first post of this year.. 012-4661128 is the number i got.

Here'​s your new digit​s:​ (​area code)​
016- im a girl
012- im a guy
019- im both

1st numbe​r,​ put what you are :
1 - gay
2 - taken​
3 - singl​e and what ever happe​ns,​ happe​ns
4 - singl​e and like someo​ne but no chanc​e with that perso​n (​broke​n)​
5 - taken​ & lovin​g every​ secon​d of it
6 - taken​ and likes​ someo​ne else
7 - like i'm telli​ng?​
8 - singl​e and like someo​ne
9 - singl​e and like someo​ne that likes​ you back
0 - datin​g aroun​d

2nd numbe​r,​ put your curre​nt Mood :
1 - Nervo​us
2 - Sad
3 - Cheer​ful
4 - Angry​/​mad
5 - happy​
6 - Confu​sed
7 - Just fine
8 - Sleep​y
9 - Lonel​y

3rd numbe​r is the color​ of your shirt​ :
1 - Black​
2 - Pink
3 - Yello​w
4 - Red
5 - Blue
6 - Green​
7 - White​/​Gray/​brown​
8 - Purpl​e
9 - Orang​e

4th Numbe​r is the month​ you were born in :
1- Jan or Feb
2 - June
3 - April​
4 - May
5 - July or March​
6 - Aug - Sept
8 - Oct
9 - Nov
0 - Dec

What numbe​r is your Favor​ite Color​ :
1 - Black​
2 - White​
3 - Red
4 - Blue
5 - Green​
7 - Purpl​e
8 - Pink
9 - Yello​w
0 - other​

6th Numbe​r is your favor​ite sport​
1- Socce​r
2- Other​
3- Cheer​ leadi​ng
4- Hocke​y/​Field​ Hocke​y
5- Footb​all
6- danci​ng
7- Baseb​all/​softb​all
8- Tenni​s
9- baske​tball​
0- Volle​yball​

7TH NUMBE​R WHAT R U
1- Gemin​i
2- Capri​corn
3- Sagit​tariu​s/​Aries​
4- Virgo​
5- Leo
6- Tauru​s
7- Libra​
8- Aquar​ius
9- Scorp​io
0- piece​s/​Cance​r




012-4661128

Bye bye 2008, holla 2009!

Hm..tatkala jam mnunjukkan 12 a.m...maka berakhirlah tahun 2008 ...yg tinggal hanyalah memori2 yg masih segar diingatan...harap2 dia tahun 2009...zaman gelap ku akan berakhir jua..

New year? Cakap sal new year...mesti skang ramai ngah berpusu-pusu ke tmpat2 yg happening , sunyi, dan sebagainya ngan aktiviti dan harapan masing2. Tapi aku...duk umah je la. Layan blues sorang2..hahaha...salah sapa? salah aku jugak...walaupun da ramai pelawa aku ke sana sini...tp aku MALAS!..
dgn keadaan yg pening skang ni..aku cam malas gila la nak pegi tmpat crowded...makin pening ada la...ckup la skali ja aku sambut new year kat tmpat crowded gila a.k.a Bukit Bintang...tu pon gi ngan kazen aku...taun 2001...
Ingatan tu maseh segar....tatkala aku di sembur2 ngan air setan (beer dan sekutunya) dan juga spray party thu..rimas aku! Tp ada satu part yg aku syiok masa tu...jalan crowded...berhimpit-himpit cam sardin..terlanggar-langgar ngan amoi..wooooo
best...tp stakat tu je la...(lahanat tol aku)..

