpebYYmJaI1xkaEWcT8LXGkGtPvOo88fvlTH0rr85vzngHoM39x4whWJz0F5pFkmp8yUqn4iTZX_iK/s1600-h/DSC00139.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJIwoiXlPb1VaHJxbVEvMk1ogWLrqcGMJF-taBZRXF5y1lx1edsHxkYtWpebYYmJaI1xkaEWcT8LXGkGtPvOo88fvlTH0rr85vzngHoM39x4whWJz0F5pFkmp8yUqn4iTZX_iK/s320/DSC00139.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5415470325576501458" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLHYInQua8QgsvfZNCQHqgaqmlczw-JRO62AFbtYLwQ7ZlHnb75mVP-6sKc3WrKUkeh55mfxsc1wGpE8bCqiZmZlskk-y6F4XbNS6xyq0pTrQJ6Oc-8Fni9u6nq-0D1DAwAMKs/s1600-h/DSC00137.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLHYInQua8QgsvfZNCQHqgaqmlczw-JRO62AFbtYLwQ7ZlHnb75mVP-6sKc3WrKUkeh55mfxsc1wGpE8bCqiZmZlskk-y6F4XbNS6xyq0pTrQJ6Oc-8Fni9u6nq-0D1DAwAMKs/s320/DSC00137.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5415470318007252690" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpdy5oAjTglffI9oOQFY7F6YC9g-7DtWykQ57YowJcf5lvtUImaF7FIvPUBnTq9IYCEb4xRfJzIN5UC1tKqF6zww5bVu145XDqUWywBWPKEJCG78zQJMI97v5q54nVBDExXM_N/s1600-h/DSC00132.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpdy5oAjTglffI9oOQFY7F6YC9g-7DtWykQ57YowJcf5lvtUImaF7FIvPUBnTq9IYCEb4xRfJzIN5UC1tKqF6zww5bVu145XDqUWywBWPKEJCG78zQJMI97v5q54nVBDExXM_N/s320/DSC00132.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5415470306767097314" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheXBb8crw_P_5GajAoWCIp89-0J0ClMnkIjyqG605Lak9HRzU2-LDLoC_f01CNsydEOUaFXlwk897ZYBipeGkh2WrH7l8rO-wTozpmZKCMKYOSgt9CUmMvL2bhEtimW0UJhIiV/s1600-h/DSC00118.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheXBb8crw_P_5GajAoWCIp89-0J0ClMnkIjyqG605Lak9HRzU2-LDLoC_f01CNsydEOUaFXlwk897ZYBipeGkh2WrH7l8rO-wTozpmZKCMKYOSgt9CUmMvL2bhEtimW0UJhIiV/s320/DSC00118.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5415470305695593154" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEbNSgxdOBYrVK5Yu90KDXgj32sGLXBk2CL8-aMnlpBEjSVfVkIaB2nrJc3bHhCrwxM9MAgjFG27icUCAosx8GuqfsLDbeWAlp1684GiNI64e4xLUBeEodvaK3xK-G-65QybOQ/s1600-h/DSC00117.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEbNSgxdOBYrVK5Yu90KDXgj32sGLXBk2CL8-aMnlpBEjSVfVkIaB2nrJc3bHhCrwxM9MAgjFG27icUCAosx8GuqfsLDbeWAlp1684GiNI64e4xLUBeEodvaK3xK-G-65QybOQ/s320/DSC00117.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5415470293404627234" /></a><br /><br />at benafe...i made a mistake by copying bob..i ordered pancakes...wtf...it was rm8.50 and look at the size of it..only 1/5 of the plate..zzzz..ok enough about jb..<br /><br />next thing in my mind...<br />there is something going on...and i've been helping..that's all i have to say..hehe :D<br /><br />ok next..classes are okay..met new friends...one with the same name as me...they're funny people...<br />what else what else???<br /><br />ohh..today...15th december...had a nice 'date' ...hahah..thanks to YOU..xie xie...the food was great...and the dessert...terbaeeekkkk.. had kenny rogers and BR..woo woo...so stuffy...thanks again..you know who you are...<br /><br />last but not least....i accept your challenge dude...i'll try and find a special someone by june 2010...:DPais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-50472625669661759682009-12-06T01:55:00.000-08:002009-12-06T02:14:48.142-08:00The Isle of FreedomThere was a cockcroach,<br />Running,<br />Running here,<br />Running there,<br />There was a giant,<br />Snoring,<br />Snoring... and snoring...,<br />There was a bee,<br />Buzzing,<br />Buzzing,... and buzzing...,<br /><br />Oh my, is this what i've been searching for?<br />The isle that i have been longed for?<br />NO! <br />I don't think so, and i don't feel THIS is what I am dreaming of.<br />Alas, it is this that I have, for now...,<br />And I am thankful to GOD for it.<br /><br />Thou shant stop I,<br />For I, <br />Shall continue my journey,..<br />Till' I find my dream, the Isle of Freedom.<br /><br /><br />- pais -Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-10761879659885525932009-11-26T08:51:00.000-08:002009-11-26T09:02:32.734-08:00Finally.Its 12:46 am and its Eid Adha today!<br />I've just arrived in Dato' Keramat , K.Lmpur and finally got to on9 myself. Phew! (Damn im addicted to the NET!)<br /><br />My first thing is CW. Then i across some blog posts..including one of my classmate's...saying things about her new class (TESL Bachelor)...oh yea..im taking Bachelor in Education (TESL) now..hoorayyy!!! means its tougher...and much much more challenging....<br /><br />She was saying that she's frustrated with the overcrowded class and having to sit behind 30 heads..lmao..<br />As for me... i dont care much about that...except that it's all becoming like when i first came here as a diploma student...