Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated

You.

2011-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:00

Dear you,

It's been almost 5 years that we've known each other. It feels like just yesterday i met you and get to know you. I know so little of you nowadays, unlike the old days, at some point, where we are THAT close, that we share every little things we had in mind. Oh how I wish we could turn back time, or at least, go back to the time where I started changing my view on you, started changing who I was to you, started all these ridiculous acts and emotions. I feel like just going back there, and smacked my old self so that I will get REAL. But, that would never happen. What has happened, . . . happened. They happened for a reason too.

Do you still remember, the days where we could just go out randomly, whenever we feel like to, and go just about anywhere, no matter how short or long the trip, how random, how little budget we have, in the end, we would still manage to have fun? I miss those days too, just like how you may miss them too.

Do you still remember, the days where we could talk almost about anything? Without thinking of the consequences, or having the problems like we have now? I know most of the things happening right now are mainly caused by me myself, and my own stupidity,ego, and hopelessness. Everyday, i hope those days to come back, even now, where i could listen to your stories and never get tired of it.

Do you still remember, you used to help me when I'm in a pinch, you used to be there always when I need you? You inspired me, that's why it is hard to forget all those things you ever did. Even the tiniest things, like asking how I am, could melt this stone heart of mine. You gave me a new meaning to love someone, not just by the looks, but by many other aspects as well.

Do you still remember, how we spent hours, sitting in cafes, diners, restaurants, just so we could do some revisions, or maybe, just so you could make me do my revisions. I believe you wouldn't need to have me to urge yourself to do so. You're just helping me, and I thank you for that. If it wouldn't because of you, i would still be that guy who procrastinates till the last minute of examination, to go and find people whom I can rely on, photocopying their notes, and struggle so much, just to end up getting average results.

Dear you,

For all I care, I would never have the thought of harming you, in any ways. It is just so happen that, sometimes, things get way over my head, and it burst like the Krakatoa volcano. I wish I could be more patient, and patient, and patient, so that I could bare all the things happening, and never let any harm come to you, like a knight I wanted to be.

As a weakling that I am, I'm not even fit to be a friend, what more to be your shield and sword. I really hoped that I could achieve something up to my name, but the way I see it, it is not happening, not now, not even in the near future. I need to do some purification, before I can even think of achieving such things.

As I type this, my vision is fading away, straying, in the land of the dream. I really hope that, we both end up meeting each other again, someday, somehow, as better friends, closer, than we ever before. I am exhausted, but I will never get tired of waiting, trying, and hoping. I will never forget those memories we had, and I'm hoping that we can build more memories to come, in this little diary, inside this cavity on my chest.

I really hope you'd be the one, whom I'd sacrifice and protect with all my life, share my happiness and sadness with, raise children with, and grow old with.
But if you're not meant to be, I hope you'd find the one, who'd be willing to do so with you, that you are willing to do so with too. If that time has come, I'd be the one who wishes you all your best, and pray for your happiness till the end.
May God Bless you, Ray.

ps: The silence is driving me crazy.........

Sadness, pain, endurance

2010-07-20T11:27:00.000-07:00

Huarghhh..after so longgg....
My first post since .. i forgot when
First of all, there are many things to be updated, but as i am now...i wont be updating much.

Takziah to Siti Nursyahira Nabila di atas pemergian ibunda tercinta. I can't say I know how you feel exactly, cause i haven't lost my beloved mother yet. But I did think about it when I was at the hospital, which made me sad. You're tough, i know you are. If for me, i'd be a zombie for quite a while. But, listen to me, people come and people go, but God'll be there for you always. My mom always tell me to depend , rely on God. That way when I lose someone it'll be less painful.

I'm doing nothing nowadays except for assigments , Blackshot , and gym!
The think I like about gym is I finally can make it come true. What I've been planning for years and years. Hopefully it'll be as i hope it will. I just want to be fit and healthy, for the sake of God, myself, and those around me.
I have this one problem, which I may not state here, (only myself and mom know about this) that urges me to be fit.

Last but not least, I finally get my hands on MARA loans! Yeah! The only part left to be done is to sign all those paperworks and i'll be free from all those fees! Yeah!

Amazing trip!

2010-05-16T21:58:00.000-07:00

Last saturday , on 15th may 2010... my mom, hafiz rosli and myself went for a trip to Kelantan. I was on the mission on sending my mom SAFELY to my brother's house in Melor, Kelantan. The trip begins at 6pm...and the weird things started happening at around 7++pm at the Petronas station at Karak Highway. Really unlucky for me..as this thing happened to me once before..and it happened again..man..it sucks!
My car keys along with other keys fall into the pit of disaster (lubang jamban liao!)
and the guy before me didnt flush! Fuck it! I was shocked and couldnt think well..if i flush the toilet..my keys wouldve been flushed as well..HELL NO. that's the only key and we're far away from home. So i brace myself and went DEEP. God knows how i felt that time. With all the SHITS inside...me...who is a penggeli..had to go through a nightmare..SHIT HAPPENS MAN. Then, lepas da basuh2 sume..i went out and asked for some soap..but the petronas didnt have any..luckily i have my sanitizer in the car..phewwww..
but my alarm was broken..and it went on and off like crazy..had to put out the battery to make things better.
ok that's the first thing happened on this trip.

2nd :
The bumpy roads sucks. And hafiz seems to be pushing himself to the limit when i felt he rushed things and went on the bumpy roads like crazy..hahaha..
Arrived at 2am..sleep at 3..woke up at 10..drive to kubang kerian to drop off mom and brother with his family at the new mydin there. Went to Kota Bharu to meet up with my lil bro and lil sis + their mom (my stepmom)
They've grown up! My brother now is having girls all over him..and he smokes too.. O_o form 3..jeeeez

3rd :
on our way back..we stopped by K.Terengganu..called some friends to lepaking at the usual place...then move on our journey at around 11++ pm.
I drove with full integrity..well.not..i was sleepy...i did many things to keep me awake which includes singing loudly (sorry apis) , wash my face off with the mineral water, put my face out the window to feel the breeze, smoked A LOT, and even stopped at the station to buy some Redbull and wash my face..again.
Yet, i still feel sleepy and by the time i reached LPT...i was TOO damn SLEEPY that i was having illusion of a Singapore Lion Gold Statue in the middle of the highway! WTF man..that's the most ridiculous illusion i've ever seen in my life..kot. Before this i was seeing cones and things..but now..lion???? and i was evading it like crazy sampai hafiz woke up. after that..we immediately switched driver.

4th :
i was awaken by the sudden stop of the car..due to insects attack!
the insects which always fly around lamps...came on the windshield and suicided! there were millions of them..suddenly i felt like im in the movie where aliens invaded but instead, insects invaded us! I should suggest this to M.Night Shyamalan :D

that's all ..my car is cleaned up now..all the dead bodies have been wiped off and its all thanks to the guys next to Rafi Bistro for cleaning it up!

Weird...

2010-04-28T10:33:00.000-07:00

I was on my to kopitiam (next to Rafi Bistro) at that time, and was on the phone with faris safwan bin ibrahim...suddenly..

a guy , pakistani or indian (am not sure) , who was seating at the corner of Syuhaida restaurant , and wearing all whites ..... said something to me.

Guy in White : You have a bright face and bright future aheads you (something like this la..forgot the exact wordings)

Me : *Blur* , *thumbs up* and then walk away.

Upon reaching kopitiam...my mind suddenly recalled back on the guy. Who was that? Is he and angel? Is he gay? Or is he just a normal guy complimenting me?
I've been thinking about that for quite some time..and why did he actually said that. ARGHGHHHHHH

BBQ Partay

2010-04-12T09:22:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday nite was awesome! The bbq partay at the macho dudes' house (faris,khairil,nazim,hafiz,zakhwan) is not to be forgotten. Lots of food, lots of laughter, and lots of people (i guess?). Killer game is interesting as usual. No doubt about it. Finally, achap get to be the killer, twice. The best part is when all of us guys gathered around to watch omegle. HAHAHAHA.

Thank you for the invitation!

New target. New beginnings.

2010-04-04T00:37:00.001-07:00

No more.
Time for a change.
All the best to me!

OH MY GOD!

2010-03-11T11:57:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was a busy day for me and some of my colleagues...

So many things happened, but im glad with the ending.

Since the day before.. i haven't got much sleep..and now im typing this at 4:01 am.. (this means that in 2 days, i only sleep for about 2-3 hours..dang!)

Ok, the thing begins like this.....

On 10th March 2010, i was sooooooooo frustrated to see the lady or should i say..the girl who i am deeply , truthfully , honestly fallen for suddenly is engaged to a guy which i didnt know much about. To make it short, i need something to calm my nerves and those things unluckily arent good things. I should be praying to God but instead, i went out to let loose some things.
Thanks to everyone who made my day and night by joining me having fun at Jalan Damai..we shisha-ed..and played 'Killer' game...it was fun .. guys!
I did some research and discovered that the engagement was for fun (i dont know whether its the truth or not) but i accept it for the time being. Less stress for me.
The girl, she told me that they were just playing (hopefully lah kan?) ..
It cost me my secrets and feelings to get that info.. i DID it again! darn!
I told her everything about my feelings for her...and she was like...blurr and couldnt accept that i still and do love her.

The next day, i brave up myself to invite her for a date to settle some miscommunication we had in the past because of the Short Message System. I have to be brave and talk to her live!
But, it feels as if she doesnt want to or not ready for the talk yet. She keeps wanting other people to come with us and not wanting it to be a date just the two of us (is it?)
I became frustrated again.

Okay enough bout that,
i have another problem...a friend..after accusing me things i didnt do..said that she wanted to meet me and tell alllll the stories we've been missing...and updates me with things...but she let me (who hasnt sleep much) down. We made a promise that after i finishes class..that we will sit down somewhere and talk. How amazing she could just sleep and said that she's not well and later she'll contact me...what the..? Hey! I havent slept for a while and i didnt go back home straight from class because of you okay? I picked up another friend bcause she also wants to talk to you but this is how u repay us? If u dont want to meet and keeps avoiding..then i'll say it here..hopefully u'll stalk this and read it...
One thing i've been dying to say .. please..stop treating me like a dumb...
I LOVE helping people but please dont use that its-an-order tone with me. I kept my calm for a long time..u came to me when u need my help..u tossed me away when u dont need me...who or what do u think i am??? I am a person with feelings and im not stupid that i do not realize things like this...but for other people to talk back and some even say it to my face..you're tearing off my EGO la babe...
I tried so hard to please u..to help u..to be there when u need it...but u shud have done the same..i didnt ask u to come when im in need..all i ask u is to not simply break your promises or dont make promises u cannot fulfill!
I dont know if u realize this or not..but u keep failing to be there to hangout with me or us after making beautiful promise..i know your voice is very attractive and so do you yourself...but please...dont use that advantage..my patience have limits dear...

Please do not treat me like some kind of noob dumb shit. Respect people if u want people to respect u. I almost fell in love with u if not because of these you know?
I really wish to help u..be with u..and do whatever it takes to bring u back to the right path..but it seems that u yourself do not wish the same.
You're not being honest with me..you keep cancelling / covering things with your lies!

Hopefully i can meet you and settle all this once and for all. If u do not change..i'll break my promise and totally leave u (not that u need me much kan? u have your FRIENDS/KULI BATAK everywhere. I know by reading this u will be quite mad with me..but i seems to always fail to say it out in front of your face. Im not good with 1 to 1 live talk. This blog is the place i always pour my feelings and dissappointment or whatsoever. Hopefully u realize what've done and what is my goal exactly. Please...dont stray away more...it makes me sad to see a friend becoming like this. Contact me as soon as u are ready to meet..if im ready and available..i'll meet u and we can settle this mano o mano.

Ok..then..next story...is about another friend...
I wouldnt say much..as we already did just now at Extreme Park rite?
I apologize on behalf of myself and the others who are too ignorant to correct u when u are wrong. Maybe its our fault..
But Alhamdulillah all has been said (as for me lah) ...and hopefully u will change bit by bit after this.. after all..we are friends rite?
If u want a good and memorable memoirs here..u need to change and let us be friends..REAL FRIENDS..no more on sympathy or hypocrit basis..but be REAL friend.
Sorry again and thanks for not running away from the problems...u face it well just now even after all we've said...u didnt run or avoid us..Thanks..
Hopefully we can be good friends after this..no more hard feelings k? (^.^)v

That's all i can say..too sleepy...anyway...2 more to go..
1. Conversation with the other 'friend'
2. Settling my emotions problem with 'the girl' ...

Pray for me! That's all i guess...bye.

Baru ku sedari~

2010-03-09T03:19:00.000-08:00

Aku tak mengerti ... apa yang kurasa,
Rindu yang tak pernah ... begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu ...
Meski kau tak akan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan ... hidupku untukmu,
Telah kurelakan ... hatiku padamu,
Namun kau masih bisu ... diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara ...

Baru kusadari ...
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku ...

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku,
Semoga akan datang keajaiban, hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu ...
Meski kau tak kan pernah tahu

ni lagi satu..mantab shit.

Song Name: Growing Wings
Arist: Loula
First Appearance: Drakengard

Crimson lights the sky, the bird still asleep
Like a dream it shines, from heaven's safe keep
Children songs we sung, as soft as the breeze
Endless fields, our home, I long for those days

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you

Silent black, the dawn, and time tell its tale
Darkened blood, it flows, the forest receives
Look within the dark as deep as you dare
There inside you find destruction you seek

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you

21. 8-2-2010

2010-02-08T19:46:00.000-08:00

This day is quite meaningful, and unforgettable for me.

It is the day that i discovered a few things in my life. I was suprised 3 times by people during these few days.

1. I was 'sympathized' by someone i used to LOVE. Which i fucking hate. I dont need your sympathy. I dont need your so-called-barcode-love. I'm sorry to say this, but i ain't THAT desperate. I'd rather be alone than being used like a dumb.

2. An old friend came to Shah Alam! Thank you Yaz and Aya for the suprise!

3. A birthday suprise at AC...was embarrassed at first..but was soooo happy to know that people cared. Thank you everyone!

The birthday suprise and presents are amazing. Thank you Thank you and Thank you.

ps: 143 All.

Kau Tipu Aku

2010-02-05T09:01:00.000-08:00

Pernah dulu kau kata kau cintakan ku,
Bertahun lama sanggup kau menungguku,
Hati dan jiwamu hanyalah untukku,
Sumpah dan janjimu memburu untukku.
CHORUS
ya ya ya ya,
Kau, kau tipu aku, x2
Kau tipu aku
Kau tipu aku
Kau curi jiwaku kau gembirakannya,
Kau dakap tanganku,
kau bahagiakannya,
kau kucup bibirku,
Kau menikmatinya,
Kau peluk tubuhku,
Kau ceriakannya.
CHORUS
Kiniku lihat kau berdua dengannya,
Tapi mengapa dia teman karibku,
Tawa gembira,
Musnahkan jiwaku,
Kau hancurkan semua saat manisku.

What's up?

2010-02-01T10:23:00.000-08:00

Nothing is up except the ceiling.
But something is wrong with my chest. I feel pain!
I think it's from my heart.
Please, help me! I wonder what's wrong??
Doctor! Doctor!?
I need medical attention now!
What is this feeling i have?
Damn it! It's fucking painful!
My heart is beating so fast that it may explode at any time!
Oh GOD, please do help me.
I can't do much....
I can't stop thinking of HER ..
Oh My God... I think im in LOVE!

Current song :

2010-01-24T09:42:00.001-08:00

Hingga akhir nanti
kau tetap jadi pujaan
walau seribu tahun
walau seribu zaman
kutetap menanti

Hingga akhir nanti
kau saja idaman hati
segala rasa cinta
segala rasa sayang
hanyalah untukmu

hingga akhir nanti

Bulan takkan terang
tanpa seri wajahmu
hati takkan tenang
tanpa kehadiranmu
rindu dalam sepi
rindu dalam mimpi
kutetap menanti

hingga akhir nanti

Datanglah kekasih
datanglah padaku
kesetiaan diriku
janganlah kau ragu
betapa kukasih
betapa kurindu
seandai kau tahu
benarnya cintaku

This song is meaningful. I came across it accidentally just now (thanks to a friend who wanted to listen to alleycats earlier yesterday..the folder is still open and i just click randomly on songs)

Facebook.

2010-01-20T23:51:00.000-08:00

I've been changing my facebook statuses a lot lately.
Here are some of them that i really like :

1."You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"

2."I may look like my father, but deep inside i have my mother's heart"

3."Everything I do, I do it for you"

4."If you don't try you would never know, if you try you may know, if you have tried and you don't know, you suck!"

5."What's on my mind? Nothing."

And why would i post this? To remind myself in the future what i've done.

Good morning Malaysia!

2010-01-14T15:06:00.000-08:00

After long hours of sleeping,i feel rejuvenated(is this the correct spelling?) again!
Last night i was in deep-shit-state , which was very bad as i cant even concentrate on DotA! I overslept and missed the pool game (which i lost rm5 also) .. and then when i woke up this morning..im totally hungry!

Nevertherless, its been a few days with pool , BK , and stuffs. So, im running out of cash $$$$ now. Left about 50 bucks..to survive till the end of the month.
What can i do? any suggestion?

If 1 carton of maggi mee cost about rm4 with 5 packets inside. which means for 15 days...i have to buy 3 of it..which cost rm12... that left me with another rm38...fuel for 15 days without going out of shah alam...around rm15? no..more than that probably...that left me for about rm18++ more...i think i can survive without cigarette for half a month..maybe...just maybe...oh GOD!! please help me!

