09/09/09

A unique date. Yet..it means that only after this day..it will be 5 years..since my dad passed away..
I still remember..that nite..when i got a call from my step mom...it was at around 8pm, 10th September 2004...when i was 15 years old..and PMR was just around the corner.
It was really shocking..eventhough i barely knew my dad (we didnt spend much quality nor quantity time together as mom n dad divorced when i was quite young)...
Whats more, I was the one who took all the burden to call up each my brothers, who were in different states,and told them about the news. I am still wondering how did i manage to do so.
But even with all those sadness and despair and regrets i have, im glad for ONE thing. That all of us (except mom) got together a few months or a month before he passed away. I dont know how and why, but i think GOD made us all think alike. My brothers and I amazingly thought the same thing, and went to Kelantan to see our dad. I was suprised to see my brothers there , who came from other states from me. We didnt even plan to be there at the same time. So, we had an unplanned vacation with dad...for the last time. It was quite a memory...and i would never forget that!

To Dad,
Hope you're okay 'there', since its Ramadhan now,i will always pray for you.

a post after so long

erm....not much to be updated..just ran into one song..hehehe
later gonna upload sme pictures of gila trip..!




Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar ku kebasahan

Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman

( korus )
Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu
Tiada terkilan

Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak di dada
Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan

( ulang dari korus )

Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku
Kau guris oh oh oh...
Dalam tak sedar ku menangis

2 weeks have passed

Finally, got some time to kill to write out on this open diary of mine...
It's been 2 weeks .. since i started my life as a teacher, instead of as a student.
For the very first day, it was indeed 'scary' to me..my stomach hurts like crazy...and i sweats, A LOT!
Got there as early as 7am...me n aizat went there and meet with arvin and anisha..our colleagues...and then..we went gally venting around the school..looking for the headmistress/principal's office..
Finally, after asking around, we found the office. We went inside n i was glad that in there we got to cool down a bit.with all the air-cond here and there..unlucky for us..the principal was busy..because it was monday...assembly day. So, the vice principal told us to join the assembly and after that we'll get to meet the principal.

The principal was very nice.. her name is Pn. Faridah or is it Pn. Paridah..i forgot..she told us many2 things..and just from that, i know she's very good and understanding, yet strict. Cut the craps, we got assigned into two different time, anu and arvin for the morning session, while me and aizat the evening session..
which i kinda like, cos im a night owl...
Now, begins the 'torture' of newbies...we just entered the teachers' room and already 2 teachers asking help from us...being newbies, we couldnt say no.. :)
so we helped the teachers, arranging the exam papers and staple em. It was quite tiring and boring since its a repeating job. I dont really like doing same things over and over again...xcept for things i like.

Nevermind that, lucky for us (me and aizat only) ..the teacher we helped wanted to repay back our help..so she gave rm10 for both of us to spend..yeay!
So that's the story of our first day..

To be continued when im free and rajin....

finally

the day i've been waiting for so long has finally arrived...hopefully i'll be doin just fine..hopefully...

Facts i created out of boredom

Malaysian facts:

1. Malaysian are nice people. Why? Whenever accidents occur, they will slow down their vehicles to see whats goin on and causes heavy traffic. That shows that they 'care'!

2. Malaysian people are very considerate and carefree. Why? They'd rather let foreigners earn living here because they felt the foreigners need the job better than themselves. Goyang kaki is better than earning a little bit thru hardworks.

3. Malaysian love sports. If not, why would they fought the police over football?

4. Malaysian are quite rich, no, they are filthy rich! People could spend over rm2000+ for chivas in one nite. Can afford luxurious cars, 'buy' contracts,bail out and many more. That means they ARE rich, rite?

Crappy facts:

1. Do u know that mineral water with enough minerals dont freeze in the freezer? (i alyways put the mineral water in the refrigerator freezer..and it doesnt freeze..only as cold as ice..

2. Women are crazy about something all the time, while men,if they are crazy on something, they will be crazier but not for long.