Erm..panjang lak aku taip blog..maklumlah kesunyian..heh
Kepada sapa yg baca blog ni..maseh ah...sesaje je...
Erm..pe lagi nak cite?
Oh ye...azam tahun baru...erm...berenti merokok? Yea yea..aku akan usahakan...bkn demi sesiapa yg laen..ttpi demi diri aku jugak...aku tanak mengulangi peristiwa yg mnimpa ayah ngan pak cik aku yg tersayang...dua dua nye sakit jantung sebab hisabbb rokok ni...aku tanak mak aku sedih aku pon terima nasib yg sama...plus...orang keliling aku merangkap 2ndhand smoker...lg teruk effect dia...aku tanak kehilangan orang2 tersayang aku...tu ja...so far so good..aku tak beli DUNHILL hahahaha...aku akan stop (insya-ALLAH) lepas da hisab semua jenis rokok kat kdai...heheheh

Ohhh..rasa cam nak taip panjang lagi...tp takda idea!
Jap..lek sap kok lu...


hmm...ok baru gua teringat balek...starting tahun 2008..masa bye2 kan tahun 2007..aku lepak kat pool ampang ngan aizat izat n amir kot...masa tu mmg seronok ah maen pool..ada pakcik 4 orang tu ...maen..bila masok je bola terus jerit "Happy New Year!" ..so kitorang pon ikot la dorang gak...hahaha...macam sial. ok.

hohhoho..skang aku tak sorang...ijat datang tman aku lak.hooray! hehehe
so dota time! chalo bette!

Cerita sdih..taktau la da post ke blom..tp post je la!

Mak.....

Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan
sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih....
Mak tau tak.....
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak..... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....
mak macam dan sedia.....
Seminggu sebelum tu.....mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.....
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih..... kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu..... pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak.....
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran diam ......
kengkadang siaran indonesia ...mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi
mak ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas
mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...kiter
kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm..bahagiaa nya saat ituu..
Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 s akit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk..
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..mak memang degil..
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit kami adik
beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.... ..
Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....
Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak k e hospital dan itu lah pertama dan
terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak, kiter kata nak beli kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer..cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit... mak gelak ajerr.....
Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai....mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.. ....
Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...bila kiter eksiden terlanggar kelinn naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat
mak.....
Bila balik sahaja kampong....kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....
Mak....tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau...
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...
mak, kiter menipu mak kan ...ampon kan kiter....
Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pa gi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital.... nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn
Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..kosong. ...sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar
suasananya.. ... terasa syahdu dan s ayu gitu...dinginnnn. ....
Mak.....
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan .....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buat
gitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....
Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis..... kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi.... Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la.....nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh, kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya..!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya... .
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...anak mak yang seorang tu demam....
Mak tauu...cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan.. .
Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...boleh kata setiap malam selepas
maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan. ....
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...tangisan tak dapat dibendung...
Mak tauu...kiter cuba bertahan... memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak... nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ...????
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi ... Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak..nanti kalau
gini ajer mak yang susah kat sana ..."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis ..... Agaknya mak nampak adegan tu...
sebab malam jumaat kata orang roh balik rumahh... mengharap sedekah da ri anak2 nya...
Mak tau tak...di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat... menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma...hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....
Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu.... kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ....
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak... esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje... Takper yer mak...kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH dan jutaan terima kasih
kerana membesarkan kiter... memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah.. sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang... boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..
Sekian terima kasih.


Yang Benar
Anak mak yang dah tak degil


p/s Bagi yang ada emak , tunjukkan lah kasih sayang anda sementara ada sedikit masa lagiii.....

Goodbye

Good bye last year..welcome new year...

Selamat Tahun Baru Ma'al Hijrah 1430!
Maaf kepada semua yang telah kulakukan kesilapan.
Im very very sorry. For the reservations i made and then canceled. For whom i've hurt..especially u.. Ms. Emo.
Hopefully this new year ...i wil be able to do what i intend to do...azam beb!

its so breezy...

the wind blowing...dis is the first time i feel it...i feel it..i feel it!!!
blehhhh!!!