11 January2010 - my first mid sem xm for degree.

2010-01-10T17:22:00.000-08:00

Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

chuakkk!!

I believe.

2010-01-06T04:26:00.001-08:00

I believe... Even though you are not with me, this is not how we part.
I believe... You're taking the long way back to me.
Inside all those past memories,
I make myself hurt and myself cry.

You didn't cry as much as me, without a lot of tears, you tried to give me a painless good-bye.
I know that you will one day return to me, that I believe,
I will wait for you, I'll do it for you.

I believe... Because I might hurt, you couldn't even cry.
I believe... You will return to me all the tears that I now shed.
I'll glimpse you come into my sight
And it'll make my tears fall.

You didn't cry as much as me, without a lot of tears, you tried to give me a painless good-bye.
I know that you will one day return to me, that I believe,
I will wait for you, I'll do it for you.

Was the world was dazzling before I met you?
Underneath that sky, all I'm left with are tears
I will save this place next to me.

You are the only reason...
That waiting gives me enough happiness.
Love is the only reason...
As days pass by,
If you forget the way, I'll be waiting
I do it for you.
I do it for you.

Bye2 2009 hello 2010

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

Had fun last nite...eventhough its quite tiring...being a runner is always tiring..
the bbq was great...

Thanks to everyone who participated and hope we can do this or something else again in the future :)

AC? Fun and funny moments. Drunks everywhere..they're pissing on the streets, arguing and throwing up.

Best fact[s] @ AC :

1. Afiq kalah pool
2. Lots of hot chicks (the yellow shirt is the one i remembered most)
3. Many drunks
4. Drunk indians fought again each other, drunk malays next table encouraging the fight to turn into a fist fight.
5. The arrogant 3-bucket-malay-bob-marley-wannabee threw up. FUCKED UP.
6. AC manager called in the police. The police came and the indians were saying "Ok, bro , take care" to each other. WTF? Before they were killing each other..now take care?
7. A few drunk Koreans/Chinese had fists fight at the parking lot. Bob Jah ran towards the police while calling up "Banggg bangg bangg!" << terbaekk an

Tiring day before Xmas.

2009-12-24T21:02:00.001-08:00

24th of december..the year is ending...

Today..just after Mdm Jasmina's class.. fie and yeh decided to run some errands.
Our plans were:

1. Go to MARA building and take the application form there.
2. Go to TimeSquare and send fie's camera for servicing.

As planned...we went to KL after class..with the aim of MARA. We really want that MARA loan so damn much as we are hving difficulties on $$$$.

The journey was a bit tiring and challenging as there was heavy traffic due to one accident....
Nevertherless, we still continue our journey patiently (konon) ..
Had to park in Pertama Complex as this is my first time being here.
Many rumors say that no slippers, torn jean are allowed when u're visiting the MARA HQ.Phew, luckily someone told us beforehand...bcaus we saw some after-PMR kids get 'thrown' out as they arent wearing proper clothings. no slippers allowed!

The makcik guard told us, "Dik, datang balik pukul 2 boleh? Skrang ni lunch time la" .....
Sigh..so we went out and waited for an hour at a mingomingo outlet near there...
an hour after that, went to the guard again, got the pass...went up to 3rd floor...

Me: Aa.abang..saya nak apply MARA loan.
Bro: Ni nak apply utk bila yea? Utk taun dpan?
Me: Erk.. (discussing with fie)
Me: Yea...taun dpan.
Bro: Ooo...kalaw camtu..apply online yea? Sbb taun ni takda peruntukan da...borang pon takda
Me: Online? Apa website?
Bro: www.mara.gov.my
Me: OK.

WTF...if i'd known that it is much easier to apply online i would've done that from the beginning..zz

Ok then, after that...we went to Jelatek LRT station...park the car there..and board the LRT to somewhere near bukit nenas..we exchanged from lrt to monorail at bukit nenas...then to imbi. There we got off and went into berjaya times square...

Me: Hello, where is the canon service centre?
Info Lady: At the 9th floor, take the escalator on the right yea?
Me: Owryte!

We go round and round until we reach the 9th floor....and there it is...the canon shop.

We went inside and asked if we can claim and repair the camera or not...then the obasan told us..

Obasan: Noooooo. here is not service centre...you have to go to Canon in Shah Alam.
Me: Really?

WTF again! We went all the way to KL and wasted our energies and money to know that MARA can be applied online and the service centre is in Shah Alam...haizzzzzzz

Because of that, we decided to window shop. elle of course, not me.
One thing i realize, women/girls/females...when they are window shopping or shopping...they never got tired.
But, i still remember..they always complain when i park a bit far from the destination...they cant even walk a bit..but when it comes to shopping..they are willing to walk all over the mall without complaining.. O_o

After the tiring walk...i've decided that we take a cab back to my car in jelatek...since the time is 5pm++ which means the public transport will be crowded and swarming with sweaty people..

Went back to the car and went to keramat to see my mom..it's been 3 weeks since we got separated...lollllll

and that's it..before i could get some rest..amirul texted me and wanted to hang out..so i got home and take a bath then went out again...for pool games....

GOOD GAME AMIRUL MUKMININ. YOU DO NOT ALWAYS WIN.

Tagged by Myza .

2009-12-16T19:13:00.001-08:00

Rules : It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own blog, erase my answers , enter yours , and tag twenty people including the person who tagged you . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions .

They have to be real . Nothing made up ! IF the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question .

What is your name : Faris

A four Letter Word : FUCK

A boy's Name : Firdaus

A girl's Name : Farhanah

An occupation : Fireman

A color : Fluorescent

Something you'll wear : Foot wear by NIKE

A type of food : Friskies

Something found in the bathroom : Face towel

A place : Finland

A reason for being late : Fucked up!

Something you'd shout : FUCK YOU!

A movie title : F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Something you drink : Fizzy cola

A musical group : Fort Minor

An animal : Frog

A type of car : Ferrari Scuderia

A type of fruit : Fisang

The title of a song : Fuck U

TAG : nobody.

oh oh oh..

2009-12-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to be updated..eh..actually there're lots!

but im gonna say a few things only cos im lazyyyyy
Ok, first thing first...i went to JB last friday - sunday...nothing much..just hanging around Ikram-gedik-Shah's house...tiap2 hari jugak makan ayam.
Morning means sleeping time...wake up in the evening...then bath + eat home..then go out lepaking habib or osman..that's what i've been doin in jb..oh yea..xcept for 2 places... Benafe Village and Nusajaya... here are some pictures while im in JB..

at benafe...i made a mistake by copying bob..i ordered pancakes...wtf...it was rm8.50 and look at the size of it..only 1/5 of the plate..zzzz..ok enough about jb..

next thing in my mind...
there is something going on...and i've been helping..that's all i have to say..hehe :D

ok next..classes are okay..met new friends...one with the same name as me...they're funny people...
what else what else???

ohh..today...15th december...had a nice 'date' ...hahah..thanks to YOU..xie xie...the food was great...and the dessert...terbaeeekkkk.. had kenny rogers and BR..woo woo...so stuffy...thanks again..you know who you are...

last but not least....i accept your challenge dude...i'll try and find a special someone by june 2010...:D

The Isle of Freedom

2009-12-06T01:55:00.000-08:00

There was a cockcroach,
Running,
Running here,
Running there,
There was a giant,
Snoring,
Snoring... and snoring...,
There was a bee,
Buzzing,
Buzzing,... and buzzing...,

Oh my, is this what i've been searching for?
The isle that i have been longed for?
NO!
I don't think so, and i don't feel THIS is what I am dreaming of.
Alas, it is this that I have, for now...,
And I am thankful to GOD for it.

Thou shant stop I,
For I,
Shall continue my journey,..
Till' I find my dream, the Isle of Freedom.

- pais -

Finally.

2009-11-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

Its 12:46 am and its Eid Adha today!
I've just arrived in Dato' Keramat , K.Lmpur and finally got to on9 myself. Phew! (Damn im addicted to the NET!)

My first thing is CW. Then i across some blog posts..including one of my classmate's...saying things about her new class (TESL Bachelor)...oh yea..im taking Bachelor in Education (TESL) now..hoorayyy!!! means its tougher...and much much more challenging....

She was saying that she's frustrated with the overcrowded class and having to sit behind 30 heads..lmao..
As for me... i dont care much about that...except that it's all becoming like when i first came here as a diploma student...

I have this thing,weakness..where its hard for me to communicate or get to know NEW people or be friendly to them, unless, they make the effort first. So, there it goes, being alone..again..like i was before.
Luckily this time i have my other 7 friends from same cohort..and a friend (senior) who introduced me to KUTPM at first...hoorayyy for her to! Until today...i've known the senior, Raja Nurul Izah for about..hmm...5-7 years? or more? lols.

This weakness, i have to overcome it..but how ah? Anyone help me??
Im just scared and too stiff to make conversations...even with guys?? Plus, i feel inferior (is it the right word?) to them...and i feel like they dont care about me at all (haha of course they dont) ... like i dont exist at all... damn! how can i manage to present in front of these 'aliens' ????? Im gonna have troubles and stomach aches.

Oh God, pls help me.

Happy Eid Adha to all muslims!

unforgettable nightmares (14th/15th nov 09)

2009-11-14T11:09:00.000-08:00

The story begins early in the morning, when i was stalking (as usual)...i ran into a friend's status... saying something like bye bye world or what .. i kinda forgot..
but what i remember the most is that she..(yeah its a her/female) has taken 5-6 panadol actifast just because she broke up with someone... come on la...its not the end of the world yet.. (mesti kaw baca ann hehe)
Alah bisa tegal biasa orang kata..kaw rilek je..kata la baru pes taim kene gni? wkwkwkwkwk ir ir ir ir

Due to my gentle giant mode...i decided to go back to shah alam earlier.. ya lor.. dont want to lose a friend because of stupid reason like that...

So, after packing up.. said bye bye to W.F.S .. (sorry tak sempat bye2 kat W.B n wife n daughters.).. i went to my car and started my journey...

Otw to my destination..i suddenly remembered that G.K said he wants to hangout with me..so i stopped at Dungun and had chicken rice there with G.K.
It was okay...but not good enough ( i look for quality not quantity )

after around 2 hours at dungun..i continue my journey...

Here's one of the nightmare i had...
When i was in K.Terengganu..i went to Esso and fill up my fuel @ rm30..rm30 only...
I thought at the beginning of LPT (Lebuhraya Pantai Timur) there is a gas station..but my thought went wrong... damn!
Its almost empty..and the next RnR is about 50km...so..while holding my bladder...i slowly (100km/h) drove and pray to GOD that the fuel will last till the next stop...

Phew...just when it hits below empty bar...i arrived at the RnR...thank GOD!

Then, i continue my journey..again...
While i was driving..the radio plays one song that i couldnt possible forget..
Whenever i hear or sing that song it reminds me of someone...
Okaylah..dont want to hide it..i'll say it..that person is Aya (hahaha!)
Because i know she likes that song..and suddenly tears started running down my cheeks.. wtf?? what happened? I was crying like hell while listening to that song and texting aya.. is it because i really miss her..or is it because i was lonely on the dark road with the heavy rains?
It could be both..but one thing for sure..i think i do miss and gonna keep missing the ever lovable Aya...
Sorry sebab selalu nganjing kaw..cynda pon rindu kaw dowh..
Kaw byk bagi nasihat kat aku..tenkss.. hehehee.. (to all readers..there is no any special feelings attached here...just a little bit of friendship feel)

Okay,..disebabkan ke-gay-an aku thu..i cannot concentrate on driving...plus it was raining heavily! And the road is dark with not much cars travelling..tiba2 teringat Paranormal Activity..damn!
ps: oh aya..da tgk dow cite thu...tipu la sia

Ok..so the next nightmare...happened just an hour ago..after we (me , myza , akak myza a.k.a ira, and sera) lepaking and eating @ Williams..a myspace friend of myza...asked her to come and lepak-ing @ rafi bistro..so we went there...
those guys..haha..no comment..tabley masok aa..perangai laen gila...ye la..remaja lagi dorang..hak hak hak!

So, that's all for this update...ciao...

Terengganu

2009-11-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

Its been a year, or maybe more, since i last came to this state. I've been dying to come here and visit the old places,eat the things i've always eat, and do many other things,...including having reunion with my fellow primary school classmates.

After all, this place has half of my current age memories. I lived here for almost 10 years (now im 20, so it is 1/2 of my age)

And so it began, the journey back to Terengganu. I drove all the way from Brunsfield - Rafi Bistro - Digital Mall - Karak Highway - LPT. After few hours of driving i began to lose vision...i was sleepy! Plus, there was no people/cars on the highway..and it was really foggy that nite. Because i couldnt hold my eyes much longer..i've decided its time to switch..so i woke kirin up. Finally,..phew.i can relax a bit....
its been a while since i last have a long distance driving....im too old for this..lmao

Nothing much, ...we arrived in KT at about 2am ..went to eat..then arrived at kirin's house at around 3am

The journey was tiring and boring. Because all the way only two of us in the car, and only i was singing to the song. Hahaha..kirin was snoring like hell

I went to almost all places i felt like to. Met people who i used to meet a lot of times... eg: abang jual kopok... he still remember us...im so glad...
and my stomach...was shocked by all those stuff i havent eat for long time (kopok lekor mainly) ... dang... my stomach hurts..but i bare with it till the next day it vanishes itself.. :D

Oh ya, many things seems to have changed around here...like...many one-way road is opened (or two ways become one way)...

Nevertheless, its still the same old KT which i love..except for one thing..it's becoming into 2nd K.Lumpur. The traffic..!@#!##!...jam jam jam? no more peaceful roads in terengganu..haizzzzz

Anyway, that's for the update so far..i think i've got lots of stuff before..but forgot already...

PS: I'm GAY now.. lolllsssss

Great And Young / Gentle And Youthful

tagged by myza

2009-11-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

What's your favorite word or phrase?
cb

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
nobody...i just woke up (its 4:37pm now)

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
DotA-ing with khairul asyraf n ikram shah

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
mamai2 lagay

What is your favorite holiday?
dunno...

What is the last thing you said aloud?
ci*aiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!

What is the best ice cream flavor?
mocha + mint kot?

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Bleu Mineral Water

What are you wearing right now?
jeans and jeans only

What was the last thing you ate?
Lexus chocolate biscuit

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
erm..no

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
makkah, iceland, japan, las vegas, hawaii, ...everywhere lohhhh

Ever go camping?
ya. nothing to brag about

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
lost tak..kunci kete jatoh ada...mmg ngeri gila ah..kena amek balek nak tak nak...

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
:) :D ^_^

Do you drink your soda from a straw?
sometimes

What did your last text message say?
Inbox : "Its ok..."
Sent: "Nsk grg pataya 1, nsk goreng paprik 1, nsk goreng sifud 1, teh o ais 2. Tngkat 14 lif b" (to Jailani cafe)

Are you someone's best friend?
i dont know?

What are you doing tomorrow?
game, help people, go to pak long's house

Where is your mom right now?
at keramat ..kl

Look to your left, what do you see?
a rothman's glass full of cigarette butts

What color is your watch?
silver kot?

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
lots of beautiful aussies!!! hawtttt..gdday mateee

Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
yes n im not very fond of it...that thing hurts my f***ing back...

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
both

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
ntah...

Do you have a dog?
nayyy

Last person you talked to on the phone?
ane dari jailani kot..dia cakap "Order sampai"

Are you happy?
im not sure

Where are you right now?
in front of my laptop..typing in this survey lah mofo!

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
myself

Last song listened to?
ramli sarip - perjalanan hidup

Last movie you saw?
not quite sure......momok the movie? or was it Perfect Getaway?

Are you allergic to anything?
so far .. no kot...xcept for that hair gel i bought frm the saloon...my hands are full of spots when i use it...maybe because of the ingredients?

Are you jealous of anyone?
yeah...im jealous of religious people..when can i be like them????? laghoooooo sangat nehhh!

Are you married?
hell no

Is anyone jealous of you?
ntah

Do any of your friends have children?
children-to-be kot? hahahahahah

Do you hate anyone right now?
myself???

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
depends..

How many kids do you want when you're older?
whatever God gives me

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
21??? 38??? 40 maybe???

How did u get one of your scars?
when i was in primary school...was cooking burger...the oil just jumped out and scarred my hand

ha myza ..da buat..upah mana???

lama sungguh gua tak mengepost..

2009-10-25T21:00:00.000-07:00

Yup..its been a veerrrrrrrrrrrry long time since i last post...i was sooo busy (ya rite) ...that i dont have much time for this bloggy of mine...it was my diary actually!!?? Well, recent things that happened to me:

1. Celebrated Hari Raya (last month)
2. Finished my practicum (bye bye students T.T)
3. Still working on my reports (really?)
4. Met a few wonderful juniors..haha u know yourselves..no need me to introduce.
5. Am crazy and obsessed with Cafe' World. O_o

My latest quote: Be yourself, don't pretend to be someone you're not, if the people like you for who you are, that means you've won their heart, if not...they can FUCK OFF!

09/09/09

2009-09-08T13:45:00.000-07:00

A unique date. Yet..it means that only after this day..it will be 5 years..since my dad passed away..
I still remember..that nite..when i got a call from my step mom...it was at around 8pm, 10th September 2004...when i was 15 years old..and PMR was just around the corner.
It was really shocking..eventhough i barely knew my dad (we didnt spend much quality nor quantity time together as mom n dad divorced when i was quite young)...
Whats more, I was the one who took all the burden to call up each my brothers, who were in different states,and told them about the news. I am still wondering how did i manage to do so.
But even with all those sadness and despair and regrets i have, im glad for ONE thing. That all of us (except mom) got together a few months or a month before he passed away. I dont know how and why, but i think GOD made us all think alike. My brothers and I amazingly thought the same thing, and went to Kelantan to see our dad. I was suprised to see my brothers there , who came from other states from me. We didnt even plan to be there at the same time. So, we had an unplanned vacation with dad...for the last time. It was quite a memory...and i would never forget that!