3. Celcom UPAX is very cost-saving. RM10 can last for days if not frequently used. Or in other words, WISELY used.

4. ASUS laptop last longer than HP Compaq due to its ventilation system.

5. An old Volvo can spin 720 degrees if driven 120km/h in a corner.

6. Heavy smoker[s] can hold their bad habits if they wanted to/had to.

7. The word 'Bistro' can make a difference in price range.

8. A few meals in Williams can be substitute with a shirt from G2000.

9. A DotA game can last for as long as 90 minutes averagely.

10. DotA game can bring people together, as well as introduce people with new friends.

Frens n happy hour

It was two days ago..i had tiring but very fun day..or should i say nite..with my frens..who i met and get to know for just 2 years ago..

The first one was karaoke-ing @ AMP...it was the happiest karaoke-ing moment i ever had..it is the first time i really enjoyed it..n not only goin there bcause of others..but i myself wanted to..(ye ke?)
frankly, i was an anti-karaoke person before i entered the college..i find it boring n kinda stupid..yeah? hahaha
rm30++ per head sounds expensive to someone as broke as me...but , what the fuck..its been like 4-6 times already! We went underground many times and decided not to karaoke bcause of the price...but this time..i guess i'll just let loose some of my screws..
We got lucky! Bcos there arent many people booking..we got a room which was set for only 3 hours but instead, we get to have it as long as we want! N the bufet..SPLENDID! Fattening but worth it..at least that's what i thought to myself..let my rm30+ worth it!

After long hours of eating n singing craps..passionately..i had to rush for another commitment..with my guy friends..DotA time!

We were short of one person but it didnt stopped us..had fun..1 lose 1 win...back at home at 6..sleep at 7...then wake up again at 9..gosh!

I dont know why i keep typing craps like this..sometimes i find doing this thing very disgusting n showy..am i rite? As if there are readers who'd really want to read all the long long long things..xcept for me myself in the future maybe..and now i remember back..this blog was originally my own personal diary..yeah..that's it..
ooo yeah...

Amis, Amour
Sont des mots qui vont trés bien ensemble,
Trés bien ensemble

143 - i hate you / i love you?

Love love love love love love

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Thought that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

(Hey) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
(Hey) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)

UNFORGIVEN

the title says it all..

anyway..hopefully tmorrow will be a joyful day! ^.^

Que sera sera..

Whatever will be will be....
Today....went to college with my colleague (dia baru perm rambut sey! mcm poodle wakaka) to settle up our MUET registrations..
there..we go here and there photocopying + approving bla bla..and u know what? something happened during dat time..something i cannot forget cos its my first time? hahaha..only some people would know n understand what i meant...
anyway...because of that..i had to lepak2 to chill myself ... so apalagi..roger emin..gerak kl...5 hour package @ Tbun...apa pnya malang...satu game pon x penah maen full...n server cc bole down? @!#$@@$^
tapi takpala..janji ada kepuasan sket...walaupun we are in the chinese territory ..we can still LAN C maa! :D

ps: kemas umah kemas umah!

Genting Genting Genting!!!!!

After planning and failing for how many sems (since 2nd sem) .. we finally get our chance to go to Genting Highland..thanks to Epa who sold us some tickets..
still...there are many who didnt come along..(mirul laa paling sial..ajak p kata takda dwet..ari sebelom tu bole ja makan kat Williams rm42 macidai!)

The journey began...i woke up late as i was doing many2 things the day before..(servicing car etc)...so sampai2 kat rafi bistro everyone was waiting for moi..the big boss..V.I.P.

After pekena teh o ais + 2 half boiled eggs..the 'couples' car went off first..while me , yaz , elfina, aya wait for my car to be cleaned nearby..
as soon as its done, i drive as fast as i could straight to kl,then to karak..but on the way...the ever-worry Aizat asked me to buy a few gas tanks for him because he's afraid on top of genting there are no fuel station.."Ridiculous!"
so i had to stop and bought 3 tanks and clean it up ..took me almost an hour for all the process..and aizat can call me "Lu mana bai? kitorang da start maen da kat atas".. WTF?? "Gua beli tong minyak lu la cibai!!!!"



Upon arrival at the peak..the girls were screaming.. "Sejuk gilaaa!!! Seronoknye!!! Waweeewoooo!!!!" , like crazy...
for me...i thank God as there is no sign of mist anywhere..if not..it would have been quite difficult for me to drive.. (2 times went to genting during misty and rainy day)..