143 in 23

♥MALAY ; aku cinta kamu / saya sayang awak
♥ENGLISH ; i love you
♥POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
♥FRENCH ; je t'aime
♥HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
♥CZECH ; miluji te
♥SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
♥ITALIAN ; ti amo
♥UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
♥GERMAN ; ich libe dich
♥CHINESE ; wo ai ni
♥GREEK ; s' agapo
♥HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
♥LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
♥KOREAN ; sa rang hae
♥JAPENESE ; aishiteru
♥ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
♥BOSNIAN ; volim te
♥ALBANIAN ; te dua
♥FILIPINO ; mahal kita
♥SPANISH ; te amo
♥PORTUGESE ; amo te
♥ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

cRaZy NiTe?

I was resting alone (all my housemates were out) on my fav spot (near my lappy) ... when i suddenly started thnking of something...and it really bothers me! I searched everywhere for that thing...and 'it' is nowhere to be found...fuck! I rushed down into Basement 2, reached my car...searched in my car...
bla bla bla...still..i couldnt find 'it'! Then i drove out of B2, (while leaving my C902,my cigarettes) at home..went to nearest 7e11 (which is inside a Shell station), i asked the guy there... "Do u have 'it'?" , and he searched or 'it'...and lastly gave up and says, "Sorry we dont have 'it'...then i rush myself to Petronas station and asked for 'it'...still..with dissapointing answer of "No". I didnt give up, so i went to TESCO Extra nearby (at 11:50 pm)....i parked..and ran inside...just to hear the P.A announcing , "We will be closing soon..thank you for coming and shop with us". Damn! I didnt get the chance to go inside at all! ..
And so on, i try my luck at Esso station..and finally..'it' was there!
I finally got my nail clipper...fuck these long nails are bothering me since last week! HAHAHAHAA
Stupid? Yeah i think so too..after i got back and see my housemates already at home..and i told them the journey i went ..with a reply "Ni bkn pengepit kuku ke atas laptop ni?" .. WHAT THE FUCK?????!!!!!!!

Je suis très désolé

I'm so sorry,
Thus i don't want this happening
Ooh i wish i could rewind back the time,
How foolish i am,
Stubborn as i am,
Why? Why? Why?
Fuck! I don't know why!
To me,
just you being there,
has already made my day,
no matter how tired,
or moody i am that day,
Oh,
I just don't know what to say,
For I'm blabbering in this tone of a poet?
Ha ha ha,
foolishness,
came to me..
Alas,
for true LOVE doesnt need words.

Good bye teenagers!

That's what happen last nite for Shahira binti Mohd Shafiek (if im not mistaken)...
her beloved bf,a friend of mine/housemate/classmate...did a suprise partay for her birthday..aaa..so sweet la lu zat! haha...n for the first time yesterday...i ate a whole burger at Burger King...all due to the challenge and bet i had with aizat...which was...me eating the burger n him drinking milk (i think he's a lactose intolerrant person but mybe not) ...
And also..zat..kalaw kaw bca ni...sumpah dowh..smalam kaw mmg la cool n macho abes...first time open table sjak kenal lu? hahaha jk jgn marah...
Last but not least...they were sweet... suaping cakes each other... congrats on you,
(Aizat ///)

12 12 12

Last nite, sharply at 12 am , 12 / 12 / 2008.. i did it.
The thing i've been waiting n waiting for some time...
With some friends who knew wishing me luck...thanks all...
Eventhough im not sure how it ends up..im GLAD i did what i always wanted to..hehehehehe
and to Ms. K ...thanks for that kind yet sophicsticated and very delicate answer... i know you're trying hard not to hurt me (just an opinion) .. so I THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
I guess you just needed more time...
Yeah i know im rushing things a bit...and hell i regret that a lot! HAHAHAHA
Hope things will b better in the future...
Lastly, this is for you ...


The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

An update.

Since the unknown shouter named Perogol and Perogol Bersiri keep asking me to update..so i shall update...
My recent activities are...holidays! XD
Plus, i have a crush on someone..
And oh, im running low on cash since after hari raya....aiya..spent too much!