To Dad,
Hope you're okay 'there', since its Ramadhan now,i will always pray for you.

a post after so long

2009-09-02T16:07:00.000-07:00

erm....not much to be updated..just ran into one song..hehehe
later gonna upload sme pictures of gila trip..!

Kusangkakan panas berpanjangan
Rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang
Dalam tak sedar ku kebasahan

Pernah juga kau pinta perpisahan
Aku sangkakan itu hanyalah gurauan
Nyata kau serius dalam senyuman

( korus )
Bukan sekejap denganmu
Bukan mainan hasratku
Engkau pun tahu niatku
Tulus dan suci
Senang benar kau ucapkan
Kau anggap itu suratan
Sikit pun riak wajahmu
Tiada terkilan

Hanya aku separuh nyawa
Menahan sebak di dada
Sedangkan kau bersahaja
Berlalu tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan
Terasa diri amat terhina kau lakukan

( ulang dari korus )

Sia-sia kukorban selama ini
Jika kasihku, jika hatiku
Kau guris oh oh oh...
Dalam tak sedar ku menangis

2 weeks have passed

2009-07-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

Finally, got some time to kill to write out on this open diary of mine...
It's been 2 weeks .. since i started my life as a teacher, instead of as a student.
For the very first day, it was indeed 'scary' to me..my stomach hurts like crazy...and i sweats, A LOT!
Got there as early as 7am...me n aizat went there and meet with arvin and anisha..our colleagues...and then..we went gally venting around the school..looking for the headmistress/principal's office..
Finally, after asking around, we found the office. We went inside n i was glad that in there we got to cool down a bit.with all the air-cond here and there..unlucky for us..the principal was busy..because it was monday...assembly day. So, the vice principal told us to join the assembly and after that we'll get to meet the principal.

The principal was very nice.. her name is Pn. Faridah or is it Pn. Paridah..i forgot..she told us many2 things..and just from that, i know she's very good and understanding, yet strict. Cut the craps, we got assigned into two different time, anu and arvin for the morning session, while me and aizat the evening session..
which i kinda like, cos im a night owl...
Now, begins the 'torture' of newbies...we just entered the teachers' room and already 2 teachers asking help from us...being newbies, we couldnt say no.. :)
so we helped the teachers, arranging the exam papers and staple em. It was quite tiring and boring since its a repeating job. I dont really like doing same things over and over again...xcept for things i like.

Nevermind that, lucky for us (me and aizat only) ..the teacher we helped wanted to repay back our help..so she gave rm10 for both of us to spend..yeay!
So that's the story of our first day..

To be continued when im free and rajin....

finally

2009-07-12T04:11:00.000-07:00

the day i've been waiting for so long has finally arrived...hopefully i'll be doin just fine..hopefully...

Facts i created out of boredom

2009-06-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

Malaysian facts:

1. Malaysian are nice people. Why? Whenever accidents occur, they will slow down their vehicles to see whats goin on and causes heavy traffic. That shows that they 'care'!

2. Malaysian people are very considerate and carefree. Why? They'd rather let foreigners earn living here because they felt the foreigners need the job better than themselves. Goyang kaki is better than earning a little bit thru hardworks.

3. Malaysian love sports. If not, why would they fought the police over football?

4. Malaysian are quite rich, no, they are filthy rich! People could spend over rm2000+ for chivas in one nite. Can afford luxurious cars, 'buy' contracts,bail out and many more. That means they ARE rich, rite?

Crappy facts:

1. Do u know that mineral water with enough minerals dont freeze in the freezer? (i alyways put the mineral water in the refrigerator freezer..and it doesnt freeze..only as cold as ice..

2. Women are crazy about something all the time, while men,if they are crazy on something, they will be crazier but not for long.

3. Celcom UPAX is very cost-saving. RM10 can last for days if not frequently used. Or in other words, WISELY used.

4. ASUS laptop last longer than HP Compaq due to its ventilation system.

5. An old Volvo can spin 720 degrees if driven 120km/h in a corner.

6. Heavy smoker[s] can hold their bad habits if they wanted to/had to.

7. The word 'Bistro' can make a difference in price range.

8. A few meals in Williams can be substitute with a shirt from G2000.

9. A DotA game can last for as long as 90 minutes averagely.

10. DotA game can bring people together, as well as introduce people with new friends.

Frens n happy hour

2009-06-19T13:27:00.000-07:00

It was two days ago..i had tiring but very fun day..or should i say nite..with my frens..who i met and get to know for just 2 years ago..

The first one was karaoke-ing @ AMP...it was the happiest karaoke-ing moment i ever had..it is the first time i really enjoyed it..n not only goin there bcause of others..but i myself wanted to..(ye ke?)
frankly, i was an anti-karaoke person before i entered the college..i find it boring n kinda stupid..yeah? hahaha
rm30++ per head sounds expensive to someone as broke as me...but , what the fuck..its been like 4-6 times already! We went underground many times and decided not to karaoke bcause of the price...but this time..i guess i'll just let loose some of my screws..
We got lucky! Bcos there arent many people booking..we got a room which was set for only 3 hours but instead, we get to have it as long as we want! N the bufet..SPLENDID! Fattening but worth it..at least that's what i thought to myself..let my rm30+ worth it!

After long hours of eating n singing craps..passionately..i had to rush for another commitment..with my guy friends..DotA time!

We were short of one person but it didnt stopped us..had fun..1 lose 1 win...back at home at 6..sleep at 7...then wake up again at 9..gosh!

I dont know why i keep typing craps like this..sometimes i find doing this thing very disgusting n showy..am i rite? As if there are readers who'd really want to read all the long long long things..xcept for me myself in the future maybe..and now i remember back..this blog was originally my own personal diary..yeah..that's it..
ooo yeah...

Amis, Amour
Sont des mots qui vont trés bien ensemble,
Trés bien ensemble

143 - i hate you / i love you?

2009-06-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

Love love love love love love

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Thought that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

(Hey) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
(Hey) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)

UNFORGIVEN

2009-06-12T04:40:00.000-07:00

the title says it all..

anyway..hopefully tmorrow will be a joyful day! ^.^

Que sera sera..

2009-06-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

Whatever will be will be....
Today....went to college with my colleague (dia baru perm rambut sey! mcm poodle wakaka) to settle up our MUET registrations..
there..we go here and there photocopying + approving bla bla..and u know what? something happened during dat time..something i cannot forget cos its my first time? hahaha..only some people would know n understand what i meant...
anyway...because of that..i had to lepak2 to chill myself ... so apalagi..roger emin..gerak kl...5 hour package @ Tbun...apa pnya malang...satu game pon x penah maen full...n server cc bole down? @!#$@@$^
tapi takpala..janji ada kepuasan sket...walaupun we are in the chinese territory ..we can still LAN C maa! :D

ps: kemas umah kemas umah!

Genting Genting Genting!!!!!

2009-06-05T20:50:00.000-07:00

After planning and failing for how many sems (since 2nd sem) .. we finally get our chance to go to Genting Highland..thanks to Epa who sold us some tickets..
still...there are many who didnt come along..(mirul laa paling sial..ajak p kata takda dwet..ari sebelom tu bole ja makan kat Williams rm42 macidai!)

The journey began...i woke up late as i was doing many2 things the day before..(servicing car etc)...so sampai2 kat rafi bistro everyone was waiting for moi..the big boss..V.I.P.

After pekena teh o ais + 2 half boiled eggs..the 'couples' car went off first..while me , yaz , elfina, aya wait for my car to be cleaned nearby..
as soon as its done, i drive as fast as i could straight to kl,then to karak..but on the way...the ever-worry Aizat asked me to buy a few gas tanks for him because he's afraid on top of genting there are no fuel station.."Ridiculous!"
so i had to stop and bought 3 tanks and clean it up ..took me almost an hour for all the process..and aizat can call me "Lu mana bai? kitorang da start maen da kat atas".. WTF?? "Gua beli tong minyak lu la cibai!!!!"

Upon arrival at the peak..the girls were screaming.. "Sejuk gilaaa!!! Seronoknye!!! Waweeewoooo!!!!" , like crazy...
for me...i thank God as there is no sign of mist anywhere..if not..it would have been quite difficult for me to drive.. (2 times went to genting during misty and rainy day)..

One of the screamers/shouters

goin up is one problem..then to look for parking is another..luckily we got one near the hotel...so apalagi...park n MOVE IT MOVE IT!! yeah..letih sia drive..40km / hour...
we went straight to the ticket changing booth and trade our tickets for the wrist pass..searched for the couples and found them buying foods at one stall...they challenged us all to board the Space Shot..and me..as an alien who afraid of nothing but cockroaches-and-anything-insects-with-legs-that-can-fly (ooops!) with gaya ala2 Padaiyappa went straight to the thing. Space shot my ass..i've been to many galaxies in my life (watching futurama le) ..

See the eager look in my face? Lmao!

looking bored

Aya konon2 buat peace..padahal dia la paling kuat jerit

"here it goes"

i survived the 'boring' space shot easily ... zat..gua tak gentar la..hak ptuih!

then..the girls wanted to play the swinging things..i didnt so do fiqar n aizat..as the thing looks childish (the real reason is that the seat looks unfit for us hunks with tough ass xD)

The Hunks

The Karos

Pemintak sedekah berjaya!

Masa ni blum kapel lagi ek..adik akak lagi waakakak

1 picture with thousands of words

Gay bole, nyah pon bole, aku tetap aku haippp!!!

Rogol di khalayak ramai!

Ha ni la benda bodoh aku cakap tu

then we went for the next excitement..eat! haha...after goin to space we got hungry (especially the hungry monster yazmin) ..so we went nearby to buy some food..i wanted nasik lemak ayam but it was sold out...damnit! bihun pon bihun laa..

Hat stealers!

after that..i personally suggested we take a ride on the monorail which is 'fast' moving .. we went for a tour around the land and set our goals on which to board next...we got separated in different stomach parts of the caterpillar but its okay..we can still communicate through the openings..

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The thing i hate the most is..that almost everything we want to do must start with long queing..haizzz....school holidays sucks!

Yazmin azminuddin with "jakunized" face in toilet

Konon la nak lompat..haa

Haa..bergaya camni kan lagi macho

Credit to brader iguana

Brader iguana

XoXo.... Dildo girls!

Then when the girls were riding cups of ribena or something..the guys went to the show-me-what-you-got booths..fiqar n me tried tossing coins but failed..then i ask the brader. "Bro, sni ada shooting tak?" .. Brader : "Ada ada...lu naek atas..tu sana ada shotgun shooting punya ma"..
so we went..n it wasnt shotgun mofo..it was rifle..or maybe shotgun? dono la...
as a sharpshooter in CS...i dont let myself down n shot down the whole thing and won a green bear..which was 'stolen' by elfina..hahahaha..and aizat got the blue one for his beloved...fiqar..hmm..cube lagi yek...muehehe

Lepas penat menembak..haih..lantak la nak amek gamba pejadah ke..aku lapar..concentrate on eating my maggi bowl (aya kedekut maggi cup..nah hamek aku beli bowl terus!)

Detik2 'tuuut'

A guy with karos under the moonlight

Relaxx brooo

Narathiwat..ha tu la patung yg aku menang!

nasib elle lepas

Before the horrifying Flume Boat Ride

Sumpah la...the most horrifying rides were the flume boat..haha..because the only safety it has is the steel bars besides us which we had to hold tightly to avoid being tossed away from the boat..darn! Luckily blakang got tanker..but in front me..a litle elf who was lucky to pass the height test..haiz..tak sampai hati nak himpit mcm tanker kat belakang a.k.a fiqar. (wahahaa)... habis maen basah lenjun wa cakab luuu! Macam cibai

well...the blog will continue once i got the pictures from everyone else.. Yazmin!!! mana gambar!!!????

to be continued....

First paper

2009-06-01T09:40:00.000-07:00

wah lau..kelam kabut sial..ni semua angkara anasir-anasir kat umah yg menggoda aku utk mendota sepanjang malam exam..lanjai korang!
tepat jam 9 pagi aku mulakan sesi study...tapi study terstop stop ah..asek tertdo..tdo pegang notes gaya ala2 maen pool gitu meniarap.
tup tap study...sedor2 da kul 12..lapa plak! p kuar dgn hajat lepak 'port' baru..tapi 'barang' yg di tunggu blum smpai..maka p la port lama a.k.a Rafi Bistro. kat situ..ceq panggel kawan ceq bernama Siti Sarah utk tlg ceq stadi..so kitorang pon diskas punya diskas sampai la nak dkat masok xm..sampai je ak kena tgor.. "Kenapa lambat?" ,.. "Aaa..silap kelas tadi"..dgn selamba je ak maen duduk tempat dpan skali.. (ye la kan fill up the empty seats la katakan) ...tiba2 satu kelas gelak kat aku bila yg jaga xm tu tnya.. "U ni Danielle ke?" .. "Wtf...aku lupa skang ni xm ada seat number!" ..dgn pantas muke tebal aku angkat barang2 aku p duk kat tempat aku...ccb..awal2 xm da kelam kabut...
fuh..nasib soalan bole tahan gak la..at least jawab full..n skang ak da tak dapat pegang rekod kuar awal aku...damn Yazmin! jaga kaw!

balek xm..jmpa membe lama..Khairuddin nama dia..skang dia da berubah..takda rambut pacak2..lepak2 sembang2 gelak2 jab..then chiao..

itu la sedikit sbyk kisah seorang pemuda yg tak muda mana n perlu makeover (kot? haha)
duit duit duit..mana korang...

ps: tanak ah 'buatberakhir'
ps2: genting2 here i come bebeh!

Two souls dwelling in one body

2009-05-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

Rakan? Sahabat? Kawan?
Memang benar kita seharusnya meramaikan rakan daripada musuh .. tetapi salahkah aku menyuarakan pendapat aku sendiri? Ok la..kalaw pendapat aku yang hina lagi tak ckup makeover ni tak boleh diterima pakai.. aku nak post sket something..renungilah

Hadith Tentang Sahabat

Telah bersabdanya Rasulullah SAW sebagaimana yg diriwayatkn oleh Al-Tirmizi yang bermaksud, seseorang itu akan terpengaruh dengan temannya. Maka hendaklah sesorang kamu itu memilih siapa yang harus dijadikan teman.

Telah bersabda Rasulullah SAW yang diriwayatkn oleh Al-Bukhari & Muslim: Maksudnya perumpamaan teman yg baik & teman yang tidak baik ialah umpama wangi-wangian dan tukang besi. Adapun pembawa wangi-wangian, sama ada dia memberinya sedikit ataupun anda membeli daripadanya sedikit ataupun kamu dapat mencium dprdnya bau yang wangi. Manakala tukang besi, sama ada dia membakar bajunya ataupun kamu akan mencium dairpadanya bau-bauan yang busuk.

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. yang maksudnya, bahawasanya ada seorang lelaki yang pergi menziarahi saudaranya yakni sahabatnya di sebuah kampung yang lain. Lalu Allah menyuruh seorang malaikat untuk memerhatinya di dalam perjalanan. Lalu malaikat itu bertanya kepada lelaki itu, “Hendak ke mana engkau?” Lelaki tersebut menjawab, “Aku hendak menemui seorang sahabatku di kampung itu”. Malaikat bertanya lagi, “Adakah bagimu bumi kepadanya yang engkau mengharap balasan daripadanya?” Tidak, aku mencintainya kerana Allah SWT. Maka berkatalah malaikat itu kepadanya, “Bahawa sesungguhnya aku ini adalah utusan Allah kepada engkau. Bahawa sesungguhnya Allah SWT telah mencintaimu sebagaimana kamu mencintai dia kerana Allah”. (Hadith riwayat Muslim).

Sahabat yang menunjukkn kebaikan kepada kamu, adalah sahabat yg baik. Dan sahabat yang menunjukkn kesalahan kamu, adalah sahabat yg paling baik

Tak cukup lagi? Boleh2...boleeeeh je aku post lagi..

Seperti yang pernah dikatakan dalam pepatah Arab bahwa “jika bersahabat dengan penjual minyak wangi maka kita menerima percikan wanginya dan manakala kita bersahabat dengan tukang besi,percikan apinya akan melubangi baju kita” pendek kata pepatah Arab ini mengingatkan diri kita tentang bagaimana sebenarnnya kita boleh menempatkan diri tentang erti sebuah persahabatan apalagi jika kita memilih rakan atau sahabat untuk mencapai kejayaan dalam bekerja.

Last but not least, "petikan dari khutbah jumaat 11 januari 2007"

Ramai kaum homoseksual ini hidup dalam tingkat keintiman yang tinggi dari hetroseksual, termasuklah antara gay dan lesbian. Di antara faktor yang mendorong ke arah meningkatnya gejala buruk dan sumbang ini ialah faktor keluarga, faktor biologi, faktor individu itu sendiri yang hilang kepercayaan dan dendam pada kaum sejenis. Ertinya, kita berhadapan dengan kumpulan manusia yang telah sekian lama mewarisi pelbagai faktor dalam hidup dan melampiaskan hawa nafsu mereka hanya untuk keseronokan dunia tanpa memikir panjang akibat dan kesan jangka masa panjang. Apakah pandangan syarak terhadap amalan ini dan apakah hukumnya terhadap mereka yang melakukannya? Amalan sihaq atau musahaqah merupakan amalan terkutuk di dalam Islam. Tidak ada ulama’ yang mengatakan ianya sesuatu yang halal di sisi hukum syara’. Pengharamannya merujuk kepada firman Allah dalam surah al-Mu’minun, ayat 5-6
dan sebuah Hadis Rasulullah s.a.w. yang bermaksud: Seorang lelaki janganlah melepaskan nafsunya kepada seorang lelaki di dalam sehelai kain dan seorang perempuan janganlah melepaskan nafsunya kepada seorang perempuan dalam sehelai kain (Nail al-Autar, 6:16).