<br /><br />I have this thing,weakness..where its hard for me to communicate or get to know NEW people or be friendly to them, unless, they make the effort first. So, there it goes, being alone..again..like i was before. <br />Luckily this time i have my other 7 friends from same cohort..and a friend (senior) who introduced me to KUTPM at first...hoorayyy for her to! Until today...i've known the senior, Raja Nurul Izah for about..hmm...5-7 years? or more? lols.<br /><br />This weakness, i have to overcome it..but how ah? Anyone help me??<br />Im just scared and too stiff to make conversations...even with guys?? Plus, i feel inferior (is it the right word?) to them...and i feel like they dont care about me at all (haha of course they dont) ... like i dont exist at all... damn! how can i manage to present in front of these 'aliens' ????? Im gonna have troubles and stomach aches. <br /><br />Oh God, pls help me.<br /><br />Happy Eid Adha to all muslims!Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26479282.post-59667975054361840222009-11-14T11:09:00.000-08:002009-11-14T16:44:22.321-08:00unforgettable nightmares (14th/15th nov 09)The story begins early in the morning, when i was stalking (as usual)...i ran into a friend's status... saying something like bye bye world or what .. i kinda forgot..<br />but what i remember the most is that she..(yeah its a her/female) has taken 5-6 panadol actifast just because she broke up with someone... come on la...its not the end of the world yet.. (mesti kaw baca ann hehe)<br />Alah bisa tegal biasa orang kata..kaw rilek je..kata la baru pes taim kene gni? wkwkwkwkwk ir ir ir ir<br /><br />Due to my gentle giant mode...i decided to go back to shah alam earlier.. ya lor.. dont want to lose a friend because of stupid reason like that...<br /><br />So, after packing up.. said bye bye to W.F.S .. (sorry tak sempat bye2 kat W.B n wife n daughters.).. i went to my car and started my journey...<br /><br />Otw to my destination..i suddenly remembered that G.K said he wants to hangout with me..so i stopped at Dungun and had chicken rice there with G.K. <br />It was okay...but not good enough ( i look for quality not quantity )<br /><br />after around 2 hours at dungun..i continue my journey...<br /><br />Here's one of the nightmare i had...<br />When i was in K.Terengganu..i went to Esso and fill up my fuel @ rm30..rm30 only...<br />I thought at the beginning of LPT (Lebuhraya Pantai Timur) there is a gas station..but my thought went wrong... damn! <br />Its almost empty..and the next RnR is about 50km...so..while holding my bladder...i slowly (100km/h) drove and pray to GOD that the fuel will last till the next stop...<br /><br />Phew...just when it hits below empty bar...i arrived at the RnR...thank GOD!<br /><br />Then, i continue my journey..again...<br />While i was driving..the radio plays one song that i couldnt possible forget..<br />Whenever i hear or sing that song it reminds me of someone...<br />Okaylah..dont want to hide it..i'll say it..that person is Aya (hahaha!)<br />Because i know she likes that song..and suddenly tears started running down my cheeks.. wtf?? what happened? I was crying like hell while listening to that song and texting aya.. is it because i really miss her..or is it because i was lonely on the dark road with the heavy rains?<br />It could be both..but one thing for sure..i think i do miss and gonna keep missing the ever lovable Aya...<br />Sorry sebab selalu nganjing kaw..cynda pon rindu kaw dowh..<br />Kaw byk bagi nasihat kat aku..tenkss.. hehehee.. (to all readers..there is no any special feelings attached here...just a little bit of friendship feel)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjS6GvZ38YrSsVOxWkyIkbyNSEaarCVOOk49bkvkfEV1tnoIvaypwaWJJmOQwNq6SPk_q1O2MFEtdn744a4Q2SYh7Pu7bQBCyhPTgHzOHdbXX56JADzONLcWCFxDsXaI4T3bIm/s1600-h/DSCF0659.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjS6GvZ38YrSsVOxWkyIkbyNSEaarCVOOk49bkvkfEV1tnoIvaypwaWJJmOQwNq6SPk_q1O2MFEtdn744a4Q2SYh7Pu7bQBCyhPTgHzOHdbXX56JADzONLcWCFxDsXaI4T3bIm/s320/DSCF0659.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404124603928395106" /></a><br /><br />Okay,..disebabkan ke-gay-an aku thu..i cannot concentrate on driving...plus it was raining heavily! And the road is dark with not much cars travelling..tiba2 teringat Paranormal Activity..damn!<br />ps: oh aya..da tgk dow cite thu...tipu la sia<br /><br />Ok..so the next nightmare...happened just an hour ago..after we (me , myza , akak myza a.k.a ira, and sera) lepaking and eating @ Williams..a myspace friend of myza...asked her to come and lepak-ing @ rafi bistro..so we went there...<br />those guys..haha..no comment..tabley masok aa..perangai laen gila...ye la..remaja lagi dorang..hak hak hak!<br /><br />So, that's all for this update...ciao...Pais パイスhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02854753995533062098noreply@blogger.com2