I will update more (i have lots to catch up!) as soon as im really free and back to KL or Shah Alam...i havent uploaded the photos of me in Indonesia..(sorry auntie!) ...and many more..pangkor...and before that some other places...haiz...been very lazy lately...stab me and force me to update pls!

Lastly..out..DotAing and chatting.

PS: I'll update more soon!

A joyful day!

Today, 1st October 2008 , as well as 1st Syawal 1429.. is the day muslims celebrate their 1 month of fighting...by fasting. It supposed to be a joyful day for everyone...but i guess not me. I had few things that made me sad and not as joy as everyone else...but i'll try not to be sad. It has been days since i've been sad...and today my sadness add up when these things happened.....
Early in the morning....due to the excitedness last nite...i overslept and missed my morning Raya prayer...dang! Then...when i was eating i was asked to be a runner .... for ice and mee...whoo...nevermind that...due to my carelessness...i scratched my car after i bumped into the gate...!@#@!%!#^
Anyway...this is a picture i took just now with my new baju raya...expensive maa! first time in my life i spend so much on clothings for raya....i guess My Dark Age needs a change..i define year 2008 is my Dark Age (zaman gelap) as im a total ass in this year!

A date which i could never forget. Ever!

10/9/2004 8P.M

is the time when i got a call ... saying that ... my dad has passed away...i was silenced..paralyzed...by that statement...i couldnt help myself but be very very shocked and sad while i have to be strong and tell everyone (my mom, my brothers)...
Tears were rolling down my cheeks as i rang up my brothers one by one...
We went straight to Kelantan from Terengganu that night...

When we reached there he was already covered up with a blanket...i couldnt say anything...just sat next to him...and read him 'Surah Yasin'. God, eventhough im not very close to him...i could feel the loss when this happened. I never got the chance to be really close to him..as my parents were divorced when i was quite young...i suppose? I was like...3 months old to 1 year old..cant remember..but mom and all my brothers including me moved to Kuala Lumpur after that...mom raised us all by herself..thanks mom! I love you for being my angel in this world.

Back to the stories of my dad,... when i was young...he used to pick us up to stay with him for a week or so during school holidays..but whenever i went to Kelantan..i always cried...im not used to him..and i miss my mom...as a fact..im always the one who ruined everything...and my dad had to send me back home...the fastest was a day! Lol!

To think back..KL-Kelantan is quite far and yet...he drove all the way for us...thanks Dad for your effort! Eventhough i sometimes asked myself questions..why Dad left us? Why? Am I not good enough for him to have a reason to stay? Or am I the one who caused all these? Am I??????
Well i guess there's no point in saying anything more...but i now...can only pray hard for him...hopefully he'll get to a place called Heaven. Amin.

PS: To everyone who still have fathers and mothers...please..love them...they wont be around forever...and one more thing...dont depend too much on them...they are not immortals.

And one more thing...i got this in my email..very nice...im touched after i read this..(in Malay : terharu laa siot!)

Malaikat di rumahmu Suatu hari seorang bayi siap untuk
dilahirkan ke dunia.
Dia bertanya kepada Tuhan : "Para
malaikat disini mengatakan bahwa besok engkau akan
mengirimku ke dunia, tetapi bagaimana cara saya hidup
disana, saya begitu kecil dan lemah"?

Dan Tuhan menjawab, "Saya telah memilih satu malaikat
untukmu. Ia akan menjaga dan mengasihimu.
"

"Tapi disini, di dalam syurga, apa yang pernah saya
lakukan hanyalah bernyanyi dan tertawa.
Ini sudah
cukup bagi saya untuk berbahagia.
"

"Malaikatmu akan bernyanyi dan tersenyum untukmu
setiap hari.
Dan kamu akan merasakan kehangatan
cintanya dan menjadi lebih berbahagia.
"

"Dan bagaimana saya bisa mengerti saat orang-orang
berbicara kepadaku jika saya tidak mengerti bahasa
mereka ?"