Renung-renungkanlah tentang apa yg aku post ni yea?

ps: If u haven't learned about what friendship really is in Islam (not through some rationale thinking or from the perspective of the West) then you haven't learn anything either.
ps2: I dont post this to show off or what, i just felt that i have to make whoever involved realize what i really meant. I dont want any harm nor want to harm anyone. If u want to accept my advice, u can take it, if u dont want,so be it. I have no regret in posting this as i will accept any consequences on it.

Thanks and please accept my sincere apologies to anyone who is targeted.

Test? Ujian?

2009-05-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

There are so many tests i've been through this past few weeks...
and today...i just took my Competency Test...and i think im not that competence yet..
hopefully i'll pass.,,or even if i fail..it doesnt matter..i'll just keep goin on and on...there's no harm in failing and continuing..but it is better than failing and stopping...rite?

During my competency tests..i was asked a question (speaking test) ..
The question was,
Mdm S :What have you realized during this past 3 months?
Me : Erm..i've realized that i have wasted my times pursuing something that is not a priority to me. Ohhh, i've wasted my time!
Mdm S: Really? What was that?
Me : I wasted it by pursuing an impossible love, and going around pleasing people + socializing too much?..

Phew..at last the test is done..
went to sunway for a movie but bcos of the queue we changed plans..

Last but not least, i wish to someone-you-know-who-yourself-is-when-u-read-this happy always with your new life. Thanks for the memoirs.

Teh O Ais.

2009-05-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

Teh O Ais...the very favourite drink of mine...is a form of cold tea, often served in a glass over ice. It may or may not be sweetened. Iced tea is also a popular packaged drink. It can be mixed with flavored syrup, with common flavors including lemon, peach, raspberry, lime, and cherry. While most iced teas get their flavor from tea leaves, other herb-infused beverages are also sometimes served cold and referred to as iced tea. Unsweetened iced tea is sometimes made by a particularly long steeping of tea leaves (Camellia sinensis) at lower temperature (one hour in the sun versus 5 minutes at 80-100°C). In addition, sometimes it is also left to stand overnight in the refrigerator. The fact that i drink it very often anywhere i go started when i entered my college years. I wasnt fond of it at all before this, as i always drink other drinks such as choc/vanilla/fresh milk , syrup , carbonated drinks and many many many more. But to my realization, i started to dislike all those drinks as i can no longer eat / drink such sweet sweet things. I just felt like not to. Maybe that is why im no longer being sweet (as if i ever did lmao) or gentle.

Some useless/unreliable/untruthful facts i heard / saw :

1. Chicken is good for your teeth?
2. Ice cream was originally made without sugar and eggs.
3. In Bavaria, beer isn't considered an alcoholic drink but rather a staple food.
4. Spam stands for Shoulder Pork and hAM.
5. The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful plough man strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed."

Fears
1. Androphobia is a fear of men.
2. Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women.
3. Phobophobia is a fear of fearing.
4. Scopophobia is a fear of being looked at.
5. Clinophobia is the fear of beds.
6. Mageiricophobia is the intense fear of having to cook.
7. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
8. Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
9. Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
10. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.

Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!

2009-05-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Recently, so many many things are happening...arsenal losing to manutd..
me having 14 lesson plans to be ready after mid sem, having mid sem xm, and presentation (im the first damn it!) ...

well at least one thing is a relief..im trying to stop doing what i've been doing for so long.. (^^,)
hopefully la..it'll be a relief..not giving me more troubles n pain...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Arsenal - Manutd = 1-3 (1-4)
Chelsea - Barca = 1-1

Manutd - Barca = ??

Chaos???

2009-04-26T01:00:00.000-07:00

Have u ever heard of chaos? Chaos in malay means 'Huru-hara'. Actually, i dont know why im posting over this..but i just want to say , chaos is the right word rite now for my mind. Its so chaotic in here that i cant think right! How weird, yesterday, i went to all the usual places i always do but with different routes. If its shorter, it'll be fine..but its so fucking far and its like im making a round to get the places. Whoooo! Nevertherless, i got to where i wanted.

These past few days, i've been thinking, and thinking, am I able to be a good teacher? Will i be able to cope up with the students' behaviour? Can i manage to co-operate with the teachers? Will I? Can I? !!!!!!!!!!!!

The more i learn the subjects, the more im having trauma of going to school. Its called Paranoid. Period.

There are other things on my mind too, but i guess i just have to brush them off for a while..or forever. I dont want more n more greys on my head! Plus, my body is getting weaker , day by day, with every puffs i make. Damn those creators of cigarettes! It feels so hard to breathe..sometimes..and i get tired easily..am i dying? One thing i know, i must STOP. Sooner or later. I dont want to lose anyone anymore because of these. I lost my father and my uncle because of it. And yet, i repeated history of smoking. Oh please, my inner will, please, be tough!

CRAPS!

Save yew..nice song

2009-04-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

nggak tau maw update apa

1st April..fool?

2009-03-31T09:32:00.000-07:00

Celebrations all over the world...but me? I dont celebrate such thing...practical jokes hoaxes bla bla..they sucks!

Changing of PM

2009-03-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

Soon, Malaysia will have its 6th Prime Minister a.k.a Perdana Menteri...
Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi handed over the burden to his successor, Datok Seri Najib Razak...from what i knew, it will happen on the 2nd of April 2009...

Anyway, im not really posting because of that...its just that i havent post anything for some time..and i think i should...there are so many things happening..and oh.. on 2nd of april also...Fast n Furios 4 will be out!!! OMFG!!! I've been waiting for this!!! oh yeah!~!!!

Hm...on 3rd april..it will be 3 weeks since i had the accident at Setiawangsa...
i dont know why,..myself and many of my friends involved in accidents during this holidays...the worst one is amir of course...he was hospitalized for 2 weeks! That means he will have to be in isolation for the rest of his holidays..poor guy...
-Ini tangan amir-
and then..my fellow fren..Coelus..was involved in a car accident during his journey back to Terengganu..he didnt say a word...i got to know from a friend who was close to him.. DAMN! natang niii dop kabo ke aku!hahaha...naek tow truck dengor...ekekekeke

Ok..back to my 'x-siden' thingy...it was Friday..just after Friday prayer..i went back home , pick my mom, and went to Giant in setiawangsa...and during our way back home..it happens.SHIT happens.
I was hit by a taxi..and there we go...quarelling over whos fault it is...i didnt raise my voice because the taxi driver was an old man..and malay..and muslim..as myself...but the part which made me lose respect to him was when he asked for money and threat me to call his 'taxi gang' if i wasn't Muslim Malay..wtf??? I would've punched that old fart in his face if it wasnt because my mom near me..he disrespect my mom..that's enough reason for me to blow up. phew...

luckily enough im still thinking of consequences and not out of my mind yet.
So here's the wreck...bye bye hood...my new hood is getting far away from me!! T.T

Alhamdulillah nothing happened to me...
kena muhasabah diri byk2 ni...napa aku dan kengkawan eksiden???

Tagged again..

2009-03-05T10:26:00.000-08:00

Tagged By Sera..
1) Go to your photos' folder in your computer.
2) Go to the 6th folder of photos.
3) Get to the 6th picture in that folder.
4) Put the picture on your blog.
5) Put some description about the photo.
6) Invite 4 friends to join the challenge.
7) Link them in your blog.
8) Let them know they have been challenged.

picture of me and achap at a restaurant in singapore..sigh

Tag: Kakai, Blanche, Farah, Anna

Tagged by Elfina and Hamizah Aziz

2009-02-22T04:21:00.000-08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment telling them that they've been tagged and asking them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. Fuckin' love chocolates! But cant eat too much..saket gigi sia..tataw napa
2. DotA,pool,networking,loitering around the net
3. Hate backstabbers but am one of the backstabber
4. Did many regretful things
5. Killed lots of 'serangga pilehan'
6. Love cars but dont really know much about it
7. Computer geek
8. Love gadgets
9. Borros
10. Dunhill preferably
11. Ageing, grey hairs
12. Loonatic,emotional,sensitive,jealous
13. I have weird pose of lying down on floor while reading
14. Hate clowns after watching 'IT'
15. Love nasik lemak soo much.
16. Easily fall in love?
17. Try to be loyal
18. Manga , comic lovers
19. Somewhat anak mak xD
20. one of my name's meaning : Penunggang Kuda / Horse Rider....
21. tried to diet and stop smoking..a lot of times
22. jinxed a lot...i mean..sometimes things already happened in my dreams
23. watched too much violence made me somewhat vulnerable to it
24. once hate football
25. virgin hehehehe

Tag: Praevina , Sarah , Yazmin , Apan, Sha

Bye bye teenagers!

2009-02-08T02:48:00.000-08:00

Today... 8th february 2009...i kissed goodbye to my beloved teenage life..as im turnin' 20 today!

There were so many things happening b4|during|after the day...
Firstly .. i was so DAMN frustrated when i got a call from my mom..she said something about something from someone that made me uncomfortable and a little bit PISSED OFF!
N cos of that..i totally blew my own bday (mybe) ..by letting out my anger on my beloved friends n to myself.
How damn stupid i was. Sigh
But then again...when i was driving to klang back home...during the congested traffic (as usual)..i texted 'the friends' i have been yelling or whatsoever at..and said im sorry...luckily they understands me and forgave me..so i became more calm that nite...
still, im a bit stressed with what's happening and dont really know what to do..i feel like jumping off brunsfield apartment,or smoke to death, or even drive crazily until i die in a crash at that time...
N then i chose the slowest but painful death among all...which is SMOKING.
So the next day (8th feb) .. when i woke up early in the morning...im happy because my mom had baked me a chocolate cake..thanks Mom! Eventhough u said , "Ini je termampu skang ni"..to me..that's more than enough..own baked cake by you made me so damn happy..i know we are on tight budget..so dont worry mom..i dont need fancy stuffs or anything like i used to want when i was younger...
(I never really like celebrating my own birthday anyway...only with family..mom,brothers are enough for me..thank you for not turning me to be birthday liker..hehe) But, i do enjoy celebrating others' bday :D
So after everything..eating cakes etc...
I went from klang to kl to send my mom ..and then straight to OU becos friends are waiting there. One of them, Nurul Yazmin had invited me for a movie and hangouts with friends...and also Khairunnisa ..who was so eager (btol ke? hehe) inviting me to go there. Actually, i plan to run far away on bday as i felt something would happen (kena baleng telo ke apa ke)...but after turning them down they somewhat mad at me, i decided to go on with their plans.
And so i was there at OU, lucky me i found it! I wasnt so sure cos i rarely go to OU. I hate that place .. just bcause of the parking lots and the freakingly lots of fly overs in damansara.
There, i went searching for them and finally met them at TGV..i decided to fill my stomach first cos im damn tired and hungry!
BK pon BK la...had my 2nd french burger or something there. the first was during Sera's bday at section 13 BK. GOD i hate burgers but this burger is like..roti canai to me! xD

Then came my first suprise..3 girls.. Khai , Syira , and Blanchet came with a box of donuts with Epy 20th Bday MR Panda :) writings on the donuts..how sweet..
i meant the donuts. :P
Due to my pain teeth when eating sweets..i ate only one of the donut there...and save up the rest when i get home later.

The Birthday Donuts :)

I somewhat felt happy and suprised as i dont much expect it (due to what i did b4 that xD) ..thanks Khairunnisa.
Then we went for the movie "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"
It was about a guy..who was born old..and died a baby..he was getting younger and younger (how i wish im like that lol..nah..jk) ...

Btw..i didnt know Blanchet was in the movie lol! xD

Anyway...i watched the fucking 3 hours movie with joy...and sadness...
the joyful part is its free (Thanks YAZMIN!)
and the sad part..i had to sit with all the couples and a couple wannabee..dang!
Takper2...sabo je la..
The 3 hours of sitting made my butt stiffed...cos we Men dont have natural cushions like Women do. What i mean natural cushion is their butt....eventhough i have fatty butt..its none near the cushion like butt.. T.T
(I first heard that statement when i was in school..it was my teacher..or one of the practical teachers that thought me)

Elfina & Wan Fakhruz Syakirin
Siti Sarah
Bday Guy (not boy okay!)
Khairunnisa
From left: Fatah , Syira , Shazlyn (aa kat blakang lyn ada khai,n belah kanan ada tangan Blanchet! xD)
Siti Sarah , Mohd Ikram Shah and Nurul Yazmin
Blanchet Bridget , Syira Shah
Hanif Zulkhairi n Qashwa(tak reti eja..jgn mara anep! :P)

See how depressed i was? (waiting for the girls outside the restrooms)

After the movie...we lepak2 in OU for a while while arguing for the next destination...
and lastly we decided to go and eat the infamous Chicken Chop at Uptown Damansara.
Syira, "Pais..ko naek ngan aku la..ko park kete" ..i was like "Oh , ok. Jimat minyak"
n so we pinpoint our rendezvous ..i thought i was the last to be there...but fatah came later than me :P.. (fyi, i searched for my car for like..20-30 minutes) ..damn parking lots!

After parking my car in front of the 7e11 to be safe..(yeah..selamat selamat..tp penoh taik burung..lahanat kuda tol.)..we went to uptown damansara...so many people there...and i think i've been there when i was young..(im old now T.T) ...my cousin used to bring me there to buy pirated vcds..hell yeah! xD
and today..i went there for a pirate chicken....chop.

Chicken Lanun..wooo..uptiown Dmansara!

All in all..it was 'fun' and happy..at least i forget about my unhappiness for a while there...thanks guys

Credits to:
Khairunnisa
Nurul Yazmin
Siti Sarah
Elfina Tajul Ariffin
Wan Fakhruz Syakirin
Mohd Ikram Shah
Syira Shah
Blanche Bridget
Shazlyn Ashikin
Fatah
Hanif Zulkhairi
Qashwa

did i miss anyone? dont think so...thanks again!

Oh, after the whole thing..i went back to kl..and a few days later i came back...i found something in my drawers...

Music box...with the music "Hey Jude from Beatles" in it...i couldnt say much...this is my first time ever to get such thing..which im sooo happy and excited of...at first i thought someone misplaced it..the wrappings seems like the thing kirin and anep got at i-dont-know-who's wedding b4...
But when i looked inside..waweee!!
I guess its for me..rite? happy 20th bday..without the name of sender and receiver...so i started calling and thanking ..at first the person who gave me that box didnt want to admit it...but then i got to know the truth after some 'research' :D

Thanks to 'you'!

So..all in all..i got :
Own baked Birthday Cake - mom
Bday Donuts - Kai NTG or alone.
Free movie ticket - Nurul Yazmin
Music Box - Kai
Wishes - People

That's all...after all the free time i have..i chose to type this on the nite b4 my final paper tmrw..hahahaha...adios!

Pain. Hate.

2009-01-31T08:23:00.001-08:00

I really hate backstabbers ... but i realized just now ..what i did is actually backstabbing too..now i really hate myself! !@#!$#!%$^!%@!%

Good Story

2009-01-24T00:19:00.001-08:00

A farmer’s donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it wasn’t worth it to save the donkey. He asked his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed shovels and began to shovel dirt into the well.

First, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. As the neighbors shoveled dirt on the animal, he shook it off and took a step up. Soon, all were amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!

Life shovels dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

The donkey later came back and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him. The gash from the bite got infected, and the farmer died in agony from septic shock.

The Moral of this story:

* M1 - When you do something wrong and try to cover yourself, it always comes back to bite you!
* M2 - Remember the 5 simple rules to be happy:

1)- Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2)- Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3)- Live simply and appreciate what you have.
5)- Expect less.
4)- Give more.

Laws of Life

2009-01-23T23:17:00.001-08:00

Murphy’s First Law for Wives: If you ask your husband to pick up five items at the store and then you add one more as an afterthought, he will forget two of the first five.

The Salary Axiom: The pay raise is just large enough to increase your taxes and just small enough to have no effect on your take-home pay.

Miller’s Law of Insurance: Insurance covers everything except what happens.

First Law of Living: As soon as you start doing what you always wanted to be doing, you’ll want to be doing something else.

Weiner’s Law of Libraries: There are no answers, only cross-references.

Isaac’s Strange Rule of Staleness: Any food that starts out hard will soften when stale. Any food that starts out soft will harden when stale.

The Grocery Bag Law: The candy bar you planned to eat on the way home from the market is always hidden at the bottom of the grocery bag.

Lampner’s Law of Employment: When leaving work late, you will go unnoticed. When you leave work early, you will meet the boss in the parking lot.

These things..seems quite real..but dont get too attached to it as it is syirik.

2009-01-23T06:49:00.000-08:00

Is your birthday day 1 of the month? You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love, You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

Is your birthday day 2 of the month? Your Life, You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem Your Love. Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.

Is your birthday day 3 of the month? Your Life, Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love, Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Is your birthday day 4 of the month? Your Life, You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Is your birthday day 5 of the month? Your Life, Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so. Your Love, Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.