One of the screamers/shouters

goin up is one problem..then to look for parking is another..luckily we got one near the hotel...so apalagi...park n MOVE IT MOVE IT!! yeah..letih sia drive..40km / hour...
we went straight to the ticket changing booth and trade our tickets for the wrist pass..searched for the couples and found them buying foods at one stall...they challenged us all to board the Space Shot..and me..as an alien who afraid of nothing but cockroaches-and-anything-insects-with-legs-that-can-fly (ooops!) with gaya ala2 Padaiyappa went straight to the thing. Space shot my ass..i've been to many galaxies in my life (watching futurama le) ..


See the eager look in my face? Lmao!


looking bored


Aya konon2 buat peace..padahal dia la paling kuat jerit


"here it goes"

i survived the 'boring' space shot easily ... zat..gua tak gentar la..hak ptuih!

then..the girls wanted to play the swinging things..i didnt so do fiqar n aizat..as the thing looks childish (the real reason is that the seat looks unfit for us hunks with tough ass xD)


The Hunks


The Karos


Pemintak sedekah berjaya!


Masa ni blum kapel lagi ek..adik akak lagi waakakak


1 picture with thousands of words


Gay bole, nyah pon bole, aku tetap aku haippp!!!


Rogol di khalayak ramai!


Ha ni la benda bodoh aku cakap tu

then we went for the next excitement..eat! haha...after goin to space we got hungry (especially the hungry monster yazmin) ..so we went nearby to buy some food..i wanted nasik lemak ayam but it was sold out...damnit! bihun pon bihun laa..


Hat stealers!

after that..i personally suggested we take a ride on the monorail which is 'fast' moving .. we went for a tour around the land and set our goals on which to board next...we got separated in different stomach parts of the caterpillar but its okay..we can still communicate through the openings..


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The thing i hate the most is..that almost everything we want to do must start with long queing..haizzz....school holidays sucks!


Yazmin azminuddin with "jakunized" face in toilet


Konon la nak lompat..haa


Haa..bergaya camni kan lagi macho


Credit to brader iguana


Brader iguana


XoXo.... Dildo girls!

Then when the girls were riding cups of ribena or something..the guys went to the show-me-what-you-got booths..fiqar n me tried tossing coins but failed..then i ask the brader. "Bro, sni ada shooting tak?" .. Brader : "Ada ada...lu naek atas..tu sana ada shotgun shooting punya ma"..
so we went..n it wasnt shotgun mofo..it was rifle..or maybe shotgun? dono la...
as a sharpshooter in CS...i dont let myself down n shot down the whole thing and won a green bear..which was 'stolen' by elfina..hahahaha..and aizat got the blue one for his beloved...fiqar..hmm..cube lagi yek...muehehe


Lepas penat menembak..haih..lantak la nak amek gamba pejadah ke..aku lapar..concentrate on eating my maggi bowl (aya kedekut maggi cup..nah hamek aku beli bowl terus!)


Detik2 'tuuut'


A guy with karos under the moonlight


Relaxx brooo


Narathiwat..ha tu la patung yg aku menang!


nasib elle lepas


Before the horrifying Flume Boat Ride

Sumpah la...the most horrifying rides were the flume boat..haha..because the only safety it has is the steel bars besides us which we had to hold tightly to avoid being tossed away from the boat..darn! Luckily blakang got tanker..but in front me..a litle elf who was lucky to pass the height test..haiz..tak sampai hati nak himpit mcm tanker kat belakang a.k.a fiqar. (wahahaa)... habis maen basah lenjun wa cakab luuu! Macam cibai

well...the blog will continue once i got the pictures from everyone else.. Yazmin!!! mana gambar!!!????

to be continued....

First paper

wah lau..kelam kabut sial..ni semua angkara anasir-anasir kat umah yg menggoda aku utk mendota sepanjang malam exam..lanjai korang!
tepat jam 9 pagi aku mulakan sesi study...tapi study terstop stop ah..asek tertdo..tdo pegang notes gaya ala2 maen pool gitu meniarap.
tup tap study...sedor2 da kul 12..lapa plak! p kuar dgn hajat lepak 'port' baru..tapi 'barang' yg di tunggu blum smpai..maka p la port lama a.k.a Rafi Bistro. kat situ..ceq panggel kawan ceq bernama Siti Sarah utk tlg ceq stadi..so kitorang pon diskas punya diskas sampai la nak dkat masok xm..sampai je ak kena tgor.. "Kenapa lambat?" ,.. "Aaa..silap kelas tadi"..dgn selamba je ak maen duduk tempat dpan skali.. (ye la kan fill up the empty seats la katakan) ...tiba2 satu kelas gelak kat aku bila yg jaga xm tu tnya.. "U ni Danielle ke?" .. "Wtf...aku lupa skang ni xm ada seat number!" ..dgn pantas muke tebal aku angkat barang2 aku p duk kat tempat aku...ccb..awal2 xm da kelam kabut...
fuh..nasib soalan bole tahan gak la..at least jawab full..n skang ak da tak dapat pegang rekod kuar awal aku...damn Yazmin! jaga kaw!