"Malaikatmu akan berbicara kepadamu dengan bahasa yang
paling indah yang pernah kamu dengar; dan dengan penuh
kesabaran dan perhatian, dia akan mengajarkan
bagaimana cara kamu berbicara.
"

"Dan apa yang akan saya lakukan saat saya ingin
berbicara kepadaMu ?"

"Malaikatmu akan mengajarkan bagaimana cara kamu
berdoa.
"

"Saya mendengar bahwa di Bumi banyak orang jahat.

Siapa yang akan melindungi saya ?"

"Malaikatmu akan melindungimu, walaupun hal tersebut
mungkin dapat mengancam jiwanya.
"

"Tapi, saya pasti akan merasa sedih karena tidak
melihatMu lagi.
"

"Malaikatmu akan menceritakan padamu tentang Aku, dan
akan mengajarkan bagaimana agar kamu bisa kembali
kepadaKu, walaupun sesungguhnya Aku akan selalu berada
di sisimu.
"

Saat itu Syurga begitu tenangnya sehingga suara dari
Bumi dapat terdengar, dan sang anak bertanya perlahan,
"Tuhan, jika saya harus pergi sekarang, bisakah Kamu
memberitahuku nama malaikat tersebut ?

"Kamu akan memanggil malaikatmu, Ibu.
"

Ingatlah selalu kasih sayang ibu, berdoalah untuknya
dan cintailah dia sepanjang masa.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Its been a week since Ramadhan started and Thank GOD that i survived fasting without any cheating or whatsoever. Phew! xD
The time really moves fast....it was already a week of Ramadhan and September! W00t! I still remember i went out for Merdeka celebration...it felt like yesterday...wth....at this rate i'll be old (i already am :P) soon!

Anyways, Happy Ramadhan to all muslims and may God bless u all for your 'ibadah'.

Hey ho~

Its been a month (almost) since i last updated...i've been hell busy this month (ya rite!)i have lots of stuff i wanna uploads but im just too lazy to do it..haha..even the thing i promised to my distant relative also i havent done yet. ..so i will updates soon with pics!

"A stalker trust nobody" - me

Tagged by Veena

1. The nickname given by your beloved ones
Pais
Paees
Ahmad Nabaish
Faris
Pees
Felisha (my mom wanted a girl soo much)

2. You are..

Hard headed, lazy, Wicked Sick!, DotA lover, single.

3. Someone special, what makes that individual to special in your point of view

When i see her or him special unlike others...?

4. My favourite food

Malay, Indian, Western, Thai, Minang

5. Favourite colour

Black, green, sometimes blue or dark blue

6. Favourite song(s) [for now]

Beirut - Postcards from Italy , Nevershoutnever - Big City Dreams, Jason Mraz - Life is Wonderful

7. People's attitude that makes u stress

persuasive people

8. 3 things that u must have in ur handbag

dont have handbag...

9. the last time u cried for real and badly, why?
donno..maybe when my father died?

10. Tag 6 of your friends
- Yazmin
- Sha
- Anep
- Belle
- Elle

The persuassive people

On Thursday evening..when it began...
I was (as usual) surfing the net...watching my ym and msn list for things..which i dont know of..and suddenly...a friend of mine pmed me.
This was the conversation (not 100% accurate but kinda like this)