Is your birthday day 6 of the month? Your Life, You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love, Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

Is your birthday day 7 of the month? Your Life, You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence. Your Love, You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

Is your birthday day 8 of the month? Your Life, You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love, Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

Is your birthday day 9 of the month? Your Life, You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love, You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.

Is your birthday day 10 of the month? Your Life, You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love, You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

Is your birthday day 11 of the month? Your Life, You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love, You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.

Is your birthday day 12 of the month? Your Life, You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper. Your Love, You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.

Is your birthday day 13 of the month? Your Life, You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. Your Love, Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.

Is your birthday day 14 of the month? Your Life, You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across. Your Love, You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

Is your birthday day 15 of the month? Your Life, You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love, You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.

Is your birthday day 16 of the month? Your Life, You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love, You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

Is your birthday day 17 of the month? Your Life, You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love, Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great. You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

Is your birthday day 18 of the month? Your Life, At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love, You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

Is your birthday day 19 of the month? Your Life, You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love, You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

Is your birthday day 20 of the month? Your Life, You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love, You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

Is your birthday day 21 of the month? Your Life, You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream person is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy/gal in your heart.

Is your birthday day 22 of the month? Your Life, You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love, You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.

Is your birthday day 23 of the month? Your Life, You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to ace with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on. Your Love, Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.

Is your birthday day 24 of the month? Your Life, You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love, Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Is your birthday day 25 of the month? Your Life, You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love, You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.

Is your birthday day 26 of the month? Your Life, You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Traveling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love, You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

Is your birthday day 27 of the month? Your Life, You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Is your birthday day 28 of the month? Your Life, You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

Is your birthday day 29 of the month? Your Life, You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you. Your Love, You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.

Is your birthday day 30 of the month? Your Life, You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love, You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

Is your birthday day 31 of the month? Your Life, Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously. Your Love, You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Birthday again.

2009-01-20T03:34:00.000-08:00

This is the recorded version of the bday suprise-which-is-not-so-suprise.

My first try!

2009-01-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

hahaa bapak bughok...takpa..nanti lama2 makin pandai makin ok la.. :P

Happy Birthday Kiah/Kakai/Echa!

2009-01-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

Exams are finally over!!!

2009-01-09T20:43:00.000-08:00

first post of this year.. 012-4661128 is the number i got.

2009-01-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

Here's your new digits: (area code)
016- im a girl
012- im a guy
019- im both

1st number, put what you are :
1 - gay
2 - taken
3 - single and what ever happens, happens
4 - single and like someone but no chance with that person (broken)
5 - taken & loving every second of it
6 - taken and likes someone else
7 - like i'm telling?
8 - single and like someone
9 - single and like someone that likes you back
0 - dating around

2nd number, put your current Mood :
1 - Nervous
2 - Sad
3 - Cheerful
4 - Angry/mad
5 - happy
6 - Confused
7 - Just fine
8 - Sleepy
9 - Lonely

3rd number is the color of your shirt :
1 - Black
2 - Pink
3 - Yellow
4 - Red
5 - Blue
6 - Green
7 - White/Gray/brown
8 - Purple
9 - Orange

4th Number is the month you were born in :
1- Jan or Feb
2 - June
3 - April
4 - May
5 - July or March
6 - Aug - Sept
8 - Oct
9 - Nov
0 - Dec

What number is your Favorite Color :
1 - Black
2 - White
3 - Red
4 - Blue
5 - Green
7 - Purple
8 - Pink
9 - Yellow
0 - other

6th Number is your favorite sport
1- Soccer
2- Other
3- Cheer leading
4- Hockey/Field Hockey
5- Football
6- dancing
7- Baseball/softball
8- Tennis
9- basketball
0- Volleyball

7TH NUMBER WHAT R U
1- Gemini
2- Capricorn
3- Sagittarius/Aries
4- Virgo
5- Leo
6- Taurus
7- Libra
8- Aquarius
9- Scorpio
0- pieces/Cancer

012-4661128

Bye bye 2008, holla 2009!

2008-12-31T05:30:00.001-08:00

Hm..tatkala jam mnunjukkan 12 a.m...maka berakhirlah tahun 2008 ...yg tinggal hanyalah memori2 yg masih segar diingatan...harap2 dia tahun 2009...zaman gelap ku akan berakhir jua..

New year? Cakap sal new year...mesti skang ramai ngah berpusu-pusu ke tmpat2 yg happening , sunyi, dan sebagainya ngan aktiviti dan harapan masing2. Tapi aku...duk umah je la. Layan blues sorang2..hahaha...salah sapa? salah aku jugak...walaupun da ramai pelawa aku ke sana sini...tp aku MALAS!..
dgn keadaan yg pening skang ni..aku cam malas gila la nak pegi tmpat crowded...makin pening ada la...ckup la skali ja aku sambut new year kat tmpat crowded gila a.k.a Bukit Bintang...tu pon gi ngan kazen aku...taun 2001...
Ingatan tu maseh segar....tatkala aku di sembur2 ngan air setan (beer dan sekutunya) dan juga spray party thu..rimas aku! Tp ada satu part yg aku syiok masa tu...jalan crowded...berhimpit-himpit cam sardin..terlanggar-langgar ngan amoi..wooooo
best...tp stakat tu je la...(lahanat tol aku)..

Erm..panjang lak aku taip blog..maklumlah kesunyian..heh
Kepada sapa yg baca blog ni..maseh ah...sesaje je...
Erm..pe lagi nak cite?
Oh ye...azam tahun baru...erm...berenti merokok? Yea yea..aku akan usahakan...bkn demi sesiapa yg laen..ttpi demi diri aku jugak...aku tanak mengulangi peristiwa yg mnimpa ayah ngan pak cik aku yg tersayang...dua dua nye sakit jantung sebab hisabbb rokok ni...aku tanak mak aku sedih aku pon terima nasib yg sama...plus...orang keliling aku merangkap 2ndhand smoker...lg teruk effect dia...aku tanak kehilangan orang2 tersayang aku...tu ja...so far so good..aku tak beli DUNHILL hahahaha...aku akan stop (insya-ALLAH) lepas da hisab semua jenis rokok kat kdai...heheheh

Ohhh..rasa cam nak taip panjang lagi...tp takda idea!
Jap..lek sap kok lu...

hmm...ok baru gua teringat balek...starting tahun 2008..masa bye2 kan tahun 2007..aku lepak kat pool ampang ngan aizat izat n amir kot...masa tu mmg seronok ah maen pool..ada pakcik 4 orang tu ...maen..bila masok je bola terus jerit "Happy New Year!" ..so kitorang pon ikot la dorang gak...hahaha...macam sial. ok.

hohhoho..skang aku tak sorang...ijat datang tman aku lak.hooray! hehehe
so dota time! chalo bette!

Cerita sdih..taktau la da post ke blom..tp post je la!

2008-12-30T22:57:00.001-08:00

Mak.....

Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan
sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih....
Mak tau tak.....
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak..... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....
mak macam dan sedia.....
Seminggu sebelum tu.....mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.....
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih..... kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu..... pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak.....
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran diam ......
kengkadang siaran indonesia ...mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi
mak ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas
mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...kiter
kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm..bahagiaa nya saat ituu..
Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 s akit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk..
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..mak memang degil..
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit kami adik
beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.... ..
Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....
Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak k e hospital dan itu lah pertama dan
terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak, kiter kata nak beli kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer..cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit... mak gelak ajerr.....
Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai....mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.. ....
Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...bila kiter eksiden terlanggar kelinn naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat
mak.....
Bila balik sahaja kampong....kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....
Mak....tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau...
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...
mak, kiter menipu mak kan ...ampon kan kiter....
Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pa gi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital.... nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn
Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..kosong. ...sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar
suasananya.. ... terasa syahdu dan s ayu gitu...dinginnnn. ....
Mak.....
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan .....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buat
gitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....
Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis..... kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi.... Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la.....nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh, kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya..!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya... .
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...anak mak yang seorang tu demam....
Mak tauu...cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan.. .
Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...boleh kata setiap malam selepas
maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan. ....
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...tangisan tak dapat dibendung...
Mak tauu...kiter cuba bertahan... memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak... nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ...????
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi ... Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak..nanti kalau
gini ajer mak yang susah kat sana ..."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis ..... Agaknya mak nampak adegan tu...
sebab malam jumaat kata orang roh balik rumahh... mengharap sedekah da ri anak2 nya...
Mak tau tak...di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat... menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma...hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....
Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu.... kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ....
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak... esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje... Takper yer mak...kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH dan jutaan terima kasih
kerana membesarkan kiter... memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah.. sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang... boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..
Sekian terima kasih.

Yang Benar
Anak mak yang dah tak degil

p/s Bagi yang ada emak , tunjukkan lah kasih sayang anda sementara ada sedikit masa lagiii.....

Goodbye

2008-12-28T03:38:00.000-08:00

Good bye last year..welcome new year...

Selamat Tahun Baru Ma'al Hijrah 1430!
Maaf kepada semua yang telah kulakukan kesilapan.
Im very very sorry. For the reservations i made and then canceled. For whom i've hurt..especially u.. Ms. Emo.
Hopefully this new year ...i wil be able to do what i intend to do...azam beb!

its so breezy...

2008-12-23T23:09:00.000-08:00

the wind blowing...dis is the first time i feel it...i feel it..i feel it!!!
blehhhh!!!

143 in 23

2008-12-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

♥MALAY ; aku cinta kamu / saya sayang awak
♥ENGLISH ; i love you
♥POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
♥FRENCH ; je t'aime
♥HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
♥CZECH ; miluji te
♥SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
♥ITALIAN ; ti amo
♥UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
♥GERMAN ; ich libe dich
♥CHINESE ; wo ai ni
♥GREEK ; s' agapo
♥HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
♥LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
♥KOREAN ; sa rang hae
♥JAPENESE ; aishiteru
♥ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
♥BOSNIAN ; volim te
♥ALBANIAN ; te dua
♥FILIPINO ; mahal kita
♥SPANISH ; te amo
♥PORTUGESE ; amo te
♥ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

cRaZy NiTe?

2008-12-19T08:26:00.000-08:00

I was resting alone (all my housemates were out) on my fav spot (near my lappy) ... when i suddenly started thnking of something...and it really bothers me! I searched everywhere for that thing...and 'it' is nowhere to be found...fuck! I rushed down into Basement 2, reached my car...searched in my car...
bla bla bla...still..i couldnt find 'it'! Then i drove out of B2, (while leaving my C902,my cigarettes) at home..went to nearest 7e11 (which is inside a Shell station), i asked the guy there... "Do u have 'it'?" , and he searched or 'it'...and lastly gave up and says, "Sorry we dont have 'it'...then i rush myself to Petronas station and asked for 'it'...still..with dissapointing answer of "No". I didnt give up, so i went to TESCO Extra nearby (at 11:50 pm)....i parked..and ran inside...just to hear the P.A announcing , "We will be closing soon..thank you for coming and shop with us". Damn! I didnt get the chance to go inside at all! ..
And so on, i try my luck at Esso station..and finally..'it' was there!
I finally got my nail clipper...fuck these long nails are bothering me since last week! HAHAHAHAA
Stupid? Yeah i think so too..after i got back and see my housemates already at home..and i told them the journey i went ..with a reply "Ni bkn pengepit kuku ke atas laptop ni?" .. WHAT THE FUCK?????!!!!!!!

Je suis très désolé

2008-12-16T05:46:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry,
Thus i don't want this happening
Ooh i wish i could rewind back the time,
How foolish i am,
Stubborn as i am,
Why? Why? Why?
Fuck! I don't know why!
To me,
just you being there,
has already made my day,
no matter how tired,
or moody i am that day,
Oh,
I just don't know what to say,
For I'm blabbering in this tone of a poet?
Ha ha ha,
foolishness,
came to me..
Alas,
for true LOVE doesnt need words.

Good bye teenagers!

2008-12-13T20:32:00.000-08:00

That's what happen last nite for Shahira binti Mohd Shafiek (if im not mistaken)...
her beloved bf,a friend of mine/housemate/classmate...did a suprise partay for her birthday..aaa..so sweet la lu zat! haha...n for the first time yesterday...i ate a whole burger at Burger King...all due to the challenge and bet i had with aizat...which was...me eating the burger n him drinking milk (i think he's a lactose intolerrant person but mybe not) ...
And also..zat..kalaw kaw bca ni...sumpah dowh..smalam kaw mmg la cool n macho abes...first time open table sjak kenal lu? hahaha jk jgn marah...
Last but not least...they were sweet... suaping cakes each other... congrats on you,
(Aizat ///)

12 12 12

2008-12-12T13:09:00.000-08:00

Last nite, sharply at 12 am , 12 / 12 / 2008.. i did it.
The thing i've been waiting n waiting for some time...
With some friends who knew wishing me luck...thanks all...
Eventhough im not sure how it ends up..im GLAD i did what i always wanted to..hehehehehe
and to Ms. K ...thanks for that kind yet sophicsticated and very delicate answer... i know you're trying hard not to hurt me (just an opinion) .. so I THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
I guess you just needed more time...
Yeah i know im rushing things a bit...and hell i regret that a lot! HAHAHAHA
Hope things will b better in the future...
Lastly, this is for you ...

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

An update.

2008-11-07T08:14:00.000-08:00

Since the unknown shouter named Perogol and Perogol Bersiri keep asking me to update..so i shall update...
My recent activities are...holidays! XD
Plus, i have a crush on someone..
And oh, im running low on cash since after hari raya....aiya..spent too much!

I will update more (i have lots to catch up!) as soon as im really free and back to KL or Shah Alam...i havent uploaded the photos of me in Indonesia..(sorry auntie!) ...and many more..pangkor...and before that some other places...haiz...been very lazy lately...stab me and force me to update pls!

Lastly..out..DotAing and chatting.

PS: I'll update more soon!

A joyful day!

2008-09-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

Today, 1st October 2008 , as well as 1st Syawal 1429.. is the day muslims celebrate their 1 month of fighting...by fasting. It supposed to be a joyful day for everyone...but i guess not me. I had few things that made me sad and not as joy as everyone else...but i'll try not to be sad. It has been days since i've been sad...and today my sadness add up when these things happened.....
Early in the morning....due to the excitedness last nite...i overslept and missed my morning Raya prayer...dang! Then...when i was eating i was asked to be a runner .... for ice and mee...whoo...nevermind that...due to my carelessness...i scratched my car after i bumped into the gate...!@#@!%!#^
Anyway...this is a picture i took just now with my new baju raya...expensive maa! first time in my life i spend so much on clothings for raya....i guess My Dark Age needs a change..i define year 2008 is my Dark Age (zaman gelap) as im a total ass in this year!

A date which i could never forget. Ever!

2008-09-10T20:00:00.000-07:00

10/9/2004 8P.M

is the time when i got a call ... saying that ... my dad has passed away...i was silenced..paralyzed...by that statement...i couldnt help myself but be very very shocked and sad while i have to be strong and tell everyone (my mom, my brothers)...
Tears were rolling down my cheeks as i rang up my brothers one by one...
We went straight to Kelantan from Terengganu that night...

When we reached there he was already covered up with a blanket...i couldnt say anything...just sat next to him...and read him 'Surah Yasin'. God, eventhough im not very close to him...i could feel the loss when this happened. I never got the chance to be really close to him..as my parents were divorced when i was quite young...i suppose? I was like...3 months old to 1 year old..cant remember..but mom and all my brothers including me moved to Kuala Lumpur after that...mom raised us all by herself..thanks mom! I love you for being my angel in this world.

Back to the stories of my dad,... when i was young...he used to pick us up to stay with him for a week or so during school holidays..but whenever i went to Kelantan..i always cried...im not used to him..and i miss my mom...as a fact..im always the one who ruined everything...and my dad had to send me back home...the fastest was a day! Lol!

To think back..KL-Kelantan is quite far and yet...he drove all the way for us...thanks Dad for your effort! Eventhough i sometimes asked myself questions..why Dad left us? Why? Am I not good enough for him to have a reason to stay? Or am I the one who caused all these? Am I??????
Well i guess there's no point in saying anything more...but i now...can only pray hard for him...hopefully he'll get to a place called Heaven. Amin.

PS: To everyone who still have fathers and mothers...please..love them...they wont be around forever...and one more thing...dont depend too much on them...they are not immortals.

And one more thing...i got this in my email..very nice...im touched after i read this..(in Malay : terharu laa siot!)

Malaikat di rumahmu Suatu hari seorang bayi siap untuk
dilahirkan ke dunia.
Dia bertanya kepada Tuhan : "Para
malaikat disini mengatakan bahwa besok engkau akan
mengirimku ke dunia, tetapi bagaimana cara saya hidup
disana, saya begitu kecil dan lemah"?

Dan Tuhan menjawab, "Saya telah memilih satu malaikat
untukmu. Ia akan menjaga dan mengasihimu.
"

"Tapi disini, di dalam syurga, apa yang pernah saya
lakukan hanyalah bernyanyi dan tertawa.
Ini sudah
cukup bagi saya untuk berbahagia.
"

"Malaikatmu akan bernyanyi dan tersenyum untukmu
setiap hari.
Dan kamu akan merasakan kehangatan
cintanya dan menjadi lebih berbahagia.
"

"Dan bagaimana saya bisa mengerti saat orang-orang
berbicara kepadaku jika saya tidak mengerti bahasa
mereka ?"

"Malaikatmu akan berbicara kepadamu dengan bahasa yang
paling indah yang pernah kamu dengar; dan dengan penuh
kesabaran dan perhatian, dia akan mengajarkan
bagaimana cara kamu berbicara.
"

"Dan apa yang akan saya lakukan saat saya ingin
berbicara kepadaMu ?"