balek xm..jmpa membe lama..Khairuddin nama dia..skang dia da berubah..takda rambut pacak2..lepak2 sembang2 gelak2 jab..then chiao..

itu la sedikit sbyk kisah seorang pemuda yg tak muda mana n perlu makeover (kot? haha)
duit duit duit..mana korang...

ps: tanak ah 'buatberakhir'
ps2: genting2 here i come bebeh!

Two souls dwelling in one body

Rakan? Sahabat? Kawan?
Memang benar kita seharusnya meramaikan rakan daripada musuh .. tetapi salahkah aku menyuarakan pendapat aku sendiri? Ok la..kalaw pendapat aku yang hina lagi tak ckup makeover ni tak boleh diterima pakai.. aku nak post sket something..renungilah

Hadith Tentang Sahabat

Telah bersabdanya Rasulullah SAW sebagaimana yg diriwayatkn oleh Al-Tirmizi yang bermaksud, seseorang itu akan terpengaruh dengan temannya. Maka hendaklah sesorang kamu itu memilih siapa yang harus dijadikan teman.

Telah bersabda Rasulullah SAW yang diriwayatkn oleh Al-Bukhari & Muslim: Maksudnya perumpamaan teman yg baik & teman yang tidak baik ialah umpama wangi-wangian dan tukang besi. Adapun pembawa wangi-wangian, sama ada dia memberinya sedikit ataupun anda membeli daripadanya sedikit ataupun kamu dapat mencium dprdnya bau yang wangi. Manakala tukang besi, sama ada dia membakar bajunya ataupun kamu akan mencium dairpadanya bau-bauan yang busuk.

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. yang maksudnya, bahawasanya ada seorang lelaki yang pergi menziarahi saudaranya yakni sahabatnya di sebuah kampung yang lain. Lalu Allah menyuruh seorang malaikat untuk memerhatinya di dalam perjalanan. Lalu malaikat itu bertanya kepada lelaki itu, “Hendak ke mana engkau?” Lelaki tersebut menjawab, “Aku hendak menemui seorang sahabatku di kampung itu”. Malaikat bertanya lagi, “Adakah bagimu bumi kepadanya yang engkau mengharap balasan daripadanya?” Tidak, aku mencintainya kerana Allah SWT. Maka berkatalah malaikat itu kepadanya, “Bahawa sesungguhnya aku ini adalah utusan Allah kepada engkau. Bahawa sesungguhnya Allah SWT telah mencintaimu sebagaimana kamu mencintai dia kerana Allah”. (Hadith riwayat Muslim).

Sahabat yang menunjukkn kebaikan kepada kamu, adalah sahabat yg baik. Dan sahabat yang menunjukkn kesalahan kamu, adalah sahabat yg paling baik


Tak cukup lagi? Boleh2...boleeeeh je aku post lagi..

Seperti yang pernah dikatakan dalam pepatah Arab bahwa “jika bersahabat dengan penjual minyak wangi maka kita menerima percikan wanginya dan manakala kita bersahabat dengan tukang besi,percikan apinya akan melubangi baju kita” pendek kata pepatah Arab ini mengingatkan diri kita tentang bagaimana sebenarnnya kita boleh menempatkan diri tentang erti sebuah persahabatan apalagi jika kita memilih rakan atau sahabat untuk mencapai kejayaan dalam bekerja.