Her: Hey.
Her: Bodo nye aku.
Me: Huh? Nape lak?
Her: Takpe la..malu la nak cite
Me: Alaah...story je..pe cer?
Her: Tolong aku...
Me: Aaa..pe dia?
Her: Hm..smalam...kitorang pegi damansara...konon ada majlis ipts..tp sebnarnye luxor.
Me: AaaA???? Luxor? Memang sial Luxor tu..selalu tipu orang utk tarik orang datang.
Her: Tu la...n aku da bagi laptop aku kat akak tu...
Me: Biar betol???? Da tu camana?
Her: Da mintak..tp dorang cakap laptop ada kat orang atasan..kene tunggu orang tu free baru leh dapat. Camne ni?? Aku macam taknak join da luxor.
Me: Err....sape akak tu?
Her: Satu course ngan housemate aku..
Me: Da tu mintak je la!?
Her: Tak dapat.
Me: Bak sini nombo ngan nama dia..aku call
Her: Nah .. (she typed the number but i wont post it here due to privacy)
Me: Ok...tak pon pegi jumpe je senang..jap aku nak tanya membe aku yg tau sket pasal Luxor ni.
Her: Ok
Me: Elo? Hmm..membe aku suh call n gegar sket minah tu..amacam?
Her: Takper la...apa kata nanti ada meeting aku bawak ko skali? Ko nyamar laa...macam orang nak masuk luxor?
Me: Aaa..ok je..ada nanti kasitaw la..

So ... the next day..she told me that a meeting will be held tonite at Warong Opah (where the hell is it i dont even know!)

That day...i went helping Amirul renewing his driving license at Padang Jawa (near Klang) ..it was quite tiring...i was back at home at 6++ pm.. After a few minutes rest i get ready and went to 'her' house for that meeting...at first the luxor akak was supposed to be there at 8 but she didnt. I've waited for about an hour and went following that akak picking up other 'victims' of Luxor. Followed them and lastly knew that the Warong Opah is at Bukit Jalil..wtf! So far away and i only filled up the tank for like rm10 and it was Kirin's BMW (2.0 Litre) ...on the way..i followed 2 crazy Kancil female drivers..they change lanes like crazy and drive like crazy! Out of desperation i cut off one of the Kancil..but she seems not satisfied with that and quickly cut me off again...huh...these people crazy la!
After that they went crazy again...and i was like sesat..so i steadily went to the petrol station...filled up for rm40 (to be sure to have lots of fuel) ...buy some food as i was hungry and angry...and continued the journey..

we arrived there at the warong at around 11pm...and i was like..what the hell..im the only guy?
Then i realized there are lots of others....i ordered kuey teow pattaya but got rice instead...and had to pay for it! I thought they were gonna pay for me...haiz..k that fu**ed off already...after eating..i went to a mamak restaurant nearby to buy some cigs...and i heard some ppl there saying .. "Ni mesti orang luar...sombong je gaya"... another thing happened to me...fuck im cursed this nite! I smoked to relieve myself but then we were asked to go outside with chairs (like back then in school)...and i had to listen to their crap bragging for like 3 hours...
All they talked were about their achievement of getting own asset (cars , houses etc)
and that is success to them. Huh..it seems they are blinded by wealth after all. I wished to say a lot of things to them but just couldnt do it.

After that..at about 3am...we asked for the laptop but had to wait some more time as they are having private meeting. So we did. After an hour...they finally called my friend but forbid me to come along.
I waited again!
Because of tiredness and boredom..plus hatred and angry..i went interrupting their 'discussion' ... 'politely' hehehe...

Me: Assalamualaikum! (they looked at me shockingly)
Me: Abang..abang..kakak...mintak maaf ganggu...tp nak tanya ni...ada apa masalah lagi?
Luxorian: Ni takda kaitan ngan ko..ni hal family kami.
Me: (thinking to myself) ..wtf? Takda kaitan? Aku duk sini tunggu sampai 7 jam kaw kata takda kaitan? Babi lu!
Me: Ooo..tp saya esok ada kelas so saya nak balek cepat..da 4 am ni.
Luxorian: Aa...kejap lagi.

I went away angrily but i hid it ...and i dont know why..my fists were trembling...
Then i decided to call a friend...asking his opinion.
He told me... "Lu gerak je..tinggal je dia kat situ..lu da tunggu lama tp still nak borak2 lagi apa nye?" ..but i just couldnt...
So still wait for them to finish..i could see that she, my friend..was brainwashed by those 3 'taksub' ppl...

After a while..around 4++... she came ..empty handed...and what i guessed was right..she gave in and continue being a luxorian. End. I dont know what to say anymore but im just a bit disappointed and very sad for what happened.
Luxor sure is cunning to cheat people into joining and mostly youngsters who are easily blinded for wealthness... FUCK THEM!
I got back home at around 5:30 am after sending the friends back home...and sleep at around 6++ am...
Because of that i missed 2 classes with one of the class that have quiz that day... T.T

Phew..siap gak blog ni...eventhough i find it very weird to complain on a blog but i guess i am like that...call me girlish or what i dont care... thank you and the end.

Tagged by Sha..sorry sha...i just kno what tagged really means xD

tagged by sha :D ...

RULES :

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

******


Starting time: 12.48 p.m

Name: Muhammad Faris bin Abdul Hamid
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 4
Shoe size: 10 or 11
Height: 179 cm
Where do you live: Shah Alam
Home sweet home: Taman Sri Andalas, Klang, Selangor
Favourite drinks: Iced tea, iced lemon tea,iced nescafe,mocha latte,cappucino..any drinks beside alcohol
Favourite breakfast: None..rarely have breakfast...usually brunch

HAVE YOU EVER

Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: berendam penah kot? dono how to swim
Fallen asleep in school: absolutely!
Broken someone's heart: dono...been broken
Fell off your chair: err yess..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Done that
Saved e-mails: Done that too
What is your room like: crowded
What's right beside you: dmy asus mouse and a box of tesco tissue
What is the last thing you ate: half boiled eggs last nite kot

EVER HAD

Chicken pox: not sure
Sore throat: Still having that occassionally cos im a smoker
Stitches: not sure

DO YOU

Believe in love at first sight: yep
Like picnics: not really

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You danced with: none..
Last made you smile: ikramshah's penyamun alarm tone
You last yelled at: cant remember...mirul kot...friendly yell

TODAY DID YOU

Talk to someone you like: nope...
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: influenza
Talked to an ex: not yet
Miss someone: yes
Eat: not yet
Best feeling in the world: cant tell
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no...
What's under your bed: dont have a bed at the moment
Who do you really hate: Satan
What time is it now: 12.54 a.m

RANDOM

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yesss . her?
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yesss
Q: Do you want children: Someday
Q: Do you smile often: I do..maybe
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: kind of even if they are ugly
Q: Are your toenails painted: nooooooooope
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My mom's , my friends'
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: not wearing any now
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: dota?
Q: I can't wait till: I get married and have stable life
Q: When did you cry last: last nite when i was soo sleepy..does that count?
Q: Are you a friendly person: maybe...also a stalker..also become someone else when provoked
Q: Do you have any pets: used to have cats..now i own human pets virtually

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
♥ I dont know

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
♥ no laaa...

Do you sleep with the TV on?
♥ more with the laptop on

What are you doing right now?
♥ Filling up this survey before i go out

Have you ever crawled through a window?
♥ maybe?

Can you handle the truth?
♥ Depends...

Are you too forgiving?
♥ depends on what....

Are you closer to your mother or father?
♥ mother...my father wasnt near me since he and mom divorced when i was young

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
♥ my classmates..when i was sleepy watching sloppy movie yesterday...lols but they cant see cos its dark

How many people can you say you've really loved?
♥ A lot.

Do you eat healthy?
♥ Nope

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
♥ Yes i do...

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
♥ Penah kot?

How often do you go to church?
♥ Never been to

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
♥ DotA,or just drive away being alone

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
♥ Depends...im loud with my friends...and quiet too

Are you confident?
♥ not really

5 THINGS I WAS DOING 10 YEARS AGO

♥ go to primary school
♥ always with my parents
♥ staying home , study, play kites, play with my cats
♥ eat eat + eat
♥playing around

5 THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST TODAY

♥ Go to JPJ with mirul (he wants to renew his license)
♥ Go back to klang
♥ Eat
♥ Help people
♥ Sleep
♥ DotA

5 SNACKS I ENJOY

♥ Chocolates
♥ Chipster?
♥ Dunhill
♥ Lollipops
♥ whatever i could get my hands on

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE

♥ world tour
♥ invest some more? hahaha
♥ support my mother and families
♥ buy stuffs
♥ donate
♥ build a RnD ...develope a higher technology to defeat the americans and japanese

5 OF MY BAD HABITS (i want more!)

♥ Smoke a lot
♥ Easy to fall for someone
♥ Easily accept other people's request.. (cant resist la..especially girls!)
♥ DotA a lot
♥ Drive dangerously sometimes
♥ Love to read others' sms (mostly my friends) and make fun of it .. :P
♥ Being gay
♥ Stalk people
♥ Spending a lot of money
♥ Sleep and do things while sleeping

5 PLACES I'VE LIVED IN

♥ Datok Keramat, KL
♥ Pintu Pong, Kota Bharu, Kelantan
♥ Kuala Terengganu
♥ Shah Alam
♥ Klang

5 JOBS I'VE HAD (slalu nak lebeyh je)

♥ Hamba-NYA
♥ Son
♥ Brother
♥ Friend
♥ KUMON Teacher
♥ Driver...praevina's official driver?


TAGGED ;

♥ Ikramshah
♥ Yazsamim
♥ Veena
♥ Elle
♥ Mza

FIFA hardcore!

This is just a side post before i post the thing i've done in Indonesia lately...take a look at it...quite interesting..so far i've only seen laughter comes along with people who watched this :P

Outing with the crajis!

Me , achap , nawal



WTF?




Hohohoh...finally...got the chance to hang out with the crazy (if that really what craji means) apan zhafran and raasi ureeeya. Actually..the beginning of that day i wasnt planning of that at all...i was actually awaken to send a friend of mine, an ex-schoolmate, Pojang, to Damansara. He was meeting someone by the name Fauzi there (from what i gathered he is one of the Hijjaz singer) .... so that's it..after goin thru some hassle..i sent him and missed my first class...and it was 'agama' class! T.T
To make up my sorrowfulness (lmao puma!) ..i texted the Vina and asked her out .. and oh..b4 that i passed by Cineleisure and overheard an ads at Hitz.fm about it..which made me eager to go there...so i asked Vina and some friends laah...unlucky me many turned me down due to money , emotion, no-mood (duh!) problems. But my housemate, achap called me and said he wanna follow...so me,vina,achap, and along the way picked up achap's mistress, Nawal Ereena ..yeah..its Nawal..not awal..or any other things u said, UREE! :P
Plus, achap is not half-Thai or high (whichever u said) ...
We reached there around 1pm and apureen (mixed of apan and uree) were already there waiting for us. As usual...me..the shy shy person..couldnt talk much..especially around not-so-close friends and speaking in a language that i have to process for few moments in my mind before i could say it out. (yes that's why im soo quite ekceli)

I was there to watch Hancock (translate into malay completely it means Tangankote. *srry for the obscenity) But the V was saying this, "You go watch Hancock with your friends and we (V,apan, and Uree) go watch Kung Fu Panda k?" .. i was like..huh? Ok..i dont want to watch kung fu panda again tho it was awesome.. dont want to waste my cash on something twice..

Hahhahaha..lucky me...kung fu panda was not showing anymore...too late guys! :P
So all of us bought the Hancock tickets which are for two hours more.
Then we went to Kluang Station (like kopitiam kot?) . I had buns (vvvvery delicious to me) .. and a whatcha call it coffee...

Then..due to my lackness of conversing ability..i tried to get away by smoking...so we went outside and split into two.. me-achap-nawal and v-apan-uree. Blablablabla go into the cinema, watch the funny and awesome Hancock...boom..went back home..
it was fun. The end. xD

This blog is not really a blog or journal..its just my diary for keeping my memories..i dont want to forget the moments i had...and oh... hi to my future me! :)