"Malaikatmu akan mengajarkan bagaimana cara kamu
berdoa.
"

"Saya mendengar bahwa di Bumi banyak orang jahat.

Siapa yang akan melindungi saya ?"

"Malaikatmu akan melindungimu, walaupun hal tersebut
mungkin dapat mengancam jiwanya.
"

"Tapi, saya pasti akan merasa sedih karena tidak
melihatMu lagi.
"

"Malaikatmu akan menceritakan padamu tentang Aku, dan
akan mengajarkan bagaimana agar kamu bisa kembali
kepadaKu, walaupun sesungguhnya Aku akan selalu berada
di sisimu.
"

Saat itu Syurga begitu tenangnya sehingga suara dari
Bumi dapat terdengar, dan sang anak bertanya perlahan,
"Tuhan, jika saya harus pergi sekarang, bisakah Kamu
memberitahuku nama malaikat tersebut ?

"Kamu akan memanggil malaikatmu, Ibu.
"

Ingatlah selalu kasih sayang ibu, berdoalah untuknya
dan cintailah dia sepanjang masa.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2008-09-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

Its been a week since Ramadhan started and Thank GOD that i survived fasting without any cheating or whatsoever. Phew! xD
The time really moves fast....it was already a week of Ramadhan and September! W00t! I still remember i went out for Merdeka celebration...it felt like yesterday...wth....at this rate i'll be old (i already am :P) soon!

Anyways, Happy Ramadhan to all muslims and may God bless u all for your 'ibadah'.

Hey ho~

2008-08-21T14:25:00.000-07:00

Its been a month (almost) since i last updated...i've been hell busy this month (ya rite!)i have lots of stuff i wanna uploads but im just too lazy to do it..haha..even the thing i promised to my distant relative also i havent done yet. ..so i will updates soon with pics!

"A stalker trust nobody" - me

Tagged by Veena

2008-07-29T01:43:00.000-07:00

1. The nickname given by your beloved ones
Pais
Paees
Ahmad Nabaish
Faris
Pees
Felisha (my mom wanted a girl soo much)

2. You are..

Hard headed, lazy, Wicked Sick!, DotA lover, single.

3. Someone special, what makes that individual to special in your point of view

When i see her or him special unlike others...?

4. My favourite food

Malay, Indian, Western, Thai, Minang

5. Favourite colour

Black, green, sometimes blue or dark blue

6. Favourite song(s) [for now]

Beirut - Postcards from Italy , Nevershoutnever - Big City Dreams, Jason Mraz - Life is Wonderful

7. People's attitude that makes u stress

persuasive people

8. 3 things that u must have in ur handbag

dont have handbag...

9. the last time u cried for real and badly, why?
donno..maybe when my father died?

10. Tag 6 of your friends
- Yazmin
- Sha
- Anep
- Belle
- Elle

The persuassive people

2008-07-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

On Thursday evening..when it began...
I was (as usual) surfing the net...watching my ym and msn list for things..which i dont know of..and suddenly...a friend of mine pmed me.
This was the conversation (not 100% accurate but kinda like this)

Her: Hey.
Her: Bodo nye aku.
Me: Huh? Nape lak?
Her: Takpe la..malu la nak cite
Me: Alaah...story je..pe cer?
Her: Tolong aku...
Me: Aaa..pe dia?
Her: Hm..smalam...kitorang pegi damansara...konon ada majlis ipts..tp sebnarnye luxor.
Me: AaaA???? Luxor? Memang sial Luxor tu..selalu tipu orang utk tarik orang datang.
Her: Tu la...n aku da bagi laptop aku kat akak tu...
Me: Biar betol???? Da tu camana?
Her: Da mintak..tp dorang cakap laptop ada kat orang atasan..kene tunggu orang tu free baru leh dapat. Camne ni?? Aku macam taknak join da luxor.
Me: Err....sape akak tu?
Her: Satu course ngan housemate aku..
Me: Da tu mintak je la!?
Her: Tak dapat.
Me: Bak sini nombo ngan nama dia..aku call
Her: Nah .. (she typed the number but i wont post it here due to privacy)
Me: Ok...tak pon pegi jumpe je senang..jap aku nak tanya membe aku yg tau sket pasal Luxor ni.
Her: Ok
Me: Elo? Hmm..membe aku suh call n gegar sket minah tu..amacam?
Her: Takper la...apa kata nanti ada meeting aku bawak ko skali? Ko nyamar laa...macam orang nak masuk luxor?
Me: Aaa..ok je..ada nanti kasitaw la..

So ... the next day..she told me that a meeting will be held tonite at Warong Opah (where the hell is it i dont even know!)

That day...i went helping Amirul renewing his driving license at Padang Jawa (near Klang) ..it was quite tiring...i was back at home at 6++ pm.. After a few minutes rest i get ready and went to 'her' house for that meeting...at first the luxor akak was supposed to be there at 8 but she didnt. I've waited for about an hour and went following that akak picking up other 'victims' of Luxor. Followed them and lastly knew that the Warong Opah is at Bukit Jalil..wtf! So far away and i only filled up the tank for like rm10 and it was Kirin's BMW (2.0 Litre) ...on the way..i followed 2 crazy Kancil female drivers..they change lanes like crazy and drive like crazy! Out of desperation i cut off one of the Kancil..but she seems not satisfied with that and quickly cut me off again...huh...these people crazy la!
After that they went crazy again...and i was like sesat..so i steadily went to the petrol station...filled up for rm40 (to be sure to have lots of fuel) ...buy some food as i was hungry and angry...and continued the journey..

we arrived there at the warong at around 11pm...and i was like..what the hell..im the only guy?
Then i realized there are lots of others....i ordered kuey teow pattaya but got rice instead...and had to pay for it! I thought they were gonna pay for me...haiz..k that fu**ed off already...after eating..i went to a mamak restaurant nearby to buy some cigs...and i heard some ppl there saying .. "Ni mesti orang luar...sombong je gaya"... another thing happened to me...fuck im cursed this nite! I smoked to relieve myself but then we were asked to go outside with chairs (like back then in school)...and i had to listen to their crap bragging for like 3 hours...
All they talked were about their achievement of getting own asset (cars , houses etc)
and that is success to them. Huh..it seems they are blinded by wealth after all. I wished to say a lot of things to them but just couldnt do it.

After that..at about 3am...we asked for the laptop but had to wait some more time as they are having private meeting. So we did. After an hour...they finally called my friend but forbid me to come along.
I waited again!
Because of tiredness and boredom..plus hatred and angry..i went interrupting their 'discussion' ... 'politely' hehehe...

Me: Assalamualaikum! (they looked at me shockingly)
Me: Abang..abang..kakak...mintak maaf ganggu...tp nak tanya ni...ada apa masalah lagi?
Luxorian: Ni takda kaitan ngan ko..ni hal family kami.
Me: (thinking to myself) ..wtf? Takda kaitan? Aku duk sini tunggu sampai 7 jam kaw kata takda kaitan? Babi lu!
Me: Ooo..tp saya esok ada kelas so saya nak balek cepat..da 4 am ni.
Luxorian: Aa...kejap lagi.

I went away angrily but i hid it ...and i dont know why..my fists were trembling...
Then i decided to call a friend...asking his opinion.
He told me... "Lu gerak je..tinggal je dia kat situ..lu da tunggu lama tp still nak borak2 lagi apa nye?" ..but i just couldnt...
So still wait for them to finish..i could see that she, my friend..was brainwashed by those 3 'taksub' ppl...

After a while..around 4++... she came ..empty handed...and what i guessed was right..she gave in and continue being a luxorian. End. I dont know what to say anymore but im just a bit disappointed and very sad for what happened.
Luxor sure is cunning to cheat people into joining and mostly youngsters who are easily blinded for wealthness... FUCK THEM!
I got back home at around 5:30 am after sending the friends back home...and sleep at around 6++ am...
Because of that i missed 2 classes with one of the class that have quiz that day... T.T

Phew..siap gak blog ni...eventhough i find it very weird to complain on a blog but i guess i am like that...call me girlish or what i dont care... thank you and the end.

Tagged by Sha..sorry sha...i just kno what tagged really means xD

2008-07-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

tagged by sha :D ...

RULES :

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

******

Starting time: 12.48 p.m

Name: Muhammad Faris bin Abdul Hamid
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 4
Shoe size: 10 or 11
Height: 179 cm
Where do you live: Shah Alam
Home sweet home: Taman Sri Andalas, Klang, Selangor
Favourite drinks: Iced tea, iced lemon tea,iced nescafe,mocha latte,cappucino..any drinks beside alcohol
Favourite breakfast: None..rarely have breakfast...usually brunch

HAVE YOU EVER

Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: berendam penah kot? dono how to swim
Fallen asleep in school: absolutely!
Broken someone's heart: dono...been broken
Fell off your chair: err yess..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Done that
Saved e-mails: Done that too
What is your room like: crowded
What's right beside you: dmy asus mouse and a box of tesco tissue
What is the last thing you ate: half boiled eggs last nite kot

EVER HAD

Chicken pox: not sure
Sore throat: Still having that occassionally cos im a smoker
Stitches: not sure

DO YOU

Believe in love at first sight: yep
Like picnics: not really

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You danced with: none..
Last made you smile: ikramshah's penyamun alarm tone
You last yelled at: cant remember...mirul kot...friendly yell

TODAY DID YOU

Talk to someone you like: nope...
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: influenza
Talked to an ex: not yet
Miss someone: yes
Eat: not yet
Best feeling in the world: cant tell
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no...
What's under your bed: dont have a bed at the moment
Who do you really hate: Satan
What time is it now: 12.54 a.m

RANDOM

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yesss . her?
Q: Do you have any siblings: Yesss
Q: Do you want children: Someday
Q: Do you smile often: I do..maybe
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: kind of even if they are ugly
Q: Are your toenails painted: nooooooooope
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My mom's , my friends'
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: not wearing any now
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: dota?
Q: I can't wait till: I get married and have stable life
Q: When did you cry last: last nite when i was soo sleepy..does that count?
Q: Are you a friendly person: maybe...also a stalker..also become someone else when provoked
Q: Do you have any pets: used to have cats..now i own human pets virtually

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
♥ I dont know

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
♥ no laaa...

Do you sleep with the TV on?
♥ more with the laptop on

What are you doing right now?
♥ Filling up this survey before i go out

Have you ever crawled through a window?
♥ maybe?

Can you handle the truth?
♥ Depends...

Are you too forgiving?
♥ depends on what....

Are you closer to your mother or father?
♥ mother...my father wasnt near me since he and mom divorced when i was young

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
♥ my classmates..when i was sleepy watching sloppy movie yesterday...lols but they cant see cos its dark

How many people can you say you've really loved?
♥ A lot.

Do you eat healthy?
♥ Nope

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
♥ Yes i do...

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
♥ Penah kot?

How often do you go to church?
♥ Never been to

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
♥ DotA,or just drive away being alone

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
♥ Depends...im loud with my friends...and quiet too

Are you confident?
♥ not really

5 THINGS I WAS DOING 10 YEARS AGO

♥ go to primary school
♥ always with my parents
♥ staying home , study, play kites, play with my cats
♥ eat eat + eat
♥playing around

5 THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST TODAY

♥ Go to JPJ with mirul (he wants to renew his license)
♥ Go back to klang
♥ Eat
♥ Help people
♥ Sleep
♥ DotA

5 SNACKS I ENJOY

♥ Chocolates
♥ Chipster?
♥ Dunhill
♥ Lollipops
♥ whatever i could get my hands on

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE

♥ world tour
♥ invest some more? hahaha
♥ support my mother and families
♥ buy stuffs
♥ donate
♥ build a RnD ...develope a higher technology to defeat the americans and japanese

5 OF MY BAD HABITS (i want more!)

♥ Smoke a lot
♥ Easy to fall for someone
♥ Easily accept other people's request.. (cant resist la..especially girls!)
♥ DotA a lot
♥ Drive dangerously sometimes
♥ Love to read others' sms (mostly my friends) and make fun of it .. :P
♥ Being gay
♥ Stalk people
♥ Spending a lot of money
♥ Sleep and do things while sleeping

5 PLACES I'VE LIVED IN

♥ Datok Keramat, KL
♥ Pintu Pong, Kota Bharu, Kelantan
♥ Kuala Terengganu
♥ Shah Alam
♥ Klang

5 JOBS I'VE HAD (slalu nak lebeyh je)

♥ Hamba-NYA
♥ Son
♥ Brother
♥ Friend
♥ KUMON Teacher
♥ Driver...praevina's official driver?

TAGGED ;

♥ Ikramshah
♥ Yazsamim
♥ Veena
♥ Elle
♥ Mza

FIFA hardcore!

2008-07-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

This is just a side post before i post the thing i've done in Indonesia lately...take a look at it...quite interesting..so far i've only seen laughter comes along with people who watched this :P

Outing with the crajis!

2008-07-10T13:47:00.000-07:00

Me , achap , nawal

WTF?

Hohohoh...finally...got the chance to hang out with the crazy (if that really what craji means) apan zhafran and raasi ureeeya. Actually..the beginning of that day i wasnt planning of that at all...i was actually awaken to send a friend of mine, an ex-schoolmate, Pojang, to Damansara. He was meeting someone by the name Fauzi there (from what i gathered he is one of the Hijjaz singer) .... so that's it..after goin thru some hassle..i sent him and missed my first class...and it was 'agama' class! T.T
To make up my sorrowfulness (lmao puma!) ..i texted the Vina and asked her out .. and oh..b4 that i passed by Cineleisure and overheard an ads at Hitz.fm about it..which made me eager to go there...so i asked Vina and some friends laah...unlucky me many turned me down due to money , emotion, no-mood (duh!) problems. But my housemate, achap called me and said he wanna follow...so me,vina,achap, and along the way picked up achap's mistress, Nawal Ereena ..yeah..its Nawal..not awal..or any other things u said, UREE! :P
Plus, achap is not half-Thai or high (whichever u said) ...
We reached there around 1pm and apureen (mixed of apan and uree) were already there waiting for us. As usual...me..the shy shy person..couldnt talk much..especially around not-so-close friends and speaking in a language that i have to process for few moments in my mind before i could say it out. (yes that's why im soo quite ekceli)

I was there to watch Hancock (translate into malay completely it means Tangankote. *srry for the obscenity) But the V was saying this, "You go watch Hancock with your friends and we (V,apan, and Uree) go watch Kung Fu Panda k?" .. i was like..huh? Ok..i dont want to watch kung fu panda again tho it was awesome.. dont want to waste my cash on something twice..

Hahhahaha..lucky me...kung fu panda was not showing anymore...too late guys! :P
So all of us bought the Hancock tickets which are for two hours more.
Then we went to Kluang Station (like kopitiam kot?) . I had buns (vvvvery delicious to me) .. and a whatcha call it coffee...

Then..due to my lackness of conversing ability..i tried to get away by smoking...so we went outside and split into two.. me-achap-nawal and v-apan-uree. Blablablabla go into the cinema, watch the funny and awesome Hancock...boom..went back home..
it was fun. The end. xD

This blog is not really a blog or journal..its just my diary for keeping my memories..i dont want to forget the moments i had...and oh... hi to my future me! :)

Paees Panda! xD

2008-06-28T20:59:00.001-07:00

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Today

2008-06-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

Spain won against Russia 3-0...

But the sucky part is that i accidentally left my keys inside our home...and all of us are locked out! Damn!!!! It was 4am in the morning and we tried our best to get in..but failed...the only option is to wait for Ferd to be back .... i was tired of waiting and trying that i left ... Kirin anep and aizat were left there n they went to some frens house at level 7...i went to STDN and to Klang at 7 am...sleep for like 1-2 hours then went back to shah alam...
i arrived at 12pm noon at college..texted yaz.. "Mana?" .. "Rafi. The girls eating", yaz said. Adoi...so i went to CG04 and saw it was already closed...!#!@^$^#&
Went to rafi..had a drink..and went off to brunsfield....
skip skip skip

at 2pm++ near 3pm...went to college to settle things off...i was asked to activate the ID first at account dept. so i did...saw yaz already goin to see the mentor...T.T haiz..im late!

and so i went there at acc dept. ...tut tut tut...met Seiryu there...chat with her about things..and then when her number is up...we both went to the counter...she was helping her fren activating id but the business was supposed to be done at the back..so she wasted 1 hour or more waiting for the numbers :P hehehe pity...but lucky me i got her number...

Me and the staff

Staff: Ye amek apa?
Me: Private
Staff: Dah amek nombor? Amek nombor dulu kang saya panggil (with disgusted look)
Me: Dah amek la.. ni! (i showed her the number that Seiryu just passed to me when i was asked for it..haha lucky!)
Staff: K.. (do her work...for..quite...some...time)..
Me: (Look here and there..there was a beautiful girl behind me...my classmate i think..junior maybe?)
Staff: Hmm..ni kene bayar ni...installment ngan first month punya fees...
Me: Hah????? Ye ke? Berapa?
Staff: Total untuk sem ni RM3k++++ (i forgot how much exactly) ... awak kene bayar installment RM600 ngan first month bla bla bla..
Me (Thinking to myself): What the hell??!! Aku tak bawak dwet pon! Demit ah!
Me: err..kak..kalaw bayar sikit dulu boleh? yang laen saya bayar hari isnin..saya tak bawak byk duit ni..saya bayar rm300 dulu ok?
Staff: (thinking and discussing with her colleagues)...
Staff 2: Andai kata la..tak boleh bayar...pasti ke boleh bayar isnin ni?
Me: Ye la bayar la
Staff 2: Tapi kalau tak boleh? Kalau la..
Me: Insya-ALLAH saya bayar laaa...hari isnin ni...kalau tak bayar tu pon kalau acc dept. ni tutup la!
Staff 2: Sure ke boleh bayar ni? Kalau tak bayar cepat kena denda tau?
Me (Thinking to myself): Wtf? Dia ni ingat aku nak tipu ke taknak bayar?
Me: Berapa denda dia?
Staff: RM2 sehari
Me: Laa..Rm2 sehari saya tak kisah la..
Staff: Tak kisah eh? Ok.. (took the Rm300 and start printing the bills)
Me: K terima kaseh...