Last but not least, "petikan dari khutbah jumaat 11 januari 2007"

Ramai kaum homoseksual ini hidup dalam tingkat keintiman yang tinggi dari hetroseksual, termasuklah antara gay dan lesbian. Di antara faktor yang mendorong ke arah meningkatnya gejala buruk dan sumbang ini ialah faktor keluarga, faktor biologi, faktor individu itu sendiri yang hilang kepercayaan dan dendam pada kaum sejenis. Ertinya, kita berhadapan dengan kumpulan manusia yang telah sekian lama mewarisi pelbagai faktor dalam hidup dan melampiaskan hawa nafsu mereka hanya untuk keseronokan dunia tanpa memikir panjang akibat dan kesan jangka masa panjang. Apakah pandangan syarak terhadap amalan ini dan apakah hukumnya terhadap mereka yang melakukannya? Amalan sihaq atau musahaqah merupakan amalan terkutuk di dalam Islam. Tidak ada ulama’ yang mengatakan ianya sesuatu yang halal di sisi hukum syara’. Pengharamannya merujuk kepada firman Allah dalam surah al-Mu’minun, ayat 5-6
dan sebuah Hadis Rasulullah s.a.w. yang bermaksud: Seorang lelaki janganlah melepaskan nafsunya kepada seorang lelaki di dalam sehelai kain dan seorang perempuan janganlah melepaskan nafsunya kepada seorang perempuan dalam sehelai kain (Nail al-Autar, 6:16).

Renung-renungkanlah tentang apa yg aku post ni yea?

ps: If u haven't learned about what friendship really is in Islam (not through some rationale thinking or from the perspective of the West) then you haven't learn anything either.
ps2: I dont post this to show off or what, i just felt that i have to make whoever involved realize what i really meant. I dont want any harm nor want to harm anyone. If u want to accept my advice, u can take it, if u dont want,so be it. I have no regret in posting this as i will accept any consequences on it.

Thanks and please accept my sincere apologies to anyone who is targeted.

Test? Ujian?

There are so many tests i've been through this past few weeks...
and today...i just took my Competency Test...and i think im not that competence yet..
hopefully i'll pass.,,or even if i fail..it doesnt matter..i'll just keep goin on and on...there's no harm in failing and continuing..but it is better than failing and stopping...rite?



During my competency tests..i was asked a question (speaking test) ..
The question was,
Mdm S :What have you realized during this past 3 months?
Me : Erm..i've realized that i have wasted my times pursuing something that is not a priority to me. Ohhh, i've wasted my time!
Mdm S: Really? What was that?
Me : I wasted it by pursuing an impossible love, and going around pleasing people + socializing too much?..


Phew..at last the test is done..
went to sunway for a movie but bcos of the queue we changed plans..

Last but not least, i wish to someone-you-know-who-yourself-is-when-u-read-this happy always with your new life. Thanks for the memoirs.

Teh O Ais.

Teh O Ais...the very favourite drink of mine...is a form of cold tea, often served in a glass over ice. It may or may not be sweetened. Iced tea is also a popular packaged drink. It can be mixed with flavored syrup, with common flavors including lemon, peach, raspberry, lime, and cherry. While most iced teas get their flavor from tea leaves, other herb-infused beverages are also sometimes served cold and referred to as iced tea. Unsweetened iced tea is sometimes made by a particularly long steeping of tea leaves (Camellia sinensis) at lower temperature (one hour in the sun versus 5 minutes at 80-100°C). In addition, sometimes it is also left to stand overnight in the refrigerator. The fact that i drink it very often anywhere i go started when i entered my college years. I wasnt fond of it at all before this, as i always drink other drinks such as choc/vanilla/fresh milk , syrup , carbonated drinks and many many many more. But to my realization, i started to dislike all those drinks as i can no longer eat / drink such sweet sweet things. I just felt like not to. Maybe that is why im no longer being sweet (as if i ever did lmao) or gentle.

Some useless/unreliable/untruthful facts i heard / saw :

1. Chicken is good for your teeth?
2. Ice cream was originally made without sugar and eggs.
3. In Bavaria, beer isn't considered an alcoholic drink but rather a staple food.
4. Spam stands for Shoulder Pork and hAM.
5. The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful plough man strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed."

Fears
1. Androphobia is a fear of men.
2. Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women.
3. Phobophobia is a fear of fearing.
4. Scopophobia is a fear of being looked at.
5. Clinophobia is the fear of beds.
6. Mageiricophobia is the intense fear of having to cook.
7. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
8. Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
9. Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
10. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.

Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!

Recently, so many many things are happening...arsenal losing to manutd..
me having 14 lesson plans to be ready after mid sem, having mid sem xm, and presentation (im the first damn it!) ...

well at least one thing is a relief..im trying to stop doing what i've been doing for so long.. (^^,)
hopefully la..it'll be a relief..not giving me more troubles n pain...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Arsenal - Manutd = 1-3 (1-4)
Chelsea - Barca = 1-1

Manutd - Barca = ??

Chaos???

Have u ever heard of chaos? Chaos in malay means 'Huru-hara'. Actually, i dont know why im posting over this..but i just want to say , chaos is the right word rite now for my mind. Its so chaotic in here that i cant think right! How weird, yesterday, i went to all the usual places i always do but with different routes. If its shorter, it'll be fine..but its so fucking far and its like im making a round to get the places. Whoooo! Nevertherless, i got to where i wanted.

These past few days, i've been thinking, and thinking, am I able to be a good teacher? Will i be able to cope up with the students' behaviour? Can i manage to co-operate with the teachers? Will I? Can I? !!!!!!!!!!!!

The more i learn the subjects, the more im having trauma of going to school. Its called Paranoid. Period.

There are other things on my mind too, but i guess i just have to brush them off for a while..or forever. I dont want more n more greys on my head! Plus, my body is getting weaker , day by day, with every puffs i make. Damn those creators of cigarettes! It feels so hard to breathe..sometimes..and i get tired easily..am i dying? One thing i know, i must STOP. Sooner or later. I dont want to lose anyone anymore because of these. I lost my father and my uncle because of it. And yet, i repeated history of smoking. Oh please, my inner will, please, be tough!

CRAPS!

Save yew..nice song

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)



nggak tau maw update apa

1st April..fool?

Celebrations all over the world...but me? I dont celebrate such thing...practical jokes hoaxes bla bla..they sucks!

Changing of PM

Soon, Malaysia will have its 6th Prime Minister a.k.a Perdana Menteri...
Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi handed over the burden to his successor, Datok Seri Najib Razak...from what i knew, it will happen on the 2nd of April 2009...

Anyway, im not really posting because of that...its just that i havent post anything for some time..and i think i should...there are so many things happening..and oh.. on 2nd of april also...Fast n Furios 4 will be out!!! OMFG!!! I've been waiting for this!!! oh yeah!~!!!

Hm...on 3rd april..it will be 3 weeks since i had the accident at Setiawangsa...
i dont know why,..myself and many of my friends involved in accidents during this holidays...the worst one is amir of course...he was hospitalized for 2 weeks! That means he will have to be in isolation for the rest of his holidays..poor guy...
-Ini tangan amir-
and then..my fellow fren..Coelus..was involved in a car accident during his journey back to Terengganu..he didnt say a word...i got to know from a friend who was close to him.. DAMN! natang niii dop kabo ke aku!hahaha...naek tow truck dengor...ekekekeke

Ok..back to my 'x-siden' thingy...it was Friday..just after Friday prayer..i went back home , pick my mom, and went to Giant in setiawangsa...and during our way back home..it happens.SHIT happens.
I was hit by a taxi..and there we go...quarelling over whos fault it is...i didnt raise my voice because the taxi driver was an old man..and malay..and muslim..as myself...but the part which made me lose respect to him was when he asked for money and threat me to call his 'taxi gang' if i wasn't Muslim Malay..wtf??? I would've punched that old fart in his face if it wasnt because my mom near me..he disrespect my mom..that's enough reason for me to blow up. phew...

luckily enough im still thinking of consequences and not out of my mind yet.
So here's the wreck...bye bye hood...my new hood is getting far away from me!! T.T


Alhamdulillah nothing happened to me...
kena muhasabah diri byk2 ni...napa aku dan kengkawan eksiden???

Tagged again..

Tagged By Sera..
1) Go to your photos' folder in your computer.
2) Go to the 6th folder of photos.
3) Get to the 6th picture in that folder.
4) Put the picture on your blog.
5) Put some description about the photo.
6) Invite 4 friends to join the challenge.
7) Link them in your blog.
8) Let them know they have been challenged.



picture of me and achap at a restaurant in singapore..sigh

Tag: Kakai, Blanche, Farah, Anna