I went off with anger...wtf with this management? Hold a bit also cannot? Its not like i can run away (and if i did...they wont lose much la! Cos i run means i dont study anymore and i dont use the facilities!)
Because of my anger and ego..i called my brother and asked him to give me some of my cash to pay for the GOD**** fees! I rushed to section 2 and took the money from my brother (and oh brought achap along)..
went back to acc dept. took number..and paid all what i have to pay (upon receiving money the damn staff smiled..i wonder why)
Later i find out that Sabran , who also private...only had to pay RM600 installment... >.<

MSU (Management Sucks, Understood!)

result..not good enough..just k ok.. :D

Penang 2nd Tour

2008-06-24T18:20:00.000-07:00

Once again...we went to the north...foe what? no particular reasons xcept sending achap to his beloved nawal...plus i wanted to see my friend from the net (Torncity to be exact)...
This time its a bit different..where we dont drive my kenari..we drove BMW 3 series compact woo.. haha

Patsy and me

Look at Yeye's hand..as if he's wanking double handed xD
And achap...the reason his sweater at his waist is becos his butt was basah...

Berpura2 rajin bace...

Near gurney plaza..

We watched Incredible Hulk at Gurney Plaza ..it was muuuch better than the previous Hulk..

The next day me achap and kirin had 5 matches of DotA (again) with Rudy and his bro n fren...we won 4 games and lost once...heheheheeh taiping taiping...
that's all about the trip

My first experience

2008-06-17T12:49:00.001-07:00

Wohoo..its time! Today i was quite busy...doing what? I had to go to the imigration's department to make my new and first time passport (yeah i know most of u already had it...and say im lamo or something..but i dont care)...

From kl to klang ..took me 30 minutes or less...and then go to the department..took pictures..pay bla bla bla...then..wee! Finished at last..my passport...2 hours of waiting only actually.. :)

Cant wait to use this passport of mine..wonder where shud i go...Europe since its Euro season??? nahh..dont have that much amount.....but all in all im glad i have my passport and i already changed the money into other currency...

The End.

Happy Father's Day

2008-06-15T11:33:00.000-07:00

It is Father's Day today..

Dad,...thank you for everything you've done for me (eventho its not much compare to what mom have done..) ..i really appreciate it...
And thanks...for acknowledging me all the time when we were together..
Thanks..for the memories that we had..
Im really sad when u left us for another woman...sadly..yes..and to be truthful..i kinfd of hated u for what u've done...but i hated the woman much much more for what she's done..not to me..but to mom...why? Isnt she beautiful enough for u? Didnt she treated u well enough? Were us a big burden to u?
I dont know u that well since we were left when i was a small baby..so i dont feel much...but deep in my heart i wanted to be like other kids...having a father who would care for them..but i just couldnt..i guess...
But dad...what i dont know is..why..? When i was just getting close to u...u left me again..I've lost u twice..why? This time i know why...because God love u more than i do...
Eventhough u are not here with me anymore..your memories remains...thanks for everything dad...I'm proud to be your SON! I just hope u'll be fine 'there' and will always pray for you...THANK YOU.

Sincerely,
Your Son

Melaka-JB(again) tour...

2008-06-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

Heya....just got back from Jaybee ekceli..
Currently in TBUN Setapak..
and typing after losing a dota game with some chinese...sigh

First day (departure)

Went to pool with aizat and izat at ampang as usual..
Then picked up amir..and went back home for ehemehem...
Later on aizat came with his BEC EG..and waited for us downhill of my aunt's .. me and amir went down..entered his car...and when we're about to move ..he realized..
"Eh..temperature kete gua naek!" ...so we stopped at the side of the road and pop the hood..
Here's the dialogue between us:
Amir : Kaw bukak hood thu
Aizat : A'a ok..
Paees: Waa..gila babay berasap-asap...
Amir: Zat..jgn bukak penutup thu

Aizat..ignoring what amir said..opened the thingy..and pffff!!!! The water sprinkled out like a geiser..hahahahaha

Paees : Woi..tutup2! Jgn bukak lagay..kang meletup melambung penutup thu!
Aizat : Aa...adoi..panas sial mende alah ni..

The end of the story..haha.... so we let the car cool down a bit..then went to a workshop nearby n get the car repaired...it was the fan ..
then we continued our journey..and stopped at a petrol station somewhere at the highway...i went inside to buy some snacks ...and when i got outside...wtf!?
Another incident happened..i saw some unidentified object under aizat's car...("What the fuck??? Another breakdown?" ,i thought to myself..but i was wrong..it was the pump nozzle which was pulled down when aizat drove away forgetting to unplug it from his fuel tank...lmaoooooooo...what a commotion..i could even hear the PA speaking..
after laughing and settling things off..we continued our journey again....
arrived at aizat's home (in Parit Putat..yeah weird name)...lepak2 a bit...smoke smoke eat snickers..then went out..
We went across the border into Johor (Muar) ..just to have ikan bakar...yeah..something that i dont eat much..or maybe never?
So there we are...at someplace (i forgot the name ha ha ha) ...there i bought a weird cigarette...called White Horse...cheap one..but quite okay laa...
we sat..ordered kuey teow..nasi goreng..ikan siakap 3 rasa..sotong goreng..sate ayam...and some beverages (the pear juice sux!@#@$!#@%) ..and oh..there was a makcik who fell down from her chair when we were eating..all of us 'tahan ketawa'...hehehe poor makcik and funny..

Taking pictures at tower next to the food court.. :D

After that we moved on..to cc...b4 goin back home...chat chat and chat...we forgot that it is a 'pekan'..the cc closed at 12am...so we had to logoff and pay..:(

The cc which still using IBM..

The next day...we woke up quite late at noon..and went straight to A Famosa (eventho we sesat as aizat didnt know the road quite well...)..we had to stopped at a mamak restaurant (air conditioned whoohooo)...and eat there as well as ask them where is a famosa...

then we moved on...to a famosa...it was tiring but fun...all 3 of us bought cowboy hats..becos they were quite cheap..we went sightseeing to many places...on the boat..in the museum...and at the a famosa kubu..we even took a ride on the gigantic tower (but we called it bende bodoh..as usual la..everything is bodoh to us but we still do it?)...
btw..at the famosa...we saw many graves...and even a 'longkang' ..whoo..
and aizat bought bracelet[s] ...to give it to someone special i guess? ahahah not tellin anyone here...

Weird face..haiz..

Penyu..kirin? Bile mu sapa melake? dop kabo pong!

Ugly cowboy..:(

After all those tiring hiking , walking , and loitering....we went straight to Jaybee ...but oh..when we got to the car...there was a ticket there..aizat got summoned by the melaka's celaka...huh..cant help it...we are foreigners..we didnt know the parking lot had to paid (there were no machine or any other sort of payment thingy)...baka yaro!

JB JB JB..lalala....on the way...we were stopped by police at the roadblock...i wonder why...even the singaporean in front of us got away...but us?
"Ni orang baek2 atau jahat ni?", one of the policemen asked us (the one with a sub machine gun with him)...of course la we say we are good ppl...but they dont actually believed that..wtf?
So they told us to get out of the car..gave our ICs away for checkups..and they even checked our bags in the trunk..haizz...what a bad day...arrived at 8+++....waited for ikram achap near the zon...as that was the only landmark im familiar with..hehe...at first we're planning to stay in Sri Malaysia...but the rate was rm180 per nite...so we decided to crash at achap's....
(2nd time for me..maluu seyy!!)
not much in jaybee...did the same thing..dota...won a game with ikram and si jaguh jari...then lost to the cina...who paid the cc fee for us..hahahaha....thanks ..
the next day...we let aizat date with some-of-u-know-who...while me and amir shops in the zon...
supposedly it was an unlucky or lucky day...aizat met with ferd (he ran away when he saw me...ya he hates me) ...and we (me achap and amir) ...accidently saw ferd's cous...bard or bart or something la...luckily he didnt saw us..hahahahaha...we watched kung fu panda that day (im panda!) ..laughed and laughed...it was damn funny n stooooopid..:P

At nite..me and amir went back first by bus as i had to rush back to klang ...the end.........

Cant wait for my next journey... ^_^

Summer Splash

2008-06-08T04:21:00.001-07:00

Summer splash...
i dont even know this thing existed until i got the tickets from quiksilver last month..or last 2 months.. :)
Wasnt thinking of goin actually ..but..after being asked / forced / whatever it is by v , uree and some others...i decided to go...and luckily yoe is willing to tagged along ...phew..got frens...
the day finally came...and oh..the day b4 i went and buy a pair of shorts (yeah i like to waste money..wtf?) ...for that splashy things...and for future use in brunsfield swimming pool..i guess..
reached at sunway around 1.30pm...damn i thought we were late...cos everyone were queing up at the entrance (luckily we went at the rite entrance)...so me and mirul potong , cilok and do whatever it takes to get in front ...hahaha...and after an hour or less..we got in! Wait wait..where're the others? Texted vina and suprisingly she's not even thru yet...haizzzzzz...
so we lepak2...smoke (eventho it says not to smoke)...take some pics...and waited ..and waited...and waited...but i guess vina n uree cudnt get thru at all...only got to meet shahira and ninie...(ninie was late too..)..well...the partay was quite boring without frens...but we do enjoy the things on stage..and the 'view'..if u know what i mean.. :)
So that's it..summer splash...a place of sin...T.T

The day when all things goin up!

2008-06-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

Wtf omg! Was lepak-lepaking at mirul's house after having fun at AC..suddenly saw this news on the tv... Harga Minyak Naik..aiya....another raise? Fuck off la!
All of us rushed down and went to rafi (yaa...must eat first hahaha)...then mirul drove his car (with us inside)...to the nearest petrol station..but the brunsfield petronas was full of cars...so brilliantly i suggested, "Jom TTDI..aku bajet tak ramai orang sana"....and foolishly all of us went there....so what happened? Boom! Many cars were queing up to buy fuel there also...hahaha..so we waited for like hours just to get to the pump...and after all the hush hush...mirul sent us back..and aizat drove back to kl along with me and izat...upon arrival they went to the petrol station to refuel while i sit back at home relaxly onlining myself xD hahahahahahah
Viva rock petrol! GO NGV! I bet many other stuffs will be much more expensive after this..hahahahaha

Last day exam...

2008-05-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

Phew! Yesterday was my last paper for this (i mean last) sem...it was sucky!!! I studied until 5 am in the morning and slept only for a bit then went to do the xm..to found out that most of the questions are not even close to what i've read! :( T.T
After knowing that...i just did what i have to do...HANTAM SAJALAH!
Im even more frustrated seeing Yaz came out first and beated me.. sigh...
anyway..after that..had to go to KL Sentral..sent Veeenaaa there ..she's meeting some bunch of kids there..upon arriving , "Bye la Bye"....nt even belanja me sundae or thnks..hahahaha
well..then i bought some meals at mcD ..chiow~ drove as fast as i could to meet the others at ss7 Pak Li Kopitiam...but hell...i arrived first whereas im the farthers...slow la korang ni!!
Eat eat eat...sembang2..then all berpecah...i went back to bruns..the rest i dont know..aizat went dating with fatin...somewhere..
and kirin brrowed my beloved kenari and went out with elfina tajul ariffin...(ingat aa kirin bmw sebulan)..
dota and movies alone at home after kirin and amir went off..
then at nite..went out with *******n****** to watch movie..watched long khong 2...bleh..not scared at all...only sleepy...after that went to Aimar Char Kuey Teow in TTDI...back home after sending the guest...boom..sleep till morning...weee
ps: I am happy!

Sleepover part 2..

2008-05-28T14:06:00.000-07:00

Woke up...watched Avenging Angelo

..then at noon...went out for brunch..Aizat brought us to the best Nasi Kandar in KL (that's what he said la..dono if its true or not)...the restaurant name was Kudu bin Abdul ..at jalan tunku abdul rahman..

the meal was good..and stuffy...burp!
went jalan2 and then cueball again...
tonite..i won 5 games..followed by Achap who won 4 games...Ikram n Mirul tied with 3 games..and last but not least..Aizat by 2 games... (ayat nak bangge jee hahahaha)

after happy happy at cueball...i went to my aunt's at Datok Keramat to pick up the washing machine i asked from her b4.. (yeah! at last our home in brunsfield will have a washing machine! chaiyok!!)
ps: Ikram will smell better after this...kuri kuri

ah forgot...becos of them 3...ikram achap and aizat...mirul revenged on me by sending text to **** using my name...wth!@#!%@#^...had to explain back to **** that's not me..

and now..back in shah alam (only me and ikram)...had 1 pudge wars..and a DotA game..and currently updating this blog....this post....
after this..sleeping? maybe not..have to wake up Kirin and the others as they have paper today...

-TeH EdN-

BLOG GETTING MORE AND MORE BORING WITH ALL THESE WORDS ...CANT TAKE PICTURES..DONT HAVE CAMERA ALL THE TIME WITH ME LIKE V THE SOMBONG GIRL (HAHAHAHAHA JK)

Sleepover

2008-05-28T13:55:00.000-07:00

Went to KL with Aizat,Amirul,Achap,Ikram and Sapek. Dunno why..Aizat suddenly said, "Jom KL, tdo umah aku." ...sent Sapek at his uncle's ...and went to Aizat's..(ada awek chantek oohh kat pondok gad umah uncle sapek..isi penting)...

Rest rest...then went out to cueball ampang..yeah...quite happy...won the most games... (iya2...jgn jeles bacha ni okei)..after that we went round and round...then came this crazy idea.."Jom Lorong Haji Taib.." ...so we went there and usher the 'girls' there...
DISAPPOINTING! all the 'girls' there are pontianaks! ...eventho they got fake but amazing boobies...their face made us like wanna puke...there was dis particular 'nyah'...muka macam ..macam...ah no need to say la...so fucking weird and ugly! hahaha dats right..UGLY! ..eventho its not good commenting about what God's has created (i think its bcos of human's stupidity changing it ..what God had created wud be great)..i just had to tell u how ugly that S-O-a-B was...after that..went to International Nasik Lemak

..Aizat told us dat there are hot girls usually hang out there after clubbing...so we went...and only pakcik2 and guys were there..ahh tak kisah lah...makan2...then went back to Aizat's ...sleep..

First day of finals...

2008-05-27T13:29:00.001-07:00

Today is the day,...waited for quite some time...eagerly..(nahh jk)...its my first paper day..Professionalism and Ethics..well...woke up as early as 5am to do some revision of what i studied with Madam Saadah Khalid (detail O.O) ..woke up ..bathe..solat...online ...study...and oh...slept at 2:30 am b4 that...about 2 and a half hour sleep la ...i studied...accompanying me was ikram..who was playing DotA over and over again..he slept at 7pm and woke up at 3am just to play DotA..crazy boy..
dam dum dam dum..

tap tap tap...

exam starts...came late...couldnt find the room!

zzzz.....thinking....thinking...and thinking...wtfffff!!!!! all that i studied came out..but my mind just cudnt remember the exact details of it! hantam!~!!!!
after an hour or more...saw anissha stood up...and walked out of the room...daym it.. i lost my Come-Out-Early-Title that day...2nd was Sera...3rd me...and when i got out..yaz was already there...
i sat silence there with them...listening to them gossiping and blabbering..bla2 bla2...then came izzut.. i remembered someone asking me (forgot who).. "Are u okay?" ...i kept silenced...

all was over...kirin called saying he arrived d downstairs...so we went off...i was driving with dilemma...cant think rationally that time...all becos of dat particular xm i had.. T.T
and then came this stupid but brilliant idea...(yeah why not?) ..i want to enjoy! ...what i did was ...i went to TESCO Shah Alam...texted a few people...cocok some cash at the ATM..and open table at Kay Ef See...there were like...13 people came..eat eat eat....i left them and sent VinAnissha to college...

Yaz n Me

The girlss

The boyss

Skip2 bla2 bla2 ...realized my cigarette was running out...went out back to get mine and 2 more packs for my friends...and then off to Sri Alam to meet Vina..and her so-called-sister...Raasi Ureeya Rajandran and her craji boy..Apan..and oh...this is the main reason why this blog post is done.. ;P
finally..i met a friend who i knew only on the net (introduced by V thru MSN)...
gave them the Roxy thingy tickets...and went off..tried my best to smile and talk...but just cudnt...mind wasnt there...sorry la Yuri..btw..nice colours of nails..haha (think so)..
so that's about it...the end of my yet another bad day..but with some good and happy moments...finger licking good!!!!
ps: I didnt win any lottery or jackpots...just doing things out of the blueeeeeeee

Xm....

2008-05-26T14:29:00.000-07:00

Im writing it on 27th May 2008....5:30 am sharp...
Woke up..in order to study....but what i did was...wrote on this blog...wrote to you-ree's wall on facebook...and do other stuffs... >.<
Ok2 ..after this im going to bathe myself...and start studyin...
b4 i forget...last week...went for DotA with my team (me,kirin,zic,r-lil, and ikram)..won the match between Rahman's team , and Aiman's team the other day..2-3 days straight DotAing ...huh what addiction!

So that's it...lalalalala
Ethics paper today..good luck to me...GODSPEED!

W00t!!!

2008-05-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

LAst nite...went out to Restoran Singgah Rasa..after a friend of mine (i call her Along forgot her real name)...called and said "Wey...tman aku..aku sorang ni makan kat singgah rasa"...i was like..oh ok...since i was damn hungry that time..so i took a short bath and invited amir kirin along....we went there (btw the restaurant is in annexe area)...upon arrival..."Korang ni bersiap ngalahkan pompuan la! Nak aku saman ko ke?", Along said to me...
bla bla bla..we chat chat chat while we are eating..and suddenly...we heard "Perompak!!! perompak!!! perompak!!" ...and i was like...huh? I looked at my back and saw a girl shouting and pointing....somewhere....Along and many other guys at the restaurant quickly jumped on their motorcycle to chase the robbers...leaving me (who was smoking steadily that time) and kirin and amir at the restaurant...well i was thinking of helping but im driving a car and cant run fast...u know la..how can a car chase motorcyclist unless at the highway~
So my heroic act was stopped laah..like that lah...after a while..along came back..the robbers were chased till the traffic light near politeknik shah alam (at first i thought there was only one person...and running...i was like..whoaa!! running from annexe to politeknik within short period of time!) ...his accompliance was actually waiting up front...ceh...stupid la..i thought he was athletic...skip skip skip
all in all...the girl (indian)..who was robbed...i dono her loss..what i know is her phone was stolen at first and she got it back but broken into pieces as it was dropped....pity her..
-THE END-

time to move out and have my brunch!

TESL NITE...and also another bad day for me

2008-05-15T13:26:00.000-07:00

Tesl Nite a.k.a dinner..."Sounds fun!" ...and thats what i thought first...and paid RM37 for it...(omg a bucket of KFC!) ....
then..preparing for it...had to go here and there (actually because of others..not myself)....i borrowed ikram's shirt...and used my old slack...nothing new...xcept for hair and 'janggut'...hehe...mirul bought new shirt and slack at uptiowwn ss24..and aizat used Ferdhie Ferd's necktie..cool la lu brader...and then i took my car at the workshop (which was not finish yet...the hood still in grey colour...) dont care dont mind just take the car first la!
off we went to Carlton Hotel next to Tesco besar....and we were late (me , ikram , qaim)...upon arriving ...Yazmin invited us to her table which she reserved earlier (only for me and ikram tho)...it was crowded....and we didnt get numbers for lucky draw...!@#!%!#...i heard this was because ppl took more than 1 number each...plus there are people who didnt pay and showed up at the dinner...what the f**k??!!
So here's some pictures of that nite....

How unlucky...yaz picked the wrong table..a vegetarian table! The food was like..ugh! Soy Mutton,Cabbages,and other veges....haizzzssss!!! wasted RM37 for these??? anyway thanks yaz for the reservation..

Standing : Shahira
Sitting : Elle, Izzut , Ninie, Aya

Mr Ridhwan Fountain..(read Fontayne..not fountain as if kolam pancut)

Brotherhood!!

Master of Ceremony

Obscenity happened...

Amoi and me

Wasszzaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

almost the whole class...not including the ones who didnt come ..bcos of marie digby..you-know-who la!!!

Being Godfather aint easy...bcos...

People wish to kill me...be with me...abused me..as what i am...

Sweety chubby girl la yew ni ikram!

Aizat, Ms Munira and Qaim...i was supposed to be the one having pic with her...but didnt get my chance.. T.T

Sabran in red..including her eyes..

Hot stuffs!

Beggars on stairs!

and that's it...the rest of the pictures are in Myspace...so anyone who knows where it is go look there..lazy to type all the codes to put it here...heheh
and back to the title..why i said it was another bad day...
Like this...firstly...my car which i sent to the bengkel...the outcome..had been postponed for like...3 or 4 times! ...hard to say this..but it's typical (Malay promises a.k.a janji Melayu)...eventho im a Malay myself..im ashamed that this wordings is actually true...and still..after the last day postponed...it still havent finished and the nite was TESL dinner and i need my CAR la pakcik! So what i did was ..."Pakcik....biar saya pakai dulu keta ni malam ni...esok anta balek...hood dpan biar dulu"....
and secondly..ugh..the aircond in my car smells like puke! The paint smell are too baddd ..so i had to open the window and let the nature cool me off...
Thirdly...waiting for the camera from my brother was a pain in the ass...i overslept while waiting...and it was like..6++ pm!!! haizz...had to rush here and there..firstly Giant la..had a haircut there..and luckily my shoes are in the car..phew..saved me some money to buy a new one...
rushed back home..and get ready...zooommmm!! to the hotel..
4th...unlucky no lucky draw numbers..
5th...vegetarian table!!!! wtf!!! im not a vegetarian laa!! and the manager wanted to argue with us...saying "Did i tell u to seat here??? Did i?? If not , dont say I did.." , ..i know...she was just saving her ass from the big boss...dangg!!
6th..the was this girl..always...excuse me..could u pass me that...xcuse me..xcuse me..bla bla bla....hey..u got hands ...take it la...lucky u're quite beautiful and a FEMALE..if not..sorry to say la im goin to help u with all those lauk....
7th...im still hungry after eating fake mutton (Soy)...and some leftovers chicken..(the girls took most of them and left only a bit for us guys (ikram, mirul and me..)..another WTF!
8th...after the dinner..went to Rafi (yeah..rafi again..) because im still hungry...but maybe im out of luck...the kuey teow i ordered never came...even "Ais kosong" i ordered ..took me 4 times of ordering for it to be served...haizzz...being me with dark emo clothing that nite...i kept quite..watched Herbie till it ends...paid..and went back to Brunsfield without eating...!$#!T#^#&#%%#

That's all what happened...friends...actually im just hungry..nothin much happened! xD

ps: Dont mess with hungry people or ur head'll be bitten off.

The day....when i become younger...

2008-05-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

Its been a while..since i was like 15...or even before that...i had this ...one..BIG problem...
Before i start...im gonna say....that....
i think many people suffer things like me....at first i was very miserable with it...but as time goes on...i dont care much about it anymore...
it doesnt affect me at all..eventhough it made me lost confidence in myself...(as usual)...i gained back my confidence after entering college...my college life was totally different from my school life....i can talk to the opposite sex...can hangout with them...no more 'walls' between me and the opposite sex (i guess?) ... but lets hope i'll be careful enough not to step into the world of sin...like the saying, "Berkawan berpada-pada, jangan melampaui batasan".
Enough bout all that...the thing i really want to say is that...the problem im having all these years...was having... GREY HAIR!
Yes! Grey hair at young age is quite embarassing (is it?)...nah...dont care dont mind..but dont know why..i actually decided to dye em black! hahaha...and there it goes...the hunt for henna...found one at giant section 13...for rm2.50 only! wahhhhhhhh
then after a while...i just kept that thing without using it... (was-was/ragu2 laaa)...when i got back to klang..bought another one..Garnier...for a price..huh...not like henna..its a bit more xpensive tho but satisfying...
bla bla bla bla..skip the boring part (all are boring..just want to update my blog)...yazmin and elle came (yaz a.k.a my hairdyer)...yayayayaya...it took her about half an hour to finish it...

and these are the process of darkening......thanks yazminbobshah!

Another bad day....

2008-05-07T04:37:00.000-07:00

What a bad day today was...haiszzzz
slept at 6am and woke up at 9am...just to go to class....but as usual...getting ready took me about an hour.. (plus online , smoking, thinking, daydreaming and many more)...so all of us (me and housemates)..went to college (eventho its university actually)...dropped the 2 housemates...and straight into the compound to find parkings...
So unlucky..no parking available at all! And then...this thing happened...
Aizat drove at the lorong-sempit-dan-buruk-blakang-kolej....BAMM!! He hit a lorry...his sidemirror went flying onto my lap...phew..lucky the window was opened...if not it'll break on me....i hold the side mirror like a baby and said to Aizat "Ada mood lagi ka g kelas?"..and he said "Takda"...so we went out of the college....straight to SPS...hell...only that side mirror costed RM430 including pasang fees...not including the calar and ketuk2 part yet...so all in all after goin around asking...he has to pay RM800 for repairs...so that's why la pasal we didnt go to class for the whole day...

ps: vina..now u know..dont judge a bugger by its natural habit...

After minor accident:

Last nite....

2008-05-05T21:31:00.000-07:00

Went out for midnite movie..yesterday was my last paper for mid sem xm... (which i only have 2 xD)...not goin so well....and it wasnt such a happy day...regards to Anissha a.k.a Anu...

Back to the movie...we went there (Jusco Bukit Raja) at about 12am sharp...whereas the movie started at 11:55pm..and TGV already closed...luckily we tried to be hardheaded and a guy came open the door for us...we paid him rm80 for all of us (8 people)...and separate ourselves into 4 - 4 ...half of us went to see Iron Man...and the other half including me went to see the japanese ghost story... The Slithed Mouth Woman or something like that laa the title...quite amazing story...got free seating (top mid)...the girls in front were shouting so loud...and my fren...sapek...i think he's scared too...tried to cover by smsing people in there smiling...and kept commenting on the movie to calm himself hahahahahaha...

ps: i was gonna type about my newborn niece but it seems my memory card with the pictures of her got stucked in my laptop.....damn it!

Back from my tour to the north

2008-04-03T20:05:00.000-07:00

Yeeehaa..after 4 days in the north side of Malaysia..im actually back safe!
Thank God for that..
I went to Taiping on Monday in order to enjoy and pick up Hanif Zulkhairi the taiping boy.. a.k.a MRC
The journey was quite fun since this was my outing with friends and driving with friends are much fun then with family..i can drive fast,foolishly and stop whenever i want... ;)
I drove by myself all the way to Taiping...at first we stop at Ipoh RnR to eat some Pau Ayam-tak-serupa-ayam-lebih-macam-kacang. Then we moved on...and end up entering Ipoh whereas we should go straight up north to Taiping... (biasala jakun)
So we pusing2 in Ipoh looking for the way out and lastly called anep for guidance...

The speed i was goin...almost maximum to what the car can do...hahaha

Car full of girls..the driver was racing with me...gua potong dia potong ..gua potong balek dia potong balek...demit! Lucky u drive Wira and i drive Kenari...

Was raining like hell...and that is an identified object.

Bringing the MSU name here and there

Nice number ...77777..had to slow down to take this pic

The rumored tunnel where people meet up with the Ghost Volkswagen..

As soon as we arrived..Achap , who used to come here..showed me the way to Anep's house...and after pusing2 we arrived...anep came out and was like.. "Datang x kasitau!" ..whereas we told him earlier b4 our plans..just that when the day arrives we told him when we are on the way...hahahaha
We lepak2 for a bit then went out ..we went to Nawalereena's house (dont know if im spelling right)..picked her up then went to Restoran Selera Malam...anep was excited to bring us to eat char kuey teow..but it was closed..oh btw...in nawal's house...there were cats...and i named them after the owner and achap himself..hehehe

Achap looking at Achap

Nawal and Achap

Selera Malam..where i ate 7 sateys and drank a glass of what-juice-i-forgot.

Still there...selera malam..kirin mengantok kaa?

Nawaluddin with Achapan..hehe jgn mara ehhh

In anep's room..where i was left sleeping alone..all of them slept outside as it is cooler

Woke up early in the morning..dono what to do..took this pic..the mayat bungkus is achap..and the tido beregu style is kirin and anep (their sleeping position look alike rite?)

Van '3' kepunyaan bapak anep

View of the laman

The house

The snake anep kept as guard in the house

After all of them are awake..we went to this cc...called ViVi Net

Had to go back earlier as we promised to have lunch at home (mak anep masak macam2 woo)...and promised aya to go to Penang at noon..but we went out of the house after lunch at about 4pm...and arrived in Penang at around 5..haha..sorry Aya! Gomenasaii!!
The journey to Penang was fun..i got the chance to ride the Ferry for the first time in my life! haha..jakun...it cost us (actually achap paid for it) rm7 to get on the ferry along with the car...ahah..nice nice...Enough said..these are the pictures on the way to Penang..

Alaa tomeii...hahaha

At Kapitan mamak restaurant..

Hahaha weird concept restaurant..toilet bowl! Disgusting and unique! Gonna open mine later "Garbage Can Restaurant"

At Batu Feringhi...like uptown..or downtiaown in JayBee

Back from Penang..otw to Taiping

Back to Taiping....

At Prima Cafe...the place where got pool and snooker..but sadly...only 1 pool table available there....sad sad sad taiping! One thing i remember is their motto..which is "Great people, great place, great coffee..." hahaha

New Club Taiping - look at me showing the board...hey ho Hitler!

Restoran mamak..forgot the name...A. Rahman i think..we watched arsenal game there...

Achap with weird face...haa..tgn kaw bawah meja buat apa thu? next to him is nawal(uddin)

Me showing dissapointment towards Achap under table behaviour

Tabbaek skodeng achap oii!

Perpisahan...sedih...

Haaa....this is one good place i visited there...

Eliamtamby...where 'shemale' hang around waiting for customers...i say la..i give them 5 out 10 rating..cunn!!

Hungry driver....

So that's the end of my journey to Taiping and Penang...phew! what a long blog eh? took me more than 1 month to finish (its bcos of me lazy to update...hahahaha! sorry!)

nothin much..

2008-03-31T19:58:00.000-07:00

Hehe...i post this only to show my happiness on the result i got from my blood test...and some pictures
which is quite normal...

My sugar in blood level is at 5.9...(normal is 4-6) ...
and my mom..after drinking pineapple juice.. 28.4 ..wayyyy high!!! im in a risk of getting it too!! haisshhhhh

Mine

My mom's

3 Stooges

Bad day....

2008-03-30T21:18:00.000-07:00

Daniel Powter / The Chipmunks

BAD DAY

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and
the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and
you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Oh, you had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/ez ]

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and
you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on a blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

The story begins when i first departed @ 6a.m to fetch Wan Fakhruz Syakirin bin Wan Baha Uddin at Section 17 Bus Station , Shah Alam (i call it Larkin)...the bus he took (Sani Express) had problems...and arrived quite late..no..its really late! 2 hours! dang! Then we went for breakfast n fetched ikramsapek for a game of DotA...i guess its not my day..me and ikram lost to sapekirin...well not much la..don care ..

Then at 3pm..ikram went out with ilyaz..we went out to fetch achap..then after lepak2 a bit at home we went to KL for pool game..what da hell??? lost lost lost...only won a few times...guess its really a bad day...

Plus, someone keep sms-ing me , making me confused n verry guilty... :|

PICTURES

Aizat with his dugong style

Aizat again

Ikram bob Shah

Achap..just got back from JB..already being gay

Aizat and Moi

Today...

2008-03-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

its a complete opposite from yesterday....:( ..or the day b4...
i lost ..i mean..ijat got 10 wins..me 2..and aizat 2... for pool games...
and ...what more...today i watched 'Music n Lyric' @ HBO...was really interestin and touching (hahahaha yeah im sooo jiwang2 type!) ...now..@ tbun.with the 3 guys...
found out something...about something..which made me really sad....for that..im gonna use this lyric...from Music n Lyric soundtrack..sung by Hugh Grant to Drew Barrymore...

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody,
but this time there's actually something on my mind,
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines.

Since I met you my whole life has changed,
It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged.
I was living in the past
but somehow you've brought me back,
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax.

And now I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet.
All I'm asking you
is don't write me off just yet.

For years I've been telling myself the same old story,
that I'm happy to live off my so called former glories,
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance.
Now I need you despite the fact
that you've killed all my plants.

And now I know,
I've already blown more chances
than anyone should ever get.
All I'm asking you
is don't write me off just yet.
is Don't write me off just yet.

it's almost like what i felt now..hehehe.

26th March 2008

2008-03-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

A good day..i guess..stayed in kl (after saying good bye to mom yesterday)...went for pool games with ijat aizat amir sapek and ikram bob shah...team plays...won 2 times..forward forward forward...slept at keramat..woke up..went to 'riki' the spray booth/car spray place @ keramat area...all around rm1600-2000 for a full body spray...including ketuk2..so hampa...picked up aizat..went and 'riki' @ sri rampai area...the place aizat told me want to do it for RM2300 and around 2 weeks to be done...haishh...gave up for a while..sent my cousin back home then picked up ijat...pool again! luckily..i won 7 games..ijat won 5 games..and aizat won 1 game.. wee.. (haha this is actually the main purpose of this blog post)..meleret2 lak! lahanat~~ hahaha..then we went to Brothers..i bought 2 new back speaker for my 'wife'..at first it was Kenwood..then it wont fit..changed to JVC..quite nice lah...the sound quality is different...and worse..i got to know the speaker i bought b4 @ RM80 was actually only RM25 there @ Brothers! !#@!R!@#%B@#@WDGWY!@#$!~#@!%#

doin nuthinggg....

2008-03-23T20:02:00.000-07:00

Its been few days since my last tour..its really boring!!!
I've been goin kl-shah alam-klang ever since..bought a new guitar pick and a harmonika yesterday..when was goin out with mak,kat atti n her sis,and ecah..
PAS (Plaza Alam Sentral not Parti Islam Semalaysia) was quite boring for me too...haisssh

Now im sitting alone in STDN updating my blogs..checking mails..bla2..the stupid guy gave me a pc with no speaker or headphones...suck..dono what to do..maybe goin back to klang after this..and later gonna do something with my kenari..
jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa